Talk the talk, walk the walk

This is gonna to be the perfect quote for myself this 2016. This year is life changing and it offers me a lot of opportunity. I am so lucky to have sister who is willing to help me and a brother in-law who's been so supportive. I can't thank them enough for everything they've done but one thing I want to make sure I want to make them happy in return and I can only do that if I teach myself to become strong. Putting myself in a good place would make them super duper happy. They did their share it's time for me to step out of my comfort zone and face my fear. This is not just for me, but for them who help me and to those people I love so much - my family. From now on, set aside the fear and let your voice be heard let your opinion be heard. Don't just sit there and listen to what people are talking it's time get involved. Change your life style to a competitive one. Fly high 2016!!! I own you!!! 2016 is my lucky year... I pray for it! It's time to unleash the power within. BIG SMILE for a big future ahead!!! cheers!

Please Lord make me brave and fearless

Time has come.. the day I've been waiting for. It is the start of something new, something life changing but first I have to make a final decision. Decision that will bring me to something positive but only if I work hard for it. I'm done with schooling but if it takes for me to do it just to gain my resedency in Australia I will do it. Everything seemed okay but surprisingly I just received a call telling me I have to study at the university for 4 years if your aiming to stay in Australia. For so many years of waiting, this is all I got?! Seriously? Now I feel like I've wasted so much time. I shouldn't have had rely on this in the first place. I feel so stupid right now. And I am task to decide in 2days . I don't know what to do this is so stressful. My brain is almost bursting.. thinking deep.. thinking too much what is the right thing to do right here right now. I don't want to regret and blame myself anymore. So much regret and so much disappointments in life. I want to end it, seriously. Please Lord break the chain and help me make my life change to a better one, to a successful one. Please give me strength, because I know that's the one thing I don't have right now. I am such a coward person, something I want to get rid of. I want to be brave I want to be strong to face the world. Please Lord show me the right direction, please guide me with your light so I could see the right road. Aside from myself, You are the only one who could make me a different person. A person who isn't afraid to face her life. Please Lord make me brave and fearless. I know it's gonna be hard for the first time, I have to keep that in mind but after awhile once I get to know the people I am with, once I familiarized the environment and the business around me I know I can make it. I know I can make my dreams happen. It is late, very late for my age to do this. But I have no choice, because if you really want to reach my dream then I have to face every challenge along with it, I have to sacrifice. No one travels the road of success without crossing the road of failures. I have to keep that in mind too.