This is my first attempt to write a fanfic :) it sounds boring so I'd better not to finish this one :(
Chapter 1
My name is Shaira Kinsley and my family is living in a small town in England, my mother Clarice Kinsley is working as a manager in a bank. Lately, the company where she working offers her to transfer to their other branch in London, Mom was very happy at the same time sad. Happy because working in London will give her high salary, better than she is gaining here in town because the salary rate in the city centre is higher compare to those in small town. What makes her sad is that London is 6 hours away from our place now and Dad is working here, there’s no doubt that dad won’t come in London. I know how complicated that was for my mom and I myself can’t even decide which to choose.
Mom opens the talk about the offers during our dinner. “That’s good news, go for it!” dad said as soon as mom finished, it was a surprised to hear that from dad. “Plenty of people out there begging to have that opportunity, now that you have it” dad continued thinking what the best word to say next to his sentence. “...go take it! I mean I think that’s the best way. Shaira is almost done with her high school, we need to prepare for her college tuition”.
Mom sighed, relieved for what my dad's reaction, but still she did not comment.
“Yes I know how lucky I am to have this opportunity, but what I’m worrying about is you and Shaira” mom said as she looked at dad and then looked at me when she spoke my name.
“You should take Shaira with you, I won’t let you stay there alone anyway” Dad said in a concern way. “It’s not that I like you both to stay away from me, but we have a house there besides one more year to go then Shaira will graduate on high school. It’s better for her to adjust in a new environment early and it’s easy for her to get some information with regard to her college schools and courses” dad said while looking back and forth between mom and I. He seemed sure about his decisions and what brought him decide to let mom go is because of me, my school, my college, my future.
I’ve been studying in London since nursery till 3rd grader. We only moved from London when my dad reassigned in this town, but we’re originally live in London.
After our dinner, I helped mom to clean the table up. “Mom, just leave the plate in the sink and I’ll do the dishes” I called as I gather the glass off the table. As soon as I’m done doing the dishes, I went straight to my room leaving mom and dad in the living room. Perhaps they were still talking about mom’s work.
“Goodnight mom, dad” I called as I went upstairs.
“Goodnight too honey” mom called after me.
“Goodnight” dad said.
CHAPTER 2
Dad dropped us off to the airport. And they hug and kissed, I kissed him goodbye after mom.
“Bye dad, hope you visit us there in the weekend” I said with a little smile, so he won’t be that sad.
“Yes I will honey if I’m not busy at work of course” he answered a little bit sad. I can see it through his eyes and the way he said the phrase. He put his arm over mom’s shoulder “Call me when you get there” he said looking at mom’s eyes.
As we reached our house, mom took the key from her bag while I’m standing behind her looking up and down and across the garden. I missed this place so much.
As the door opened mom grabbed her bag one by one, I left mine in the porch and help her bag get in first and then she helped me with mine. We stopped in the living room first and we both examining the house. “The house is still the same, isn't it?” she said as she looked at the ceiling. “yeah, it's still looks new” I said.
“Okay, go and check your room see if it’s okay” mom told to me and went to the kitchen to perhaps check if everything’s fine or if there’s any broken or anything that would need a repair. I went upstairs heading to my old room which is my new room now. I opened the door and saw all my stuff; everything is in place aside from the dust. Though the dust is not that thick because mom, dad and I went here 2 months ago and dad paid someone to clean up the whole house. I think it will only take a day to remove all the dust off and fix all my stuff.
After a week of cleaning, I feel relieved though honestly my whole body is paining. It’s already 7:30 in the morning but I don’t want to get up yet, I’m too tired to move. I yawned many times but I can’t sleep again either.
“Hey honey, are you awake?” mom called knocking the door.
“Come in” I answered and then I sat down.
“Good morning honey, ohh I know how tired you are, your breakfast is ready I left it on the table” mom said concerned, she seems noticed how tired I am.
“Oh mom, thank you. I’m okay, so are you going now?” I asked when I saw her wearing formal dress.
“Yeah honey, I have an orientation for my new job, I’ll be out the whole day, are you okay being alone here?” she said and sat down on my bed. I could see how sorry she is living me alone in this big house.
“yeah of course mom, don’t worry about that” I lied, honestly I don’t want her to go at the moment, but it will only make her more sad and worried.
“Okay, I have to go now the taxi is waiting outside” she said and then she kissed my forehead and closed the door.
I got up and went to the bathroom while tying my hair. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and then went downstairs for breakfast. As soon as I’m done with my breakfast, I watched movie in the living room and then when I get bored I turned on my ipod or find a good book on the shelve. This is what I’m doing the whole week alone without mom.
In the morning I went to school and enrolled myself as a senior student at Harlbor High School.
I’m just finished helping myself when I heard the horn, that was mom, couple of hours ago she called me to prepare myself because she will going to pick me up after her work for dinner.
I gathered my things with me and run downstairs. Mom was sitting inside the taxi. I opened the door and joined her.
“How’s your day?” mom asked after I kissed her.
“It’s good, I went to the school this morning and I’m done with everything. I mean I’m enrolled and I’m only waiting till the class will be started” I said greatly.
“That’s great honey, so when will your classes start?” She said proudly and excited about my new school.
“On June seven, that will be next week” I said.
As we ate, mom and I talked about school stuff, her new work, things to buy and things to do and all that.
From the restaurant mom and I stopped at the supermarket to buy some foods to stock in our house. In our way home, the rain is so heavy and the wind is blowing the tress hardly. I wondered if the driver can even see the road ‘cause all I can see is fog I can’t see the road. But instead of asking him, I preferred to keep it to myself and sit still at the backseat.
Mom and I were both wet and so I took a shower right away and dry my hair and curled up on my bed as the lightning flash through the glass of my window. It’s very cold and it’s so nice to sleep having this weather.
CHAPTER 3
This is it, my first day of school. Mom dropped me off in front of my school on her way to office. I went straight to the information to ask ‘where’s the room 301’ that’s my first subject. When I reached the room 301, I sat on the available seat right at the middle. I sat very still, quiet, shy and nervous. I can’t explain my feeling ‘cause at the same time I am excited, excited to know new people and have new friends.
Most of my classmates knew each other, as they were studying here since freshmen. When I turn my side, my classmate smiled at me, I smiled back.
“Hi, are you new here? Haven’t seen your face before” the girl on my right side asked me.
“Hi, yeah I’m new student here. I’m Shaira by the way” I answered her, bit shy.
“That’s cool, I’m Katherine. Nice to meet you Shaira” She said offering her hand to shake with me.
“Nice to meet you too Katherine” I shake with her and give her a smile.
The teacher appeared at the door and so we stopped talking.
“Good morning class, I am Mr. Wickfrey your English teacher” he said and then smiled. He turned to write his name to the blackboard, for us to know the right spelling of his last name, I think.
Each of us stands in front of the room one by one to introduce ourselves. Some of my classmates are giggling, and teasing each other. I think they were also classmates last year that’s why.
The bell rang and my classmates stood up and walked to the door at the same time. I stood up as soon as I saw a space to get out. I went to my next subject and most of my classmates in English are also my classmates in Science and almost all my subjects. We ended up into introducing ourselves in our first day of school in each subject. It’s pretty boring but this is expectable to happen. I mean this is what we always do in our first day right?
I went straight to house as soon as my class ended. I was tired the whole day at school. I came up alone in the house, mom is not here yet. I headed to my room, put my bag on the study table and changed my clothes. I sat there for a moment and then I went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to look what meal to cook for dinner. I took the pork chop and put it in the bowl and wait to till it was defrost so I can start cooking. I yanked the oven and put the sliced bread in and then turn it on. I took a bottle of lemonade inside the refrigerator and opened it. I’m about the drink when the telephone rang. I put it down on the table and run to the living room where the telephone is placed.
“Hello?” I asked.
“Shai, it’s mom. Just wanna tell you not to cook; I’ll buy cooked food for dinner tonight”. She said, directly. I know she’s in a rush as she is still in the office.
“Okay mom, take care”. I said after her.
“Thank you. Bye honey” she said and then hung up the phone.
I went back to the kitchen and yanked the oven door open. I took the bread and put it on the plate and turn to the sink to take the pork chop back to the refrigerator. Perhaps mom knows that I’m tired on my first day of school that’s why she let me free from cooking tonight. I don’t mind cooking though, I’m tired but I’m okay I can still cook.
When I opened my eyes I saw the light coming in through my window, I thought I was late already. I took my mobile and check the time, it was 6:50am I am not late. I had my alarm at 7am, it means I woke up early than my alarm; I got up and went to the bathroom.
On the second day of school, I got Katherine and Jeanna and Mitch as my new friends. I shared my lunch with them.
As days passed by I got to know all my classmates better and better.
NOTE: I will continue this story later :P
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6/24/10
My new hobby?
Yesterday was a boring day and I don't know what to do. I just stayed here in my room thinking what to do, there's a lot of things to do but I don't know which one to start. Early this morning, I was like "what if I write a story" like a fan fiction, s short story - something like that. I woke up having this thoughts on my mind. As soon as I'm done doing girl stuffs, I turned my computer on and started writing a story. Of course before I started to write I have to think first, what to write, lmao.
I wrote 6 pages this day and I'm way too far to the ending. I'm actually on the beginning of the love story 'cause I mean the two characters haven't met yet.
I realized how hard making a story, haha. Every minute I changed my mind and I have to delete the story again. The situation is keep on changing. I guess this is just normal, this is my first story to make so I know this is going to be bad. Someday if I reread the story again, it might be sounds funny and awkward. But anyway, I am hoping that this story will be finished sooner or later. I know I could finish this if I continue to have this enthusiasm.
I think it's awesome to have your own story.
I think through this I can learn and improve my english and at the same time I can improve my skills in writing.
Wish me luck people, haha
I wrote 6 pages this day and I'm way too far to the ending. I'm actually on the beginning of the love story 'cause I mean the two characters haven't met yet.
I realized how hard making a story, haha. Every minute I changed my mind and I have to delete the story again. The situation is keep on changing. I guess this is just normal, this is my first story to make so I know this is going to be bad. Someday if I reread the story again, it might be sounds funny and awkward. But anyway, I am hoping that this story will be finished sooner or later. I know I could finish this if I continue to have this enthusiasm.
I think it's awesome to have your own story.
I think through this I can learn and improve my english and at the same time I can improve my skills in writing.
Wish me luck people, haha
6/23/10
My IELTS result
The day my IELTS result was posted on internet. Here's the story.....
I can't forget that day, it was Friday of May 21, 2010. The day of releasing our results. I can't wait for this day to come, I was very anxious and nervous what the result might be. Thursday afternoon, my mom told me that tomorrow we will going to your uncle's house, 'cause within that week my uncle died and mom has already planned to go there that day, perhaps she made a promise to come there in Friday.
During that night I can't sleep, I'm really nervous 'cause I know how tough the test were. I can't convinced myself to at least calm down as the result is yet to come. I really need to sleep 'cause I'll have to drive long hours in the morning, I fell asleep around 1am - not that bad. I woke up early in the morning, 6am to be specific and right away I turned my computer on and went directly to British council org wherein the result is posted.
Unfortunately, the result was not yet posted. I'm very disappointed, I tried many times and ended up in the same result. My mom called me to take breakfast and get ready 'cause we need to leave early so we could get back in the afternoon. I shut my computer down disappointed and help myself before we took off.
As soon as we got to La Carlota, one of my classmate in review school text me. She said, hey Arlene the results are already posted, go check your result now I have seen mine already. After reading her text, I was like "shit!" and then I asked her, what is your result? and she said 6, she needed 7 but her grandmother said, 6 is okay she can go to London as soon as her papers will be finished.
Again, I don't know what to do. Some of my relatives asked me and I don't know what to say. Most of the time I'm just answering the question without asking them back, like you know entertaining them since we've just seen each other again after a long time. My mind was occupied by my result.
As soon as we reached the house, I went straight to my room and turned on my computer and went directly to British Council org. I typed my candidate number, passport number, birthday and date when I took exam. The result automatically appeared and wallah! hahaha, can see my result now. I'm so happy and satisfied of what I've seen I got 6.5 bandscore. And for me 6.5 is more than to what I really needed. God is really really good.
I told my result to mom right away and I text my sisters in Australia and they're all happy and very proud of me. hahah. I know this is just small for some people but for me it is big. May God continue to showing his blessings upon us!!!!
I can't forget that day, it was Friday of May 21, 2010. The day of releasing our results. I can't wait for this day to come, I was very anxious and nervous what the result might be. Thursday afternoon, my mom told me that tomorrow we will going to your uncle's house, 'cause within that week my uncle died and mom has already planned to go there that day, perhaps she made a promise to come there in Friday.
During that night I can't sleep, I'm really nervous 'cause I know how tough the test were. I can't convinced myself to at least calm down as the result is yet to come. I really need to sleep 'cause I'll have to drive long hours in the morning, I fell asleep around 1am - not that bad. I woke up early in the morning, 6am to be specific and right away I turned my computer on and went directly to British council org wherein the result is posted.
Unfortunately, the result was not yet posted. I'm very disappointed, I tried many times and ended up in the same result. My mom called me to take breakfast and get ready 'cause we need to leave early so we could get back in the afternoon. I shut my computer down disappointed and help myself before we took off.
As soon as we got to La Carlota, one of my classmate in review school text me. She said, hey Arlene the results are already posted, go check your result now I have seen mine already. After reading her text, I was like "shit!" and then I asked her, what is your result? and she said 6, she needed 7 but her grandmother said, 6 is okay she can go to London as soon as her papers will be finished.
Again, I don't know what to do. Some of my relatives asked me and I don't know what to say. Most of the time I'm just answering the question without asking them back, like you know entertaining them since we've just seen each other again after a long time. My mind was occupied by my result.
As soon as we reached the house, I went straight to my room and turned on my computer and went directly to British Council org. I typed my candidate number, passport number, birthday and date when I took exam. The result automatically appeared and wallah! hahaha, can see my result now. I'm so happy and satisfied of what I've seen I got 6.5 bandscore. And for me 6.5 is more than to what I really needed. God is really really good.
I told my result to mom right away and I text my sisters in Australia and they're all happy and very proud of me. hahah. I know this is just small for some people but for me it is big. May God continue to showing his blessings upon us!!!!
6/19/10
Page problem
I kinda like this template for my blog, but there's something wrong with it and I can't make it work right. The post-time box is not working, seriously it's disgusting, it took time for me to change the code but I didn't succeed. As long as I love this template, I will use till I decided to change it to a new one. I will just ignore that failure though I really want to see my site perfectly well and organize.
I think this template fits with my blogs, since I titled it "a diary". I like brown background, just like a rip off pages of a notebook it's pretty cute and romantic.
How ridiculous to post your diary online, right? diary is suppose to be private, but since I prefer to show it publicly then there's no problem about it, I mean there's really nothing wrong with my writings at all. It's just for fun, I don't care who reads it and what they think. But I'm hoping they will enjoy reading some if it. It full of happiness, hatred, sadness, to mention a few.
I think this template fits with my blogs, since I titled it "a diary". I like brown background, just like a rip off pages of a notebook it's pretty cute and romantic.
How ridiculous to post your diary online, right? diary is suppose to be private, but since I prefer to show it publicly then there's no problem about it, I mean there's really nothing wrong with my writings at all. It's just for fun, I don't care who reads it and what they think. But I'm hoping they will enjoy reading some if it. It full of happiness, hatred, sadness, to mention a few.
6/13/10
Today's weather
The weather these couple of days are not quite good. It’s cold and it’s raining continuously, though I always said I love cold weather. This time the wind is blowing so hard and it is noisy, especially during night time, I feel like the roof is gonna fly somewhere. I’m afraid we woke up so bright tomorrow knowing the sun light was finally came out, but the fact is our roof was blew by the wind. haha. That’s horrible.
Anyway, yeah, I am wearing my jacket and pyjama now. I am fully covered, I feel like I want to sleep, but I have to stay awake anyway or else I can’t study my lessons, I’ve wasted my time so much so I think it’s enough. Time to discipline myself before anything went too late. I still have a Month of review for IELTS.
Anyway, yeah, I am wearing my jacket and pyjama now. I am fully covered, I feel like I want to sleep, but I have to stay awake anyway or else I can’t study my lessons, I’ve wasted my time so much so I think it’s enough. Time to discipline myself before anything went too late. I still have a Month of review for IELTS.
Life after holiday
God damn, I hate being far away from internet. Three weeks without studying english is like a big flop, so here I am now can’t write quickly and automatically because of long absents. I lost lots of words and forgot how to use lots of english slangs and new words I learned before the holiday. So hard to adjust again, my mind is still focusing and remembering those happy days I had with my old-friends last Christmas (I missed it already).
Anyway, I’m just forcing myself to write atleast one blog right now, so my mind will slowly work and back to normal. It’s quite frustrating to realized that I’m going to be clumsy after the holiday break, but anyway, I have to clam down and start studying again. Oh no back to base again:(
What is your new year resolution by the way?
Mine?? Improving my english and make it better as I could. Second, to unleash the power within and becoming strong in every thing that will come into my life this year. And lastly to be good with my family, I will make them happy while we’re still together, who knows tomorrow I won’t be with them:( right? (Hey! I’m not talking about dying huh?! hehe, but we can conseder it) Anyway, Living in other country without my mom is my big problem, it’ll kill me. After all, who will takes care of her? I still have a family left behind for her, but my care is defferent. I don’t want to talk about this for now, it makes me sad:(
How are you doing up there my friends? Are you having a great weekend? Anyway, Wishing you all the very best this year.
Anyway, I’m just forcing myself to write atleast one blog right now, so my mind will slowly work and back to normal. It’s quite frustrating to realized that I’m going to be clumsy after the holiday break, but anyway, I have to clam down and start studying again. Oh no back to base again:(
What is your new year resolution by the way?
Mine?? Improving my english and make it better as I could. Second, to unleash the power within and becoming strong in every thing that will come into my life this year. And lastly to be good with my family, I will make them happy while we’re still together, who knows tomorrow I won’t be with them:( right? (Hey! I’m not talking about dying huh?! hehe, but we can conseder it) Anyway, Living in other country without my mom is my big problem, it’ll kill me. After all, who will takes care of her? I still have a family left behind for her, but my care is defferent. I don’t want to talk about this for now, it makes me sad:(
How are you doing up there my friends? Are you having a great weekend? Anyway, Wishing you all the very best this year.
7days to go before X-mas
Christmas is just around the corner. I wake up early in the morning since wednesday December 16 to attend the dawn mass or we call it “Misa de Gallo” for nine days, that is our christmas costum here in the Philippines. And on the 24th midnight of December I will attend the midnight mass to welcome the birth of the saviour, that is our annual tradition.
That is why my dear friends I’m pretty tired these days, I don’t have so much time to join social networking, my schedule is too hectic but I love this, being busy is much better:)
I hope you guys are having an upbeat week. Cheers mate!!!
That is why my dear friends I’m pretty tired these days, I don’t have so much time to join social networking, my schedule is too hectic but I love this, being busy is much better:)
I hope you guys are having an upbeat week. Cheers mate!!!
Person I admire most
I have learned some motivational and inspirational words from the world-renowned inspirational life success coach Anthony Robbins. He is a good motivator and a good adviser. He is very successful in his career; he helped a lot of people including those famous athletes, actors, CEO’s and leaders of different organizations, even former president Bill Clinton asked his advice. And some of the most successful and famous internet businessmen like John Reese and Frank Kern asking his advice.
Tony Robbins is helping people to find their gift, how to become successful and to achieve their goals, in whatever fields or class. That’s the good thing about him, he is random and very smart . Actually, I haven’t read any of his books yet, but I’m hoping to read it one day and of course his seminars are very useful, I also want to attend one of his seminar one day. He is the famous person I admire most; he is very successful and kind to everybody, he is willing to help and share his knowledge to everyone. He is a good model to everyone, he shows people that every one of us has a potential to become successful in any way. He inspired me most, he taught me to fight against the fear, to unleash the power within, to make a plan and follow through to reach your dreams.
Now I have an idea that whenever I’m feeling down or insecure I have to find a successful model and copy their technique, know what they did when they were in my situation and how they faced it. That’s the leason I learned as I watch one of Tony Robbins’ videos. He is amazing man and very strong. He is not afraid of taking risk and he set aside his fears, that makes him very successful in both ways – career and family. Like Tony Robbins, we should unleash the power within!
Tony Robbins is helping people to find their gift, how to become successful and to achieve their goals, in whatever fields or class. That’s the good thing about him, he is random and very smart . Actually, I haven’t read any of his books yet, but I’m hoping to read it one day and of course his seminars are very useful, I also want to attend one of his seminar one day. He is the famous person I admire most; he is very successful and kind to everybody, he is willing to help and share his knowledge to everyone. He is a good model to everyone, he shows people that every one of us has a potential to become successful in any way. He inspired me most, he taught me to fight against the fear, to unleash the power within, to make a plan and follow through to reach your dreams.
Now I have an idea that whenever I’m feeling down or insecure I have to find a successful model and copy their technique, know what they did when they were in my situation and how they faced it. That’s the leason I learned as I watch one of Tony Robbins’ videos. He is amazing man and very strong. He is not afraid of taking risk and he set aside his fears, that makes him very successful in both ways – career and family. Like Tony Robbins, we should unleash the power within!
ah, long absent!!!
Dear diary,
My day wasn’t great, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m just too tired and sleepy. I’m not in mood of studying english now, I hate this I don’t want to waste my time. I have to study english no matter what, tonight I really wish I have patience to study at least two hours. Oh God please bless me and inspire me. I haven’t been here like one week more or less, I had a lot of absents. I hope I will fill all the days I had missed up. Anyway, I really don’t know what’s the reason why I am so tired tonight, I feel something pain in my head and so I can’t concentrate on my writing. I’m not feeling sick though.
My day wasn’t great, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m just too tired and sleepy. I’m not in mood of studying english now, I hate this I don’t want to waste my time. I have to study english no matter what, tonight I really wish I have patience to study at least two hours. Oh God please bless me and inspire me. I haven’t been here like one week more or less, I had a lot of absents. I hope I will fill all the days I had missed up. Anyway, I really don’t know what’s the reason why I am so tired tonight, I feel something pain in my head and so I can’t concentrate on my writing. I’m not feeling sick though.
My country, Philippines
Philippines is located at Southeastern Asia, between Philippines sea and south China sea, east of Vietnam. Philippines has 7,107 islands. Filipino is based on tagalog and is the official language of the Philippines. In spite of being the national language, only about 55 percent of Filipinos speak the language. Philippines has over 170 dialects. Filipino is also called to the people in the Philippines. English is widely spoken in the Philippines, it is common to hear filipinos use a mixture of English and Filipino words or phrases known as “Taglish” ( a mixture of Tagalog and English). There are still some Filipinos speak spanish, which had at one time been an official language. A handshake, with a welcoming smile, is the stadard greeting. Close female friends may hug and kiss when they meet. If you are invited to a Filipino home for dinner bring sweets or flowers to the hosts. Philippines is composed of 83% Roman Catholic.
Skin rushes sucks!
Dear diary,
It’s already 1pm here, but I haven’t had my lunch yet. I feel starving now”) but I have write something first before I go. Actually, my day isn’t so great today, my skin got some rushes from the wind. It’s kind of itchy a ‘lil bit, but I tried to neglect it, or else my skin is going to be looked so yucky. hehe. I hope this will be fine soon, I’m not comfortable having this on my skin. Anyway, I hope you guys have a great day. I have so many things waiting to be finished off this afternoon, so I think I have to go now have my lunch and start to work again so that there’s no more work waiting for me. I have to write another blog this afternoon, this seems too short. Okay my stomach is now reacting, hehe.. gotta go now see yah.
It’s already 1pm here, but I haven’t had my lunch yet. I feel starving now”) but I have write something first before I go. Actually, my day isn’t so great today, my skin got some rushes from the wind. It’s kind of itchy a ‘lil bit, but I tried to neglect it, or else my skin is going to be looked so yucky. hehe. I hope this will be fine soon, I’m not comfortable having this on my skin. Anyway, I hope you guys have a great day. I have so many things waiting to be finished off this afternoon, so I think I have to go now have my lunch and start to work again so that there’s no more work waiting for me. I have to write another blog this afternoon, this seems too short. Okay my stomach is now reacting, hehe.. gotta go now see yah.
Daily assignment
The day is almost wrapped up but I haven’t wrote something as my daily assignment yet”) My mind is fully loaded of something I can’t explain. hehe. Oh, well, my nephew’s birthday is coming this 20th of November, that is friday, but we’ve already planned to celebrate it on saturday. Some of my relatives are working while others have classes, so weekdays is quiet a wrong date to celebrate. Other reason is that, twilight saga new moon will hit the theaters on Friday, of course I won’t missed up the first day. I am insanely waiting the movie like six months long, now that it’s gonna hit the theater, I won’t go???? gossshh! a Big NO! I can’t stand that, I’m going crazy if people stopped me on seeing the movie. hehe. That’s quite funny to hear those words from me, I’m no more teenager to be obsessed like this, but that’s really true anyway. Age doesn’t matter if you love the story, right?
I think I have to proceed to my another assignment now, I am making cards for my sisters and friends, I love to give gifts that made by myself. For me, it’s kind of sweet and meaningful to received stuff like this, not withstanding the simpleness of a thing. Okay, I gotta go now. See yah tomorrow.
I think I have to proceed to my another assignment now, I am making cards for my sisters and friends, I love to give gifts that made by myself. For me, it’s kind of sweet and meaningful to received stuff like this, not withstanding the simpleness of a thing. Okay, I gotta go now. See yah tomorrow.
Robsessed
I have a big crush on Robert Pattinson, since the twilight franchise came out. But now, it seems like I found my new obsession obsession in the sense that, my day won’t be perfect without seeing him. I can’t sleep everynight thinking of him. Therefore, no matter how busy my day is, I make sure to visit him. He is so friendly and kind he wanted me to become a better person. He did and provide everything to satisfy me. That’s why I loved him so much and I’ll promise not to forget him, wherever I go and whatever I may, one day. You know what makes me crazy? ’cause he seems like me too Yaay! Wanna know who he is? of course you guys know him so much. Tantararan…..(shout)It’s English, baby! hahaha, crazy me!!!!
People I hate to be with
I hate talking with people who doesn’t have a common sense. Someone who can’t ride my simple joke, it is so boring. I have met this group of people through my other site and those people are so different. I felt uncomfortable talking with them because they talk like they are so smart, like they know everything in this world while you don’t. They criticize all your opinion and they are very sure that their opinion is the right one. I do respect their opinions and I didn’t criticized them, why shouldn’t they respect mine as well? I think it’s unfair on my part to understand them all the time. I’m only human, I don’t have that patience like God. Sometimes, it pissed me off but I never let my temper lose and spit such crap words against them. It’s an arrogant and rude way. I’d rather talk to pure english people than talking with them, I hate people who has an overconfidence about their selves. They look like a fool.
Narrow minded people
Why do people are sometimes narrow minded, why can’t they just mind their own business before spitting non sense words. I mean if they don’t understand what other people are talking, why do they give a load of crap? isn’t it arrogant? All of us has its own freewill, freewill to give an opinion on something, of course that opinion might be negative or possitive and anyone should respect that. But criticizing someones opinion is different, it’s a disrespect. And people often did that, which is so arritating. People like that, people who doesn’t know how to respect others opinion should get a life.
I'm a twilight freak!!!
Well, I can say I am a twilight obsessed firstly because my day won’t be perfect without visiting my favorite twilight saga fansite for some updates. Secondly, I sort of irritating my friends and family by telling them about the twilight saga story over and over. Thirdly, I read the book twice each and highlightened my favorite quotes and memorized it. Actually, I made a bookmark with a twilight saga quote on it…cool isn’t it? My sister estee and I are always talking about the twilight saga and I weren’t bored on talking about it everytime we chat. She sent me, twilight stuff such as books, magazines with Rob and Kristen on it; even though we know everything in the article are not true. She sent me the complete illustrated movie book with a super clear photos of twilight saga cast inside, which I liked so much. Now I am patiently waiting for the twilight t-shirt she has been posted, I am so freakin’ excited to wear it; though I really wish it will fit to me. And lastly, I have watched the twilight movie like 20 times since I got it from my sister estee. I am now excited to seeing the twilight saga new moon which will hit the theater this coming November 2oth. As I watch the new moon trailers I know it’s going to be off the hook, the effects are amazing, director Chris Weitz wants us to be happy and satisfied. Plus millions of twilighters are waiting and actually they have had their tickets for the premeire. I really wish we won’t disappoint….That’s my story about twilight… hehe!
Election is around the corner
Election is coming and I really wish that people should be senseble enough to vote who’s worth voting. Philippines needs a politic change, so people need to be wise and make sure that that politician they are planning to vote for is someone who has the key for the changes. People must be smart enough and not to believe in just an advertisement by those politicians. We should see what the standing of that person, their background and what project they’ve already done. Sometimes politicians use convincing advertisement for us to believe that they are a good person/better person so we have to vote them. I really pray that this election God give us a wisdom to vote the right person. I hate the fact that, politicians are helping poor people only when the election is near, they give money, they visits each cities and town which unmistakingly those money they are spending for are people’s money and then after the election “goodbye poor people” or “the drama: cut”. Some people are ignorant by simply believing in just a word spit out by the good-actor-politicians, are they blind? We should remember that one mistake of ours, the whole country will suffer. So this election try to be wise rather than ignorant, this is the least we can share to the changes that we are all dreaming.
What is Global warming?
Well, today’s topic is about what is global warming? I just finished reading an article about the global warming and I’d like to write what I had learned from it.
Ummm… global warming is said to be the increase of temperature of the earth’s atmosphere. We cannot reverse the damage once it already done. Forest destruction and population are two of some causes of global warming, those are human activities. And the effect of this is not only impact the environment but human life as well. To prevent the what-we-call global warming, we must decrease electric power use because electricity comes from burning coal. The second prevention is that we must learn how to recycle.
Ummm… global warming is said to be the increase of temperature of the earth’s atmosphere. We cannot reverse the damage once it already done. Forest destruction and population are two of some causes of global warming, those are human activities. And the effect of this is not only impact the environment but human life as well. To prevent the what-we-call global warming, we must decrease electric power use because electricity comes from burning coal. The second prevention is that we must learn how to recycle.
What's on my mind???
I don’t know what to say or whom to say right now:) but please don’t dare think I’m crazy, not now, perhaps I’m headed to that point hahaha. Anyway, I’m just helping myself, improving it as I could. English is very important to me, I need to pass the IELTS examination so before I make my sisters mad at me I have to start studying. I think writing like this is the best way of improving my grammar, using what I learned from reading. It makes me familiarize the words. Sometimes I easily forgot the meaning of each words after a couple of weeks. So the best thing I could do is to use that word everyday, so I can’t forget the meaning. To be honest I had an english subject since I started studying, I am 7-year-old to be exact. But I am not a big fan of english books and I hated english subject so much, I don’t like reading either. I never thought how important it is in the future. Anyway I can’t bring back my past, so now I started loving english books and writing as well. I do watch movies and understands what they are talking so I can learn the proper grammar and at least familiarize the common coversation, what you suppose to use when you are asking and what’s the proper answer…things like that. I really wish that my english will become good as soon as possible. This is one of the reason why I created this site, for me to share everything. To write what I know, everything I want and anything inside my mind. hahaha. enough for now. Tomorrow will be another topic.
"get flak"
Did you remember the last time when you got flak for something? get flak means receive strong criticism. I don’t remember the last time when I got and gave flak for something, but I just want to assure you that all of us living in this world have received and gave criticism. People as we are, we cannot avoid making mistake, it is our nature as a human to cristicize something. Let say, those people in the hollywood, no matter what they do, no matter how they makes things right and better, there’s always someone who does’t like what they are doing. The same with us, no matter what we do to make ourselves better, haters are always exist and the sad things is we can’t avoid them. Each of us has its own taste for something and whether that “thing” is good or bad people should respect it. Receiving and giving flak is both essential in our lives ’cause it gives us a lot of lessons about life. But always keep this things on your mind, we have to be careful as we could, to avoid criticism, beacause sometimes criticism can change your life or someone’s life. We do not know that we can mark a hole on someone’s heart through critcism, and no matter what you do that hole won’t be erase, yes you can cure it, heal it but the mark will always leave there. So always think a hundred times as possible before spitting something to someone.
Writing task 2
Topic:
“In many countries children are engaged in some kind of paid work. Some people regard this as completely wrong, while others consider it as valuable work experience, important for learning and taking responsibility.”
Discuss both these views and give your own opinion.
You should spend about 40 minutes on this task.
Some people regard this as completely wrong because children is suppose to go to school and let their parents feed for them. Children under 18 should not allowed to work because it is illegal in some countries. In addition, children tend to forget their studies or not doing their homeworks in just trying to find money. And it will cause them failed in their class, the result is student might hate school and loss their appetite in going school everyday. And we will notice someday that more children are not educated and it will cause seriously problem in our society. On the other hand, some people consider it as valuable experience, it’s true, it is better for our children to know how to find money and feed theirselves so that someday when they are alone they will know how to live. They will become independent and know how to budget and minimize their daily expenses. Most of the children doing like this are most likely to succeed ’cause they are already trained since they were young. My opinion is that, we have to send our children to their school, that’s the first priority and then let them work if you think they can do both things – work and study. And guide them, watch them ’cause they’re still under your responsibility.
“In many countries children are engaged in some kind of paid work. Some people regard this as completely wrong, while others consider it as valuable work experience, important for learning and taking responsibility.”
Discuss both these views and give your own opinion.
You should spend about 40 minutes on this task.
Some people regard this as completely wrong because children is suppose to go to school and let their parents feed for them. Children under 18 should not allowed to work because it is illegal in some countries. In addition, children tend to forget their studies or not doing their homeworks in just trying to find money. And it will cause them failed in their class, the result is student might hate school and loss their appetite in going school everyday. And we will notice someday that more children are not educated and it will cause seriously problem in our society. On the other hand, some people consider it as valuable experience, it’s true, it is better for our children to know how to find money and feed theirselves so that someday when they are alone they will know how to live. They will become independent and know how to budget and minimize their daily expenses. Most of the children doing like this are most likely to succeed ’cause they are already trained since they were young. My opinion is that, we have to send our children to their school, that’s the first priority and then let them work if you think they can do both things – work and study. And guide them, watch them ’cause they’re still under your responsibility.
My big flop
What the hell, I did my listening practice test this afternoon and I got 19 out of 40 and the equivalent says I did not get an acceptable score on the IELTS test and they recommend me to practice more and answer more lessons. I was like what the fuc**ng hell am I gonna do now? I was totally disappointed by my result. Oh God, heavenly father please please help me, I’m begging you.
The listening test is suppose to be the easy one, but I got failed how much more the reading, writing and speaking? I’m afraid I’m going to hell when I won’t pass the exam. I am so feeling bad now, I hate myself for having this lame brain. I want to scream out loud to let people know how stupid I am.
I’m like a child now, I act like a child and think like a child. I am mature enough to descipline myself and stopped myself of doing things that can disturb me and take my time away from studying. I know this is my fault, I am lazy and don’t have courage and patience to stick with my mission. I am such a loser, a loser!
After I’ve finished the listening test I proceeded to reading test and the worst thing happened. I can’t understand the topic, it was too long, I was running out of time. I haven’t fisnished the question yet and my time was over. I really can’t figure out myself in the final exam. I don’t know what to do, I have to take the exam on March 6 of this year. I am so not prepared and my english is still limited. Please wish me luck guys, I hope I will succeed in all my undertakings, especially my IELTS.
IELTS is my door to reach my goals in life, please help me not to go to hell, I don’t wanna die yet but my sister might kill me in case I failed.
The listening test is suppose to be the easy one, but I got failed how much more the reading, writing and speaking? I’m afraid I’m going to hell when I won’t pass the exam. I am so feeling bad now, I hate myself for having this lame brain. I want to scream out loud to let people know how stupid I am.
I’m like a child now, I act like a child and think like a child. I am mature enough to descipline myself and stopped myself of doing things that can disturb me and take my time away from studying. I know this is my fault, I am lazy and don’t have courage and patience to stick with my mission. I am such a loser, a loser!
After I’ve finished the listening test I proceeded to reading test and the worst thing happened. I can’t understand the topic, it was too long, I was running out of time. I haven’t fisnished the question yet and my time was over. I really can’t figure out myself in the final exam. I don’t know what to do, I have to take the exam on March 6 of this year. I am so not prepared and my english is still limited. Please wish me luck guys, I hope I will succeed in all my undertakings, especially my IELTS.
IELTS is my door to reach my goals in life, please help me not to go to hell, I don’t wanna die yet but my sister might kill me in case I failed.
Tweeting is awesome
I am enjoying tweeting nowadays, aren’t I suppose to review for my exam? What the hell is going on with my new year resolution?! Instead of practicing the materials my sister has sent to me, there I am wasting my time talking to my friends in twitter. haha. What a bad idea, though tweeting is still part of my learning ’cause I am talking in english.
Some of my twitter friends were talking about the snow in UK and they said it’s so cold there. I think snow is cool, I wish I could be in snow countries like UK for instance, it’s a great experience I guess. I remember what my brother in law had told me, that he will send me snow when he come home in London, LOL! he was just joking at me, sure as hell the box become empty the time I received his snow post.
It is so unfair living in a place where snow doesn’t exist. I’ve been in snow one time, but it was fucking fake, hehe. It wasn’t real, just artificial and only made by machine. It was awful, but I still enjoy it anyhow.
Our weather this month is quite good, I’m loving the weather these days - not cold, not hot just normal and very relaxing. I hate summer, I prefer winter. In summer, I hate going outside. I have a very sensitive skin and I get burned so easily which is awful. My friends in twitter who is living in Australia were angry with their weather. They said it was fucking hot as hell in Au till evening. How I wish we wont have summer this year and this perfect weather we have right now will remain till end of april, so we can escape the summer.
Some of my twitter friends were talking about the snow in UK and they said it’s so cold there. I think snow is cool, I wish I could be in snow countries like UK for instance, it’s a great experience I guess. I remember what my brother in law had told me, that he will send me snow when he come home in London, LOL! he was just joking at me, sure as hell the box become empty the time I received his snow post.
It is so unfair living in a place where snow doesn’t exist. I’ve been in snow one time, but it was fucking fake, hehe. It wasn’t real, just artificial and only made by machine. It was awful, but I still enjoy it anyhow.
Our weather this month is quite good, I’m loving the weather these days - not cold, not hot just normal and very relaxing. I hate summer, I prefer winter. In summer, I hate going outside. I have a very sensitive skin and I get burned so easily which is awful. My friends in twitter who is living in Australia were angry with their weather. They said it was fucking hot as hell in Au till evening. How I wish we wont have summer this year and this perfect weather we have right now will remain till end of april, so we can escape the summer.
Learn through listening
Last time I promised to write blog every day to practice my english, but after listening to 7 rules of effortless english my plan was changed. I learned from effortless english that listening is the best way of learning english. As soon as I discovered the new techinque, I stopped writing blog, I started listening to news, interviews and watching movies instead. In listening, you can learn both – the pronunciation and grammar and you can familiarize the native speakers.
Now I spend lots of my studying time through listening. It’s a good idea, after a week I noticed I can undersand clearly what the native speaker were talking about in the movie. It was amazing and powerful technique, I will continue to do this way of learning. After a month let us see if I really improve.
Now I spend lots of my studying time through listening. It’s a good idea, after a week I noticed I can undersand clearly what the native speaker were talking about in the movie. It was amazing and powerful technique, I will continue to do this way of learning. After a month let us see if I really improve.
IELTS speaking 3
Can you predict any major changes that could happen in the Tourist Industry over the next 50 years?
Can you compare the tourist industry in your country today with the tourist industry when your grandparents were young?
I’m not sure but I think it’s going to be high tech 3 to 4 times than now or maybe it will decrease. It still depends on the economics and the populations.
Well, there’s a big difference. During my grandparents time, there was no skyscapers, limited technology and those beaches and resorts weren’t had a nice facilities than we have in todays generation. But during those time beaches were clean and there’s a lot of animals, different animal species. As the year goes by my country becomes populated and so those beaches become polluted and animals are gradually missing.
Can you compare the tourist industry in your country today with the tourist industry when your grandparents were young?
I’m not sure but I think it’s going to be high tech 3 to 4 times than now or maybe it will decrease. It still depends on the economics and the populations.
Well, there’s a big difference. During my grandparents time, there was no skyscapers, limited technology and those beaches and resorts weren’t had a nice facilities than we have in todays generation. But during those time beaches were clean and there’s a lot of animals, different animal species. As the year goes by my country becomes populated and so those beaches become polluted and animals are gradually missing.
IELTS Cue card
Describe a favourite holiday destination that you like. You should say:
When you first went there.
How you get there.
What you do when you’re there.
And explain why this place is so special for you.
My fovourite holiday destination was the guintubdan mountain resort. I went there last may 2008 with my family, the place is known and so we decided to go there. The place was too cold, there’s a lot of beautiful flowers and tall trees. We slept there and had fun with each other, taking pictures and we went to 3 falls, we swum there notwithstanding the icy cold water, not too long though. That place was very special to me ’cause that was the time my family had bonding, before my sisters gone back to Australia. I won’t forget that place.
When you first went there.
How you get there.
What you do when you’re there.
And explain why this place is so special for you.
My fovourite holiday destination was the guintubdan mountain resort. I went there last may 2008 with my family, the place is known and so we decided to go there. The place was too cold, there’s a lot of beautiful flowers and tall trees. We slept there and had fun with each other, taking pictures and we went to 3 falls, we swum there notwithstanding the icy cold water, not too long though. That place was very special to me ’cause that was the time my family had bonding, before my sisters gone back to Australia. I won’t forget that place.
IELTS speaking sample 2
Do you enjoy traveling and why/why not?
Yes, I really enjoy travelling so much, I and my friends are always travelling out of town, it’s really fun. I haven’t been in other countries yet, but I think it’s more fun ’cause you will encounter different people, different languages and different environment.
Where would you like to travel to and why?
I like to travel to Brazil, firstly because I have a good girl friend there and she want me to be in her country. I will love to go to Rio de janiero, it’s very beautiful and relaxing place to go, it’s very interesting.
Yes, I really enjoy travelling so much, I and my friends are always travelling out of town, it’s really fun. I haven’t been in other countries yet, but I think it’s more fun ’cause you will encounter different people, different languages and different environment.
Where would you like to travel to and why?
I like to travel to Brazil, firstly because I have a good girl friend there and she want me to be in her country. I will love to go to Rio de janiero, it’s very beautiful and relaxing place to go, it’s very interesting.
IELTS Speaking Sample
Describe a teacher who has greatly influenced you in your education.
You should say:
1. where you met them
2. what subject they taught
3. what was special about them
4. explain why this person influenced you so much.
He was my teacher in high school from first year to third year, he was teaching mathematics. He was a very nice teacher, his way of teaching was very clear and I understood it. He influenced me so much ’cause when I was in my elementary I hated mathematics subject so much, but when I stepped in high school I slowly loved it till it became my favorite subject. That’s one of the reason why I took up accounting course ’cause I love numbers because of him. He encouraged me and showed me that mathematics is not that tough as what I thought it was.
You should say:
1. where you met them
2. what subject they taught
3. what was special about them
4. explain why this person influenced you so much.
He was my teacher in high school from first year to third year, he was teaching mathematics. He was a very nice teacher, his way of teaching was very clear and I understood it. He influenced me so much ’cause when I was in my elementary I hated mathematics subject so much, but when I stepped in high school I slowly loved it till it became my favorite subject. That’s one of the reason why I took up accounting course ’cause I love numbers because of him. He encouraged me and showed me that mathematics is not that tough as what I thought it was.
IELTS IELTS IELTS
I missed to write blog yesterday, so I have to write two entries today to fill up my yesterday’s assignment. Umm, I decided to enroll in a review school, perhaps later next week, for the preparation of my IELTS exam this January or February whichever has an available slot. I feel nervous to take IELTS exam, firstly because my english isn’t good and my speaking and listening skills are both poor. Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand what the actors says when I watched movies. And then when I speak, I can’t speak continously, it’s very frustrating. How I wish, I could help myself improve after 3 months. Being in this kind of situation makes me nervous, and I hate this, I hate being weak! I want to be strong to face all the trials God has given to me. I really pray that He will give me strength to endure all of this. I know I can do this, if other’s can, why can’t I right? I know those people who has been already taken the exam also felt the way I feel right now, so I’m not alone. Sometimes life without risk, is so boring..So I have to enjoy everything what God has given to me, whether it is easy or hard.
IELTS and LIFE
I’m not sure in what area am I weak, whether in speaking, writing, reading or listening. I haven’t been in an IELTS exam yet and I have no idea about what’s on it either. All I know is that IELTS is very hard exam, most of the people even a professional finds it hard. It’s kind of exam that needs a preparation, some people enroll in an IELTS reviewer to make sure they will passed the exam. But, not all reviewers passed it, that’s how hard IELTS is. But we have to think positive, and study hard to make it. All of us can do this, if others can why can’t we, right? We only need patience to schedule our time and focus on english, we need to organize our time to study english everyday so we won’t forget on how to use words that we learn. Often times people memorized some words and its meaning but after a couple of weeks we forget it easily, that’s why using it everyday is the best way to not forget those new words. I find hard to learn grammar, especially the preposition. I had read an article, some english people or teachers says, english is not easy even native english people can’t make it perfect.
Often times people are easy to give up on what they are doing, especially if that thing is hard or it requires a lot of risk or sometimes that thing hurt us. But we should always remember that, we can’t reach our dreams if we let the fears win. Hard is just normal as we living, hurt is just a part of being a human and life is so boring if we won’t risk. So we have to be strong and face all the challenges with confidence to reach all our dreams and to have a brighter tomorrow. This is how life is, we have to enjoy and embrace evertyhing that will come into our lives, whether it is bad or good, ‘cuase either of them is essential, has a purpose and can make us better. So when things go wrong, don’t think you are unfortunate or don’t hate other people, instead say thank you and smile ’cause that sadness is another power given to you to make you more stronger.
Often times people are easy to give up on what they are doing, especially if that thing is hard or it requires a lot of risk or sometimes that thing hurt us. But we should always remember that, we can’t reach our dreams if we let the fears win. Hard is just normal as we living, hurt is just a part of being a human and life is so boring if we won’t risk. So we have to be strong and face all the challenges with confidence to reach all our dreams and to have a brighter tomorrow. This is how life is, we have to enjoy and embrace evertyhing that will come into our lives, whether it is bad or good, ‘cuase either of them is essential, has a purpose and can make us better. So when things go wrong, don’t think you are unfortunate or don’t hate other people, instead say thank you and smile ’cause that sadness is another power given to you to make you more stronger.
I'm sick of my english
Dear diary,
Starting today, I have to write something about anything:) Last night I can’t sleep thinking about what should I do to improve my english quickly. But I couldn’t find a good idea on what do and how to it, my english is very poor, my grammar is so wrong and tenses is my primary problem. My slang is very limited, so it’s hard for me to compose a correct sentence. English is really hard, it is sort of easy to study the lesson but when it is your time to make a sentence and use those lessons you’ve learn, it’s very difficult. I am bloody sick about this, I can’t find a better strategy to make english easy to learn. How I wish through this writing I can help myself improve, even just a little. I really wish I can do this, I only have two months to prepare for my IELTS exam, it’s kind of scary when you are not prepared and you are luck of self confidence during the exam. It will make you strugling and find the examanition too hard. IELTS, isn’t a joke. Taking IELTS is like taking a board exam, or more than that. Anyway, my primary priority now, is to improve my english and make it better as I could. I want to passed the IELTS eximination, I know it’s not that easy, but I’ll do my best to hit the minimum score, hopefully more than the minimum score. I want to help my sisters through this score, I don’t want them to get disappointed by me not passing the exam or at least hitting the minimum level. Do you think, I can do this? gosh this is like I am asking to nothing, but so what, right? hehe.. I’m crazy, I’m just practicing. People often say, you cannot talk to yourself, but I can do that:) We are free to do anything we want, if that’s makes us happy, right?
Starting today, I have to write something about anything:) Last night I can’t sleep thinking about what should I do to improve my english quickly. But I couldn’t find a good idea on what do and how to it, my english is very poor, my grammar is so wrong and tenses is my primary problem. My slang is very limited, so it’s hard for me to compose a correct sentence. English is really hard, it is sort of easy to study the lesson but when it is your time to make a sentence and use those lessons you’ve learn, it’s very difficult. I am bloody sick about this, I can’t find a better strategy to make english easy to learn. How I wish through this writing I can help myself improve, even just a little. I really wish I can do this, I only have two months to prepare for my IELTS exam, it’s kind of scary when you are not prepared and you are luck of self confidence during the exam. It will make you strugling and find the examanition too hard. IELTS, isn’t a joke. Taking IELTS is like taking a board exam, or more than that. Anyway, my primary priority now, is to improve my english and make it better as I could. I want to passed the IELTS eximination, I know it’s not that easy, but I’ll do my best to hit the minimum score, hopefully more than the minimum score. I want to help my sisters through this score, I don’t want them to get disappointed by me not passing the exam or at least hitting the minimum level. Do you think, I can do this? gosh this is like I am asking to nothing, but so what, right? hehe.. I’m crazy, I’m just practicing. People often say, you cannot talk to yourself, but I can do that:) We are free to do anything we want, if that’s makes us happy, right?
My Brazillian friend
Dear diary,
My orkut friend name Gilmara sent this to me, she’s from Brazil. She’s very nice and lovely girl, even though our english is very poor we can still talk to each other and having fun – like exchanging funny and crazy jokes. She’s awesome!
I was surprised when she sent this pic of her foot with my name written on it. I so much appreciate what she did, imagine she spent her time doing this stuff. I am so glad I knew her, she’s the best among my orkut friend.
She is interesting to talk with and very jolly. She’s not selfish or boostful like any other, that’s why I feel comfortable talking with her any time.
Brazilian girls are amazing and have an amazing mind, they are great friends. I also have another friend also from Brazil, her name is Gleudes and like Gilmara, she is also nice and good person. We exchanging funny stuff every time we talk. It’s like a normal friend, they are very positive people and not boostful. I hate boostful people, those people who seems smart or pretending that they know everything. I hate that attitude.
Those Brazillian friends I have are awesome, that’s why I love them and I treasure and appreciate everything they did for me.
My orkut friend name Gilmara sent this to me, she’s from Brazil. She’s very nice and lovely girl, even though our english is very poor we can still talk to each other and having fun – like exchanging funny and crazy jokes. She’s awesome!
I was surprised when she sent this pic of her foot with my name written on it. I so much appreciate what she did, imagine she spent her time doing this stuff. I am so glad I knew her, she’s the best among my orkut friend.
She is interesting to talk with and very jolly. She’s not selfish or boostful like any other, that’s why I feel comfortable talking with her any time.
Brazilian girls are amazing and have an amazing mind, they are great friends. I also have another friend also from Brazil, her name is Gleudes and like Gilmara, she is also nice and good person. We exchanging funny stuff every time we talk. It’s like a normal friend, they are very positive people and not boostful. I hate boostful people, those people who seems smart or pretending that they know everything. I hate that attitude.
Those Brazillian friends I have are awesome, that’s why I love them and I treasure and appreciate everything they did for me.
It's valentine's day!!!
It’s been awhile since I wrote a blog for my site. As I remember I promised to write something as my daily task, unfortunately I didn’t fulfilled that promised. However, my english is way better now than before, I could feel it lol* even though I failed to do my tasks, I still keep on studying english though in other way, what matter most is that I am improving the way I want to.
So it’s Valentine’s day now, hope everyone’s has a date. Valentine’s day means heart’s day or love’s day, it is general not just for lovers but for everyone. Actually, I’m going to go with my best buddies this evening for a date, since we’re all single ladies we’re planning to have a good time tonight, I wish we’ll enjoy it. This is really not my likes, night out is cool and fun to do with pals but if I’m not in a mood of having fun it’s certainly boring. They keep on bugging to go with them, I think I have to change my moodswings to the jolly one so my valentine would be great, lol.
*hugs & kisses* to all my lovies here
All the single ladies. Now put your hands up! oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh….. lol *singing*
So it’s Valentine’s day now, hope everyone’s has a date. Valentine’s day means heart’s day or love’s day, it is general not just for lovers but for everyone. Actually, I’m going to go with my best buddies this evening for a date, since we’re all single ladies we’re planning to have a good time tonight, I wish we’ll enjoy it. This is really not my likes, night out is cool and fun to do with pals but if I’m not in a mood of having fun it’s certainly boring. They keep on bugging to go with them, I think I have to change my moodswings to the jolly one so my valentine would be great, lol.
*hugs & kisses* to all my lovies here
All the single ladies. Now put your hands up! oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh….. lol *singing*
Friend's birthday
Last Sunday I and my friends went to attend one of our friends birthday. We swam till 9pm; it was fun even though swimming is not in my list of hobbies. We talked so many things; some were funny while others were sad. My friend cried after telling everything about the broke-up with her boyfriend. I don’t like hanging out with anyone except my family right now, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m too lazy – I don’t know, but anyway, sometimes I have to meet my friends before they got to kicked my butt out of our friendship. hehe
How friends important to me
My friends and I used to go out like ones or twice a month, watching movies, having dinner together and doing & sharing fun stuff. It’s amazing, I mean it’s really great to be with your friends sometimes. I love exchanging funny stuff with them and together we laugh, that’s really fun. And in times that one of us had a problem, we gather together to make that friend move on and keep her strong, we usually give advices and plan something fun, like outing or out of town trip to comfort and make that friend of ours forget her problems. We’re always together through good and bad times, that’s the best of our friendship and I am so lucky to have this people around me, they’re kind of person who changed me and teach me a lot of things. I think that life is going to be boring without friends, without someone you can share your secret or laugh and cry with. I’m kind of secretive type of person, I mean, I’d rather keep my secret to myself than sharing it with someone - friends or family. Of course, I do share something about me, but not all, I kept those too private stuff and share those not really matter, it depends actually to the situation. But anyway, all in all I have a healthy relationship with my friends and family and that “thing” makes me happy and I feel like I am so satisfied of what I have now.
My Indonesian friend
Dear diary,
I had a friend from English baby, her name is July and she is from Indonesia. I got her ID at ebaby and I added her at yahoo messenger, that was our friendship started. I love talking to her, firstly because she’s a kind of person who posseses a healthy outlook in life. Secondly, I kind of comfortable talking with her, she’s simple and positive and very family minded. She’s very open about her life and she’s willing to help people as long as she can, Like me for example, she’s willing to help me learning english. And lastly, She taught me to be strong, she showed me how to face life based on her experienced. I so much appreciate every friend of mine, perhaps they don’t know how I treasured them. I am so lucky to have a friend like July, at first I have no idea what english baby looked like and how helpful it is until I met July who asked me if I have an account at english baby, so I tried to go back to english baby and signed up and explore ebaby stuff. From then on I started loving that site. So thank you so much July.You are such an angel to me. You showed me the bright side of my life, you inspired me through your blogs. I hope this friendship of ours will last forever, we will together face life and overcome those challenge and together we’ll reach our dreams.
Another one, I had this friend like 3 days ago, he came from Eriteria and I met him at englishbaby.com. I’d like to wirte a short post about him because he is so nice, very optimistic and smart person. I just Knew him but he talks to me like we’re friends since long. I like talking with him because he inspire me a lot through his inspiring and motivating words. I learned many things about life, he teach me how to face those problems and he makes me feel strong. I loved to read his message over and over coz I learned a lot from it. He’s not just teaching me english to improve my grammar but also teaching me how to become a responsible person. How lucky I am to have him, always there to remind me to face life smoothly. To be happy, to keep on smiling and to be positive in everything.
I’d like to post all his message on the comment area for you guys to read it and learn something from it.
I had a friend from English baby, her name is July and she is from Indonesia. I got her ID at ebaby and I added her at yahoo messenger, that was our friendship started. I love talking to her, firstly because she’s a kind of person who posseses a healthy outlook in life. Secondly, I kind of comfortable talking with her, she’s simple and positive and very family minded. She’s very open about her life and she’s willing to help people as long as she can, Like me for example, she’s willing to help me learning english. And lastly, She taught me to be strong, she showed me how to face life based on her experienced. I so much appreciate every friend of mine, perhaps they don’t know how I treasured them. I am so lucky to have a friend like July, at first I have no idea what english baby looked like and how helpful it is until I met July who asked me if I have an account at english baby, so I tried to go back to english baby and signed up and explore ebaby stuff. From then on I started loving that site. So thank you so much July.You are such an angel to me. You showed me the bright side of my life, you inspired me through your blogs. I hope this friendship of ours will last forever, we will together face life and overcome those challenge and together we’ll reach our dreams.
Another one, I had this friend like 3 days ago, he came from Eriteria and I met him at englishbaby.com. I’d like to wirte a short post about him because he is so nice, very optimistic and smart person. I just Knew him but he talks to me like we’re friends since long. I like talking with him because he inspire me a lot through his inspiring and motivating words. I learned many things about life, he teach me how to face those problems and he makes me feel strong. I loved to read his message over and over coz I learned a lot from it. He’s not just teaching me english to improve my grammar but also teaching me how to become a responsible person. How lucky I am to have him, always there to remind me to face life smoothly. To be happy, to keep on smiling and to be positive in everything.
I’d like to post all his message on the comment area for you guys to read it and learn something from it.
Happy face:)
Dear diary,
I felt so great after reading some inspiring comments from my good friends. They are really such a true friend, they understand me so much, they make me strong, they comfort me and enlighten me by their kind words. Now I should think that not everyone liked us, no matter what you do in order to please them as far as they hated you it doesn’t work. So all I have to do is to go on with my life without worrying those haters.
I felt so great after reading some inspiring comments from my good friends. They are really such a true friend, they understand me so much, they make me strong, they comfort me and enlighten me by their kind words. Now I should think that not everyone liked us, no matter what you do in order to please them as far as they hated you it doesn’t work. So all I have to do is to go on with my life without worrying those haters.
My Argentian friend
I’d like to share with you about my friend, since I have nothing to do in particular. I had this friend online, she’s very sweet, lovely and very true. Cinthia is her name, from Argentina. I love this girl so much, she’s very funny sometimes and I love making joke with her. I love the fact that we can ride to each other’s joke; although we’re not together physically and our english is not that good. We did talk via yahoo voice call and/or chat. I think the best of our friendship is that we can share or let say we can make each other’s smile everytime we talk. I consider her as my normal friend. When I say normal friend, it doesn’t mean negative, it’s just friend that I can touch. Like all my friends here in my country ’cause what I am to them, is what I am to her. I mean the way I joke is just the same. We enjoy sharing stuff like our favorites, family, likes and dislikes, which is cool. I also saw her boyfriend:) via webcam and he is so nice too. And it comes to the point that they were teaching me some spanish word, which is very exciting but too difficult at the same time. This girl is very interesting and so nice to talk with. So far she is my old online friend and I am so glad that we’ve met. I mean you know, it is so cool having friends in other countries, different cultures and races. It’s freakin’ interesting. Thank you for the friendship Cinthia, you’re the best!
Remember me and The runaways
I was kind of freaked out this afternoon when I saw the trailer of remember me starring Robert Pattinson. I was absolutely surprised to see it on our local tv channel. I don’t like the movie much, although yes I want to see him doing movies outside twilight saga. He is my idol but only next to Kristen Stewart, I love this girl so much more than anybody else in the world of hollywood. She’s not that sexy or super girly type of girl, sort of tomboyish but I like it.
Remember me will be realesed this friday March 12 in the Philippines, we’re lucky to see it the same date in the US. I’m not sure though if I can watch it, hope I can but certainly not on its opening day. I am more excited to see the “the runaways” starring Kristen Stewart. I want to see her like a rock star, playing guitar and singing. The costumes though were so fucking weird, their style was way back in 1970s but it doesn’t matter if you love the actress, right? Kstew is a badass and I’m her fucking fan who will follow her ass all the time, in a good way of course:)
The “remember me” was already confirmed but the “the runaways” isn’t yet. It is hopeless that we will have the runaways, obviously because Kristen is less famous than Robert in the Philippines. That is the first possible reason, they are wondering if people will love the movie and keep on coming back in the cinema. I think hounding their fucking asses doesn’t help at all, so I will just sitting over here while waiting for the news about the runaways are being release. Honestly, I can’t wait for the movie to comes out, I’m kind of freaking bitch when the movie is hitting the theaters. I can’t wait for it’s DVD to comes out before I could watch it, Oh God, I can’t wait that long. I have to have the movie as soon as posible before I’m going to die without any illness.
Remember me will be realesed this friday March 12 in the Philippines, we’re lucky to see it the same date in the US. I’m not sure though if I can watch it, hope I can but certainly not on its opening day. I am more excited to see the “the runaways” starring Kristen Stewart. I want to see her like a rock star, playing guitar and singing. The costumes though were so fucking weird, their style was way back in 1970s but it doesn’t matter if you love the actress, right? Kstew is a badass and I’m her fucking fan who will follow her ass all the time, in a good way of course:)
The “remember me” was already confirmed but the “the runaways” isn’t yet. It is hopeless that we will have the runaways, obviously because Kristen is less famous than Robert in the Philippines. That is the first possible reason, they are wondering if people will love the movie and keep on coming back in the cinema. I think hounding their fucking asses doesn’t help at all, so I will just sitting over here while waiting for the news about the runaways are being release. Honestly, I can’t wait for the movie to comes out, I’m kind of freaking bitch when the movie is hitting the theaters. I can’t wait for it’s DVD to comes out before I could watch it, Oh God, I can’t wait that long. I have to have the movie as soon as posible before I’m going to die without any illness.
Kstew at Oscar 2010
I’ve just seen the Oscar Award night. Kristen Stewart is damn hot! I love her dress and her hair so much, she looks stunning. And so is Taylor Lautner. They present the horror movies? but why too short? I’m not satisfied, I want to see them more at Oscar:(
Yay! Avartar received a lot of awards at the Oscar. I feel sorry though for Anna Kendrick for not wining her nominations. She still rock on the red carpet, I love her dress too and her make up. She looks gorgeous as always.
See Kristen Stewart photos at Oscars 2010. http://mickeehuayang.wordpress.com/2010/03/08/kstew-at-oscars-2010/
Yay! Avartar received a lot of awards at the Oscar. I feel sorry though for Anna Kendrick for not wining her nominations. She still rock on the red carpet, I love her dress too and her make up. She looks gorgeous as always.
See Kristen Stewart photos at Oscars 2010. http://mickeehuayang.wordpress.com/2010/03/08/kstew-at-oscars-2010/
Excited for Oscar 2010
I can’t wait the Oscar Award Night tomorrow, I’ll go to work in the afternoon since Oscar will be aired live at 10am. I have to watch it live, there is a rewind the day after tomorrow but I can’t wait that long. I can’t even just wait right now till tomorrow how much more the next day? God damn, I can’t stand it! I want to f*cking see the Oscar already.
Kristen is there with Taylor Lautner, I was freaking sad to know that Robert Pattinson will not be there because of f*cking Bel Ami, they won’t let him attend the greatest award night. It’s very frustrating to know, but anyway, Kstew is there so that’s alright. After all, Kstew is the one I love than Rpattz:P I want to see her on the red carpet tomorrow, Kstew will present with Taylor. yay!
I am thinking about the dress she is going to wear tomorrow, hope she will kick those people’s ass in the Oscar. Such a bad timing though, why the hell they have to keep her away from Rob?! People are happy to see them together and keeping Taylor right next to her doesn’t help. Twihards want ROBSTEN all the time.
Do I need to hound their f*cking butts before they could decide to keep this duo together? Oh men! I am a robsten obsessed, I didn’t feel this way before. I am such a freak! haha
Kristen is there with Taylor Lautner, I was freaking sad to know that Robert Pattinson will not be there because of f*cking Bel Ami, they won’t let him attend the greatest award night. It’s very frustrating to know, but anyway, Kstew is there so that’s alright. After all, Kstew is the one I love than Rpattz:P I want to see her on the red carpet tomorrow, Kstew will present with Taylor. yay!
I am thinking about the dress she is going to wear tomorrow, hope she will kick those people’s ass in the Oscar. Such a bad timing though, why the hell they have to keep her away from Rob?! People are happy to see them together and keeping Taylor right next to her doesn’t help. Twihards want ROBSTEN all the time.
Do I need to hound their f*cking butts before they could decide to keep this duo together? Oh men! I am a robsten obsessed, I didn’t feel this way before. I am such a freak! haha
New moon plot
The new moon started with Bella’s birthday. Bella wants people to ignore her birthday, she doesn’t want to have a party nor people spend their money for her presents. The only thing she asked to her boyfriend Edward is to bite her- To become a bloodsucking vampire.
Alice, Edward’s favorite sister and the rest of the Cullens except Rosalie were so excited, they gave her a birthday party and presents. The Cullens house was full of candles and roses, there’s a cake too. When Bella starts to open her presents, she accidentally cut her finger. Her blood dropped on the floor and the smell tempted Jasper (Edward’s brother) to make a meal of her. Edward stopped Jasper to protect Bella. And so the party ends badly.
Edward get her away from the Cullens’ house to Charlie. At her room with Edward, She unwrapped Edward’s present, it’s a CD with a song sung and composed by Edward himself. Followed by the next present from Esmee and Carlisle ( Edward’s parents), it’s a two tickets to Jacksonville – one for Edward and one for her.
Edward realized the danger he and his family create for Bella. Edward loved her so much, but the only option to make her safe is to leave her. No matter how hurt it is for him, he and his family get away from small town of forks to Los Angeles, leaving Bella heartbroken.
“Promise me you wouldn’t do anything stupid or reckless while I am away. Please take care of yourself for Charlie and Rene. And I promise that this will be the last time you’ll ever see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this ever again. It will be as if I never existed” Edward exact word.
Four months ago after Edward’s left, Bella is still a lifeless. Charlie, her father decided to send her back to her mother in Jacksonville because it’s hard for him to watch Bella suffering. But Bella does not want to leave because of Edward’s memories in forks. She begged to her dad not to send her away from the small town, in return she must promise to live in normal life – to forget Edward and never wait for him.
Bella decided to break her promise to Edward ”not to do anything reckless or stupid” as he had already broke his promise “to be with her as long as she wanted him”. She spend her spare time with Jacob Black, who is incidentally a werewolf. Jacob was the one to stitch her back up again.She bought an old bike and took it to Jacob’s garage for rebuilding. She goes biking with Jacob and She noticed that every time she put herself in danger she can hear Edward’s voice, begging to stop hurting herself. She was happy to hear his voice, it’s an effective theory for her.
Another day, she goes cliff-diving alone not waiting for Jacob to teach her. She jumped off the cliff and drowned to the sea. For the second time she heard Edward voice commanding her what to do and she followed it, that’s the thing that keep her breathing. Jacob came to saved her and took her to the hospital.
Alice saw Bella in her mind jumping off the cliff. She called Rosalie to tell Edward what happened to Bella. But Rosalie misunderstood what Alice said, she called Edward and said Bella died after jumping off the cliff. Edward called to Bella’s house to confirm it, since she’s not feeling well after drowning, Jacob took the phone and answered it. He asked the name and Edward said he is Carlisle and he want to speak to Charlie. It happened that Charlie is in the funeral because his friend Harry died from heart attack, so Jacob said he is in the funeral. Edward hang up the phone and thought Bella is the one in the funeral.
Now that Bella was dead, there’s no more reason for him to live.
Edward travels to Italy to provoke the Volturi so they kill him. Volturi is the most powerful family in their kind. They were civilized and protector of their kind and their rules must be followed. .
Alice visits Bella in forks and told her the vision she saw about Edward provoking the Volturi. This time Bella wants to save him. She and Alice raced to Volturi to stop Edward.
At the Volturi she saw Edward standing shirtless under the big clock with eyes closed. He is ready for a walk under the sunlight, to let people know their kind – that vampires are exist. That was the only way to get killed by the Volturi. Bella run too fast shouting Edward to stop. Edward opened his eyes and they hugged and kissed. Bella pushed him back inside the Volturi building where sunlight is free.
The Volturi family let them go back to forks for one condition. Now that Bella knew about their kind, she must be a vampire too. They gave her a deadline and they (Edward, Bella and Alice) made a promised to to do it.
In their way back to forks, Edward’s family waiting for them at the airport. They were so much thankful to Bella for saving their son and brother’s life.
Edward realized how hard his life being away from Bella. He promised he won’t ever leave her again no matter what might happen.
Edward and the rest of the Cullens moved back to forks, this time Edward is not allowed to enter through the door in Swan’s house, Charlie banned him for leaving Bella heartbroken. Without his knowledge that Edward is always in in Bella’s room. For Edward he is not disobeying the rules, since Charlie told him not to enter through the door; Edward used the window to enter in Bella’s room.
Carlisle promised to Bella that he will be the one to change her from human to vampire because he can control himself than anyone in the Cullens; but Bella wants Edward to change her and so Edward gave her a condition, to marry him first.
- THE END –
“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” (Edward)
Alice, Edward’s favorite sister and the rest of the Cullens except Rosalie were so excited, they gave her a birthday party and presents. The Cullens house was full of candles and roses, there’s a cake too. When Bella starts to open her presents, she accidentally cut her finger. Her blood dropped on the floor and the smell tempted Jasper (Edward’s brother) to make a meal of her. Edward stopped Jasper to protect Bella. And so the party ends badly.
Edward get her away from the Cullens’ house to Charlie. At her room with Edward, She unwrapped Edward’s present, it’s a CD with a song sung and composed by Edward himself. Followed by the next present from Esmee and Carlisle ( Edward’s parents), it’s a two tickets to Jacksonville – one for Edward and one for her.
Edward realized the danger he and his family create for Bella. Edward loved her so much, but the only option to make her safe is to leave her. No matter how hurt it is for him, he and his family get away from small town of forks to Los Angeles, leaving Bella heartbroken.
“Promise me you wouldn’t do anything stupid or reckless while I am away. Please take care of yourself for Charlie and Rene. And I promise that this will be the last time you’ll ever see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this ever again. It will be as if I never existed” Edward exact word.
Four months ago after Edward’s left, Bella is still a lifeless. Charlie, her father decided to send her back to her mother in Jacksonville because it’s hard for him to watch Bella suffering. But Bella does not want to leave because of Edward’s memories in forks. She begged to her dad not to send her away from the small town, in return she must promise to live in normal life – to forget Edward and never wait for him.
Bella decided to break her promise to Edward ”not to do anything reckless or stupid” as he had already broke his promise “to be with her as long as she wanted him”. She spend her spare time with Jacob Black, who is incidentally a werewolf. Jacob was the one to stitch her back up again.She bought an old bike and took it to Jacob’s garage for rebuilding. She goes biking with Jacob and She noticed that every time she put herself in danger she can hear Edward’s voice, begging to stop hurting herself. She was happy to hear his voice, it’s an effective theory for her.
Another day, she goes cliff-diving alone not waiting for Jacob to teach her. She jumped off the cliff and drowned to the sea. For the second time she heard Edward voice commanding her what to do and she followed it, that’s the thing that keep her breathing. Jacob came to saved her and took her to the hospital.
Alice saw Bella in her mind jumping off the cliff. She called Rosalie to tell Edward what happened to Bella. But Rosalie misunderstood what Alice said, she called Edward and said Bella died after jumping off the cliff. Edward called to Bella’s house to confirm it, since she’s not feeling well after drowning, Jacob took the phone and answered it. He asked the name and Edward said he is Carlisle and he want to speak to Charlie. It happened that Charlie is in the funeral because his friend Harry died from heart attack, so Jacob said he is in the funeral. Edward hang up the phone and thought Bella is the one in the funeral.
Now that Bella was dead, there’s no more reason for him to live.
Edward travels to Italy to provoke the Volturi so they kill him. Volturi is the most powerful family in their kind. They were civilized and protector of their kind and their rules must be followed. .
Alice visits Bella in forks and told her the vision she saw about Edward provoking the Volturi. This time Bella wants to save him. She and Alice raced to Volturi to stop Edward.
At the Volturi she saw Edward standing shirtless under the big clock with eyes closed. He is ready for a walk under the sunlight, to let people know their kind – that vampires are exist. That was the only way to get killed by the Volturi. Bella run too fast shouting Edward to stop. Edward opened his eyes and they hugged and kissed. Bella pushed him back inside the Volturi building where sunlight is free.
The Volturi family let them go back to forks for one condition. Now that Bella knew about their kind, she must be a vampire too. They gave her a deadline and they (Edward, Bella and Alice) made a promised to to do it.
In their way back to forks, Edward’s family waiting for them at the airport. They were so much thankful to Bella for saving their son and brother’s life.
Edward realized how hard his life being away from Bella. He promised he won’t ever leave her again no matter what might happen.
Edward and the rest of the Cullens moved back to forks, this time Edward is not allowed to enter through the door in Swan’s house, Charlie banned him for leaving Bella heartbroken. Without his knowledge that Edward is always in in Bella’s room. For Edward he is not disobeying the rules, since Charlie told him not to enter through the door; Edward used the window to enter in Bella’s room.
Carlisle promised to Bella that he will be the one to change her from human to vampire because he can control himself than anyone in the Cullens; but Bella wants Edward to change her and so Edward gave her a condition, to marry him first.
- THE END –
“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” (Edward)
Twilight plot
Bella’s mother Rene was remarried to a baseball player named Phil. She felt that she’s making her mom unhappy by staying with her. She thought that her mom should spend her time with her new husband. Bella decided to live with her father Charlie who is a chief of police in a small town forks, Washington; though, she hates the forks so much because of the icy cold weather. Charlie was so happy to got Bella back after seventeen years. He wanted Bella to like the forks and become happy staying with him. Charlie bought a second hand orange Chevrolet truck as a welcome present for her. The truck is too old, it was only rebuilt by her father’s old friend Billy Black and his son Jacob Black. Bella loved the truck, she would rather drive it than to ride with her father’s police car with a red lights at the top. She don’t like it. Bella enrolled at the forks high school. In her biology class, she met Edward Cullen, the mysterious masochistic vampire who trapped in a 17 year old body. In their first meeting, Edward hated her so much, his trying to avoid Bella because of the perfume scent of her blood. Being near to Bella is hard for him, especially when he is thirsty. Bella get sucked and worried about him because she didn’t have any idea why Edward act like that way.
For vampire, human blood is like a drugs to them. It’s like their personal brand of heroin. He called his family as a vegetarian because they suck animals’ blood instead of human. Edward’s family is a good vampire, their coven is well civilized. They help people through their extra talent rather than hurting them.
Edward has a special talent of reading minds. He can read anyone’s mind but he is frustrated when it comes to Bella, which made him curious. He come in in Bella’s room through the open window every night without her consent just to hear her dreams. When he finally heard that Bella say his name in her dream, he start following her and saved her twice. First, when the van almost crashed on her. Edward run with speed and strength, he stopped the van and pushed it away with his hand. And second, in the Port Angeles where Bella caught by the notorious street men. Edward came with his shiny silver Volvo at a high speed, he faced those low lives men with furious eyes and took Bella. He felt very protective of her and he said he don’t have a strength to stay away from her anymore.
Edward trusted all his secret to Bella, he showed his skin glittered like a diamond in the sunlight. He loved Bella so much and he knows that Bella would be in danger if they are together. So he scare Bella so that she will hate him. He says that he is the world’s most dangerous predator, he is a killer, he killed people before and he drinks blood. He is Immortal and can run faster than any racing cars. But Bella ain’t scared of him, no matter what he say and no matter what he is. She says, she’s only afraid of losing him now that she knew Edward would disappear anytime…and so the lion fell in love with the lamb. What a stupid lamb. What a sick masochistic lion
They are unconditionally and irrevocably in love to each other.
At the prom, Bella asked Edward to bite her. She wants to be a vampire, to be immortal so she can spend her time with him forever. But Edward loved her so much, he don’t want to end her life to become a bloodsucker monster.
- THE END -
Twilight means “the end of the day and beginning of the night”
For vampire, human blood is like a drugs to them. It’s like their personal brand of heroin. He called his family as a vegetarian because they suck animals’ blood instead of human. Edward’s family is a good vampire, their coven is well civilized. They help people through their extra talent rather than hurting them.
Edward has a special talent of reading minds. He can read anyone’s mind but he is frustrated when it comes to Bella, which made him curious. He come in in Bella’s room through the open window every night without her consent just to hear her dreams. When he finally heard that Bella say his name in her dream, he start following her and saved her twice. First, when the van almost crashed on her. Edward run with speed and strength, he stopped the van and pushed it away with his hand. And second, in the Port Angeles where Bella caught by the notorious street men. Edward came with his shiny silver Volvo at a high speed, he faced those low lives men with furious eyes and took Bella. He felt very protective of her and he said he don’t have a strength to stay away from her anymore.
Edward trusted all his secret to Bella, he showed his skin glittered like a diamond in the sunlight. He loved Bella so much and he knows that Bella would be in danger if they are together. So he scare Bella so that she will hate him. He says that he is the world’s most dangerous predator, he is a killer, he killed people before and he drinks blood. He is Immortal and can run faster than any racing cars. But Bella ain’t scared of him, no matter what he say and no matter what he is. She says, she’s only afraid of losing him now that she knew Edward would disappear anytime…and so the lion fell in love with the lamb. What a stupid lamb. What a sick masochistic lion
They are unconditionally and irrevocably in love to each other.
At the prom, Bella asked Edward to bite her. She wants to be a vampire, to be immortal so she can spend her time with him forever. But Edward loved her so much, he don’t want to end her life to become a bloodsucker monster.
- THE END -
Twilight means “the end of the day and beginning of the night”
A walk to remember plot
This plot was written by "ME"
I’ve watched the movie “A walk to remember” like 10 times.
Love is always patience and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceided. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful.
The story goes this way, Landon portrayed by Shane West was a wild high school student. He and his friends loved having fun and doing wild stuff. One night, they planned to trip one of their friend, they teased him and make him jump off the diving board to the water. Unfortunately, their friend hit something hard when he got to the water and his forehead was bleeding that made him drowned. When the guard heard them, they quickly drove their car away from the place while Lendon left alone with his bleeding friend. He tried to run away but unluckily the guard caught him. Landon’s parents was devorce and he was living with his mom. Landon was reported to the school principal regarding to the event and he was punished to spend his time after school by tutoring kids and participate to any stage play in their school. At his first day, he met Jaime portrayed by Mandy Moore, she was his school mate and a daughter of a reverend in their place. She’s very simple and she always wore long skirts and long sleves. Lendon and his friends, making fun of her by wearing those old fashioned clothes and holding bible, but Jaime didn’t mind them.
As the day goes by, Landon and Jaime became a good friend. Landon’s ex girlfriend, noticed their closeness and got jealous. She and her friends made a scandal by photoshopping Jaime’s picture wearing a swimsuit and under her big ass has a big word “virgin Mary” they make a many copies of it and gave it to every student. Jaime saw the picture and all the faces around her was laughing at her. She got embarrassed and turn her back to run away crying but Landon was there, standing behind her. He gave her a hug and whispered “it will be fine” he punched one of his friend and grabbed Jaime out from the school canten and drove her to her house.
Jaime and Landon fell in love to each other and spent their happy days together.
One day as they walk along the street, Jaime decide to tell Landon something about her health – that she has a luekemia. Lendon was shocked and can’t believe what she said, he drove to his father’s house to ask for help. His father was a doctor and he’s the only one he knows can help Jaime.
Landon spent his time building a big telescope for Jaime. As Jaime looking to Landon through her room window, she suddenly dropped down, luckily her dad was there standing next to her and so they brought her to the hospital. Jaime gave him(Landon) a book, not a bible actually as what he expected”) it’s a book that says what’s the true love means.
Landon proposed her and Jaime accepted it, after a month they got married. After their married, Jaime passed away without leaving at least one child for Landon. Lendon went to medical school and continue his life alone without any hatred with God, that’s what he learned from Jaime.
Jaime changed his life and for Landon that’s a walk to remember.
“Love is like a wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it”
————————-The end—————–
I’ve watched the movie “A walk to remember” like 10 times.
Love is always patience and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceided. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense. It is not resentful.
The story goes this way, Landon portrayed by Shane West was a wild high school student. He and his friends loved having fun and doing wild stuff. One night, they planned to trip one of their friend, they teased him and make him jump off the diving board to the water. Unfortunately, their friend hit something hard when he got to the water and his forehead was bleeding that made him drowned. When the guard heard them, they quickly drove their car away from the place while Lendon left alone with his bleeding friend. He tried to run away but unluckily the guard caught him. Landon’s parents was devorce and he was living with his mom. Landon was reported to the school principal regarding to the event and he was punished to spend his time after school by tutoring kids and participate to any stage play in their school. At his first day, he met Jaime portrayed by Mandy Moore, she was his school mate and a daughter of a reverend in their place. She’s very simple and she always wore long skirts and long sleves. Lendon and his friends, making fun of her by wearing those old fashioned clothes and holding bible, but Jaime didn’t mind them.
As the day goes by, Landon and Jaime became a good friend. Landon’s ex girlfriend, noticed their closeness and got jealous. She and her friends made a scandal by photoshopping Jaime’s picture wearing a swimsuit and under her big ass has a big word “virgin Mary” they make a many copies of it and gave it to every student. Jaime saw the picture and all the faces around her was laughing at her. She got embarrassed and turn her back to run away crying but Landon was there, standing behind her. He gave her a hug and whispered “it will be fine” he punched one of his friend and grabbed Jaime out from the school canten and drove her to her house.
Jaime and Landon fell in love to each other and spent their happy days together.
One day as they walk along the street, Jaime decide to tell Landon something about her health – that she has a luekemia. Lendon was shocked and can’t believe what she said, he drove to his father’s house to ask for help. His father was a doctor and he’s the only one he knows can help Jaime.
Landon spent his time building a big telescope for Jaime. As Jaime looking to Landon through her room window, she suddenly dropped down, luckily her dad was there standing next to her and so they brought her to the hospital. Jaime gave him(Landon) a book, not a bible actually as what he expected”) it’s a book that says what’s the true love means.
Landon proposed her and Jaime accepted it, after a month they got married. After their married, Jaime passed away without leaving at least one child for Landon. Lendon went to medical school and continue his life alone without any hatred with God, that’s what he learned from Jaime.
Jaime changed his life and for Landon that’s a walk to remember.
“Love is like a wind, you can’t see it but you can feel it”
————————-The end—————–
God help me please
I know right? I know, this is my life, my destiny. But when will this gonna end? I mean I want to be happy, to have someone who will love me back. I am so desperately waiting for that someone since the day I learn how to love. Am I this bad to wait this long? My life is bloody boring and misery. I don’t know wath to do, I’m so sick of this kind of life.
Please God help me, enlighten my mind and keeps me optimistic. I am so weak and I feel like I’m such a loser. Please inspire me to accept things I can not change and be happy and satisfied for what I only have.
Bless my family Lord.
Please God help me, enlighten my mind and keeps me optimistic. I am so weak and I feel like I’m such a loser. Please inspire me to accept things I can not change and be happy and satisfied for what I only have.
Bless my family Lord.
Prayer for my friend
I pray for the fast recovery of my friend’s heart, it’s bleeding. Help her God to be strong, inspired her and never let her down. I hope she will forget everything about her past as soon as possible, I don’t wanna see her crying and sad anymore. I haven’t been in that kind of failure yet, but I can feel how it hurts. Give her wisdom Lord and encourage her to continue her life peacefully and happily, keep her safe and in good health. Lord bless her always and help her move on, i hope this trails teach her more so she won’t be in this situation again. Guide her Lord and show her the right way, the right direction. I ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Prayer for my sister
Lord Jesus, please help my sister estee, she’s suffering her allergy, her blood producing its own bacteria. I hope she will be fine soon and her health will back to normal. Please Lord, don’t let her suffer anymore. Heal her Lord. Guide her always and make her safe and in good health. I love my sisters so much so please Lord, never ler them down.
I also pray for my sister Jo to pass her IELTS exam. Lord bless her always, give her wisdom, strength, courage and patience to face all those trials that will come into her life. I hope She will overcome all the challenge that you’ve given to her. Please Lord, look over my family and protect us against evil.
We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
I also pray for my sister Jo to pass her IELTS exam. Lord bless her always, give her wisdom, strength, courage and patience to face all those trials that will come into her life. I hope She will overcome all the challenge that you’ve given to her. Please Lord, look over my family and protect us against evil.
We ask this through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Lord, thank you
Lord, thank you for the countless blessings. Please keep my family and friends safe every seconds of our lives. Lord, guide us always and show us the right way, make us happy and a better person. Give us strength, wisdom, patience and courage to overcome those obstacles that might come in our lives. Lord, be with us always and never let us fall. Lord God, give us our daily bread and forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sins against us. Do not bring us to the test but deliver us from evil. Amen.
I've watched New moon
I am so happy to finally see the twilight saga new moon last Friday. I had been watched it twice, the movie was amazing, especially the werewolves. Actually, I kind of wanna change my team from team Edward to Team Jacob”) Taylor Lautner portrayed Jacob’s character well; He’s gorgeous in new moon. I really like when Quileute boys transform to wolves, the CGI was really amazing. Director Chris Weitz did a great job on this movie, everything is perfect, the story is closed to the book, although there’s a lot of scene from the book that didn’t appeared on the movie. But I understand that, the book is too thick and so movie can’t cover everything on it. Jacob and Bella looked good in the movie, I don’t think Edward. I hate his make-up and his facial expression. In my own opinion, Edward and Bella love story was very poor, I mean I didn’t feel something romantic between them. I think that’s the big flop of Chris Weitz. Twilight is more romantic than new moon, but when it comes to action new moon is much better. I am looking forward for the coming awards night, and I’ll pray that new moon will grab more awards. In addition, I came across an article and it says that New moon of Summit Entertainment grabbed the title from Dark night of Warner bros. as the highest income on its opening day, fantastic isn’t it? And also they grabbed the title from Harry potter and the half blood prince as the highest income on its midnight showing, New moon is very fantastic. I wanna watch it again, perhaps this week.
I love Kstew
I love Kristen Stewart, she is my favorite actor in Hollywood. She’s so simple and beautiful and gorgeous and talented and smart. She’s too private when it comes to her personal life unlike some of the hollywood teenage out there, they are very wild and classy. I admire her so much and I love her style, I mean the way she wear clothes is very simple. Her beauty is very natural, she’s rocking with or without make up. I don’t know why there are people who still hate her, anyway, each of us has each own taste in everything I know that . Perhaps those who hates her are wild or fan of Lindsy Lohan fashion, something like that. I started loving her in her movie “in the land of women” starring Adam Brody who is also my favorite actor in the hollywood until now. Kristen is tomboyish in her way, she wear simple t shirt when she go out, she’s not that kind of girl who will throw a lot of money for sexy dresses and expensive bags in spite of her big money on her bank account. Of course I knew she has a big money on her account, as famous as she is who won’t think she is poor, right? twilight and new moon got a highest income of all time. Kristen is now on the top of high-profiles-actors in the hollywood. And I am so happy for her successful career, I hope she won’t change and I hope she can handle the fame she is in right now ’cause she is too young. Of course, last but not least I wish that she and Rob are dating:) I hope they are together ’cause I really love them together in real life. They so perfect for each other, like God designed them perfectly for each other. I hope people will stop hating these two or either of them. And I really wish that those haters will someday woke up and realized that these two are just only human and not perfect as what they think they were. God Bless to Robsten.
Kristen &Rob walk hand in hand
I am so happy to finally see Kristen and Robert holding hands at the airport from Paris, not really holding hands actually, Kristen was holding his arm, still, they look so cute. People asking the same question, was that mean that they are together? was that enough, a confirmation actually that they are more than friends? Well, don’t ask me. hehe. I love them both so much and I wish them nothing but happiness. Whatever relationship they may in, I will heartedly accept it. But I could say, these two will make such great couple in the hollywood. They are sweet, very natural people and talented. They are perfect for each other no matter what people might gonna say about them. As long as these two are happy, I’m into it. As I watched their photos, Rob looks happy and so was Kristen, they seem comfortable and ready to show to the world that they like what they are doing. I don’t know why I feel this way, I mean I don’t know them but I am happy to see them when they are together. Well, whatever is this, I am so freaking excited to seeing new moon, no matter what people or those haters might gonna say about the movie and the cast, I’m still gonna watch it. Nothing can stop me, I will support the twilight saga franchise. They are my inspiration and way of learning english, I love watching their interviews and reading some article about them. It helped me a lot, they are part of my success, in return I will continue to patronage their shows. I won’t be the one to blow them, I want to see them success in their carreer.
Eclipse shooting was finally over
The twilight saga eclipse director David Slade tweet us that the shooting of the third franchise twilight saga ECLIPSE is officially wrapped this morning. Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart showed up together at the Canada airport and hours later paparazzi got her photos arrived at the Los Angeles Airport. That’s an amazing photos of Kristen, she looks more happy than she always do. Though, there’s no picture of them together, fans are sure that they were together in the flight coz the people around them in the photos were the same. The news says, the two couple are the only cast who left at the vancouver for the last eclipse scene. Well, whatever the truth about this two lovely couple, I am happy to seeing them together whether they are friends or more friends.
Robsten love to google themselves
I heard just recently from the news that Kristen and Rob love to google themselves, just for fun..? Do you think this news is true? If so, how could they(the magazines) know about this? After reading some ridiculous and untruth rumors against them, I could say, Idoubt it. Even though, this people should have a break from the paparazzi, I couldn’t blame myself of wanting to see their new photos, private photos actually for me to know what they really are when the camera is off and nobody seeing them. I am itching for more of Robsten!!!
Another one, one of the twilight fan tweet the article that says, Kristen and Rob are finally together…? yay!!! they are such a cute couple, right? I almost screamed when I read that, But sad to say, it’s just an opinion of a writter, neither Kristen nor Rob confirmed it. I’m still hoping, though. They are so cute together.
Okay, have a goodbite…. eheyy.. goodnight I mean.
Another one, one of the twilight fan tweet the article that says, Kristen and Rob are finally together…? yay!!! they are such a cute couple, right? I almost screamed when I read that, But sad to say, it’s just an opinion of a writter, neither Kristen nor Rob confirmed it. I’m still hoping, though. They are so cute together.
Okay, have a goodbite…. eheyy.. goodnight I mean.
X-mas holiday
I spent my Christmas and new years eve at my father’s hometown in La Carlota City and it was awesome because I saw all my relatives, and all our neighbours are pretty nice to us. It was so great to go back in a place where you grew up to and meet those people where your youthful life yoked to and meet your long lost friends, you can feel the real spirit of happiness. I wish I could go back there again one day and do things we did just like last Christmas, it was the awesomest holiday I had.
Homework for effortless english
Aj Hoge the director and founder of effortless english gave an assignment to write a short post for anybody to thank them. So I’d like to say thank you to my sister estee for helping me imrpove my english, we chat two to three times a week. She inspired me and gave me advice about life and imigration stuff, even though she’s too busy sometimes she didn’t forgot to talk to me. I’m so so thankful and greatful to have a sister like her, I hope she won’t change and I hope she’ll always be in good health. She makes me strong when I am weak, she lift my spirit up in times of I’m almost give up and she encourage and motivate me to reach my goals in life. She’s so good and very kind. I really wish I won’t disappoint them by my IELTS result. I really want to make them happy in return, that’s the least thing I could ever give them, I hope I can make it. I know my English isn’t good, but I won’t give up I know I can do this. I have to study more and keep a positive thought in my mind so I can make it. I love you my sister and thank you for everything.
Family is the main core of my life
I can’t think the right topic to share:) but anyway, I’d like to let people know how much I love my parents and my whole family and how important they are. I treasure them so much and I can’t imagine my life without them. They are the core of my life and without them I might as well die. I know I’m not a good daughter to them, I disobeyed their rules and sometimes I lied to them but they always forgave me and understand me. They are my strength at the same time my weakness. Strength in the sense that, they sheltered me when I got cold, they bring me food on the table and they are always there beside me when I needed them, they make me strong and guiding me to the right direction and inspired me by their words. They are my weakness in the sense that, they are the most important thing in the world I can’t afford to lose. I am ready to give everything what I have and I can do, just to make them safe.
God I need you...
I know right? I know, this is my life, my destiny. But when will this gonna end? I mean I want to be happy, to have someone who will love me back. I am so desperately waiting for that someone since the day I learn how to love. Am I this bad to wait this long? My life is bloody boring and misery. I don’t know wath to do, I’m so sick of this kind of life.
Please God help me, enlighten my mind and keeps me optimistic. I am so weak and I feel like I’m such a loser. Please inspire me to accept things I can not change and be happy and satisfied for what I only have.
Bless my family Lord.
Please God help me, enlighten my mind and keeps me optimistic. I am so weak and I feel like I’m such a loser. Please inspire me to accept things I can not change and be happy and satisfied for what I only have.
Bless my family Lord.
Liars go to hell
The guy I’m talking about on my last post is bloody liar. hehe. He is nothing but a piece of crap! you son of bitch stop acting like as if you are good ’cause I know you are not! you are damn liar and certified chicks boy! You said you want to meet me, really? well, meet your fucking ass alone! you are not good and I didn’t want to be with you ever! you gotta stop sending me message and find a bitch one, someone’s slut whore face!
lol, sorry for my rant message, but what I’m really trying to say is damn so true. That guy is fucking asshole! You go to hell bastard!
lol, sorry for my rant message, but what I’m really trying to say is damn so true. That guy is fucking asshole! You go to hell bastard!
Someone's flirting! LMFAO!!!
Hello peeps, it’s me again.
I do really wanna write this blog. Last Saturday, I met someone on facebook. We’re both born and grew up in the same village. I didn’t know about him since before, since I’m staying in that place. But I knew about his family, his parents and his brothers and sister, he is the only one I didn’t know. In fact I never thought that his mother have him. I didn’t see him in their house or anywhere, perhaps because he living somewhere in the city with his relatives, I think.
He added me on facebook and then last Saturday I surprise when he sent a provate message saying “do you know me?” and I said “NO” ’cause I truly don’t. After that, his lastname made me says “I think I know you… are your parents name blah and blah?” and he said “yes” till we came across to him-asking-my-number, he seems gentleman for asking me if it is okay. Since we are in the same place and I know his family and his family knows mine as well.
He is currently working in Canada. He went there three years ago.
After we went offline my mobile rang four times, I picked it up expecting him of course =D I was right! he called me and we talk but we can’t hear each other cleary perhaps because of the connection or signal problem. In the following day, at the same time, he called me again but my I missed it. I was pretty outside, I don’t know what I’m doing that time but there’s a missed call appeared on my mobile screen. I was kind of upset for forgetting my mobile, I think he was thinking about I don’t wanna talk to him, I don’t know but I have a feeling of thing like that. since then, he didn’t call me again, darn!
I don’t know what’s gonna happen but I’m not trusting him, I don’t even know him that much to trust him easily in just a word. I don’t want to expect much, ’cause later on I’ll be the one who will suffer.
That’s all, i just can’t think if this blog is a bad news or good news. hehehe, I think good since I’m happy no matter what.
I do really wanna write this blog. Last Saturday, I met someone on facebook. We’re both born and grew up in the same village. I didn’t know about him since before, since I’m staying in that place. But I knew about his family, his parents and his brothers and sister, he is the only one I didn’t know. In fact I never thought that his mother have him. I didn’t see him in their house or anywhere, perhaps because he living somewhere in the city with his relatives, I think.
He added me on facebook and then last Saturday I surprise when he sent a provate message saying “do you know me?” and I said “NO” ’cause I truly don’t. After that, his lastname made me says “I think I know you… are your parents name blah and blah?” and he said “yes” till we came across to him-asking-my-number, he seems gentleman for asking me if it is okay. Since we are in the same place and I know his family and his family knows mine as well.
He is currently working in Canada. He went there three years ago.
After we went offline my mobile rang four times, I picked it up expecting him of course =D I was right! he called me and we talk but we can’t hear each other cleary perhaps because of the connection or signal problem. In the following day, at the same time, he called me again but my I missed it. I was pretty outside, I don’t know what I’m doing that time but there’s a missed call appeared on my mobile screen. I was kind of upset for forgetting my mobile, I think he was thinking about I don’t wanna talk to him, I don’t know but I have a feeling of thing like that. since then, he didn’t call me again, darn!
I don’t know what’s gonna happen but I’m not trusting him, I don’t even know him that much to trust him easily in just a word. I don’t want to expect much, ’cause later on I’ll be the one who will suffer.
That’s all, i just can’t think if this blog is a bad news or good news. hehehe, I think good since I’m happy no matter what.
unfortunate night
What a super bad night I have tonight. I tell you why. I have a crush and he was my classmate in review school. Four of us in the review school became close for the last 2 weeks of our exam because everyday we met and we’re having something like a forum or a brainstorming. For instance, I will ask him or her a question as if I am the examiner and then he/she will answer that question and vise versa. I felt nervous during those time because my english is not good and I can’t explain continuously. But as time goes by, we’re all getting comfortable with each other, we became confident enough and my shyness is bit reduced.
We were five in the review school who took the exam and all of us took the listening, reading and writing at the same time during that day in the morning. After that all of us, (we’re 42 who took IELTS ) has a schedule of when to have a speaking test. My classmates’ name were Kim(girl), Jay-r, Joseph, Ian and then me. Kim’s speaking was scheduled on the next morning, which is Sunday because our exam took place on Saturday. So I am the only girl among 4 of us. Joseph(this is my crush ) waited us even though he was 2 hours done with his speaking, I wonder why, but I’m glad he was there of course, lol. When I reached the room, he told me that he was wondering where are we (JAy-r, Ian and me). I was the last candidate to have a speaking test, and when my name was called he told me “good luck” of course that hit my nerve, LMFAO! Excited as I am, I misconstrue the first question, and so I answered it wrongly. So sure as hell my score would be low. That keeps me awake every night actually, worrying what would be my score is.
After the aspeaking test, I went down stairs because we had the exam in a hotel room and it ends 9pm. I thought I was alone and the last one, when I’m almost in the exit of the hotel, someone’s called my name. I look back over my shoulder and there they are waiting for me:D Jay-r and Joseph. They asked me to come with them for dinner for the last time that we are together ’cause after the exam we probably can’t each other again. So I said okay to them, we drove to Mc donald:D we stayed there for almost 2 hours, three of us and just chit chatting about anything funny about our lives. At 11pm we decided to go home, before we separated they asked my mobile number:D yay! like thank God he has a number of mine so it means that we can see it each other again or at least have a communicaton since our review was over.
When I came home, I didn’t feel neither tired nor sad because of the exam and answer the first speaking question incorrectly. I’m kind of inspired by my crush:D I waited for his text like a bitch, and then finally someone’s text me, but sad to say it’s not him it’s Jay-r checking out if I got home safely. I waited and I waited for his text since then, but I received nothing. So I just thought of forgetting him since I didn’t know a thing about him, I must not to expect that much.
Last two hours ago, I went online at my facebook account. By the way, we’re already friends in facebook, four of us Kim, Jay-r and Joseph. I am talking with my friend on twitter when suddenly I heard a message sound from my facebook, I checked it out and OMG! it was him. hahaha the bitch was very happy again! we started to talk and make fun to each other and here we go the damn message I’ve ever received, lol, he has a girlfriend already! busted!!!! he didn’t know how much he hurt me and how I wish I could fucking kick that beast butt for being with my supposed to be man??! instead I’m just replying him a fun message, as if we’re having a great chat but deep inside the bitch heart is started to bleed:(
So I started to lose my appetite talking to him:( the bitch is busted! *crying* Anyway, the story has end. hahaha. It’s just a crush anyway, no big deal and besides he’s not that cute and his staying here is less than a year then he will go to London, he’s a computer engineer though:D and smart! I admired him. At least he inspired me till the exam:D right? At this very moment, he is online on the facebook perhaps talking to his bloody girlfriend or whoever. I wish they broke up! LMFAO!
So that’s it. What a stupid life, isn’t it?
We were five in the review school who took the exam and all of us took the listening, reading and writing at the same time during that day in the morning. After that all of us, (we’re 42 who took IELTS ) has a schedule of when to have a speaking test. My classmates’ name were Kim(girl), Jay-r, Joseph, Ian and then me. Kim’s speaking was scheduled on the next morning, which is Sunday because our exam took place on Saturday. So I am the only girl among 4 of us. Joseph(this is my crush ) waited us even though he was 2 hours done with his speaking, I wonder why, but I’m glad he was there of course, lol. When I reached the room, he told me that he was wondering where are we (JAy-r, Ian and me). I was the last candidate to have a speaking test, and when my name was called he told me “good luck” of course that hit my nerve, LMFAO! Excited as I am, I misconstrue the first question, and so I answered it wrongly. So sure as hell my score would be low. That keeps me awake every night actually, worrying what would be my score is.
After the aspeaking test, I went down stairs because we had the exam in a hotel room and it ends 9pm. I thought I was alone and the last one, when I’m almost in the exit of the hotel, someone’s called my name. I look back over my shoulder and there they are waiting for me:D Jay-r and Joseph. They asked me to come with them for dinner for the last time that we are together ’cause after the exam we probably can’t each other again. So I said okay to them, we drove to Mc donald:D we stayed there for almost 2 hours, three of us and just chit chatting about anything funny about our lives. At 11pm we decided to go home, before we separated they asked my mobile number:D yay! like thank God he has a number of mine so it means that we can see it each other again or at least have a communicaton since our review was over.
When I came home, I didn’t feel neither tired nor sad because of the exam and answer the first speaking question incorrectly. I’m kind of inspired by my crush:D I waited for his text like a bitch, and then finally someone’s text me, but sad to say it’s not him it’s Jay-r checking out if I got home safely. I waited and I waited for his text since then, but I received nothing. So I just thought of forgetting him since I didn’t know a thing about him, I must not to expect that much.
Last two hours ago, I went online at my facebook account. By the way, we’re already friends in facebook, four of us Kim, Jay-r and Joseph. I am talking with my friend on twitter when suddenly I heard a message sound from my facebook, I checked it out and OMG! it was him. hahaha the bitch was very happy again! we started to talk and make fun to each other and here we go the damn message I’ve ever received, lol, he has a girlfriend already! busted!!!! he didn’t know how much he hurt me and how I wish I could fucking kick that beast butt for being with my supposed to be man??! instead I’m just replying him a fun message, as if we’re having a great chat but deep inside the bitch heart is started to bleed:(
So I started to lose my appetite talking to him:( the bitch is busted! *crying* Anyway, the story has end. hahaha. It’s just a crush anyway, no big deal and besides he’s not that cute and his staying here is less than a year then he will go to London, he’s a computer engineer though:D and smart! I admired him. At least he inspired me till the exam:D right? At this very moment, he is online on the facebook perhaps talking to his bloody girlfriend or whoever. I wish they broke up! LMFAO!
So that’s it. What a stupid life, isn’t it?
Goodbye 2009
Well, just wanna say thank you for everything 2009, thank you for the good and bad things I’ve been through this year, though bad things hurts me so much, I’ll still embrace it with all my heart. I know it has a purpose and that purpose will leads me to a better and brighter tomorrow. I learned so many things in this year. I really wish all the crisis and wars and poverty and those who are suffering in pain will end up this year. I know how imposible are these to happen, but I’m still hoping. Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010_
6/11/10
10 years from now....
I want to see my future ten years from now, since it’s free to dream, I would take this chance to figure out what my future looks like. Hehehe. I am 24 now plus 10 years equals 34, (wow! sounds too old”) I can’t stand it! hehe). Anyway, To start with, I’m going to work at one company in Australia (since Australia is my destination) perhaps that company might be Burswood, I’ll work there as an accountant or perhaps I’ll work at one of the university or college as a teacher, one or the other. I have a big house, not too big actually just three to four rooms, up and down, two garrage and has a wide ground with trees and flowers on it. I love nature so much and I think that Australia is a perfect place for me. If I am married, then perhaps I have one or two kids, boy and girl”) hahah. And we will live there as a happy and peaceful family. Of course, my mom will live to my house, I will take care of her, certainly not because I am the youngest and I am the most responsible to take care of her, but because I love my mom so much and I want to be with her forever, I want to take care of her all by myself. I will do anything and give her anything she want as long as I can. And then everyweekend I will visit my sisters houses, or perhaps sometimes we have to gather together at least every ones or twice a month. It’s gonna be fun.
It's weekend!
Dear diary,
I really wish that everyone has a great and happy weekend. It’s time to chill, to relax, to forget those massive of paper works and pile of school stuffs. Sometimes in our busy life, we forgot to enjoy ’cause we’re busy thinking about those unfinished work and school stuff. what I want to say is that give yourself something as a reward, like hanging out with your friends, watching movies, shopping, outing, hiking and stuff. Life is too short and time is running, we have to make ourselves enjoy and make other people around us enjoy as well. That’s how life supposed to be, so make it the way it is supposed”)
I really wish that everyone has a great and happy weekend. It’s time to chill, to relax, to forget those massive of paper works and pile of school stuffs. Sometimes in our busy life, we forgot to enjoy ’cause we’re busy thinking about those unfinished work and school stuff. what I want to say is that give yourself something as a reward, like hanging out with your friends, watching movies, shopping, outing, hiking and stuff. Life is too short and time is running, we have to make ourselves enjoy and make other people around us enjoy as well. That’s how life supposed to be, so make it the way it is supposed”)
My life goes this way
Dear diary,
I fell so many times as I travel the journey of my life and many times I tried to avoid the reality just to get rid of the pain. But still I couldn’t find the real happiness. I discovered that I wasted so much of my time, that I gain nothing from it, and that my life is not as compelling as I wanted it to be. I felt like I was left alone by the others because of fear that keep on blocking my way. I woke up one day, realizing that I need a change, I need to be strong, to fight the fear and don’t let it stop my dreams. As I go on with my life, I learned to be strong and not to be afraid of getting hurt. I know I’m not alone, that everyone of us has it’s own challenge in our life, whether you are rich or poor the problem is always there, it’s like a magnet of our life that no one is exempted, that no one can avoid ‘casue no one can travel the road of success without crossing the street of failures. Based on my own experienced I can say that, I found the real happiness not because I don’t have a problem but because I overcome those problem. I can feel it, I can feel that after the confusion you will find the peace and the hope. I feel so great ’cause I know I am much stronger now and much better than before. However, this is not the end of my sacrifice yet, ’cause problems is always winking in the corner. But one thing I should keep on my mind, that no matter how gloomy the sky is, I will still continue to shine for those people who loved me.
I fell so many times as I travel the journey of my life and many times I tried to avoid the reality just to get rid of the pain. But still I couldn’t find the real happiness. I discovered that I wasted so much of my time, that I gain nothing from it, and that my life is not as compelling as I wanted it to be. I felt like I was left alone by the others because of fear that keep on blocking my way. I woke up one day, realizing that I need a change, I need to be strong, to fight the fear and don’t let it stop my dreams. As I go on with my life, I learned to be strong and not to be afraid of getting hurt. I know I’m not alone, that everyone of us has it’s own challenge in our life, whether you are rich or poor the problem is always there, it’s like a magnet of our life that no one is exempted, that no one can avoid ‘casue no one can travel the road of success without crossing the street of failures. Based on my own experienced I can say that, I found the real happiness not because I don’t have a problem but because I overcome those problem. I can feel it, I can feel that after the confusion you will find the peace and the hope. I feel so great ’cause I know I am much stronger now and much better than before. However, this is not the end of my sacrifice yet, ’cause problems is always winking in the corner. But one thing I should keep on my mind, that no matter how gloomy the sky is, I will still continue to shine for those people who loved me.
