Since I have nothing to do right now, why don’t I write about football? Well, as I watch different games a week I discovered different things too. One of it is that, football player can be an actor too. What made me say that? Most of the time players were acting as if they were hurt by their opponent. When I saw them acting like that, it cracks me up LOL. Those players were so funny. They have to act very well so the referee would give a foul to their opponent. It gives them break then. Some of it is effective but some isn’t.
I also noticed this kind of thing in basketball. It also works in Rugby, I think. It does just make me laugh when player act like he is really hurt when the fact is, no one did touched him. That time when the replies started to flick on your screen many times in slow motion. You would really see if someone fouled you or not. It’s embarrassing on their part sometimes but they can’t help it when it’s already done.
On the other side, what the heck is wrong with my feet? They are hurt a little bit. It makes me uncomfortable. Oh it’s 9pm already? Clock runs so fast. Think I gotta go take my dinner now and have shower so I could sleep early. There’s no good show tonight so I guess I’ll go to bed as soon as I’m done helping myself. That’s all for now peeps. You take your dinner as well
10/12/11
Football
The connection is not working very well. I think this has something to do with the typhoon. Wires are affected, so is the connection. Hope everything will be fixed soon. This is annoying, can’t able to check and update both my facebook and twitter status. All I could see in the news are all about the disaster cause by typhoon. I want to know some other news, other than typhoon. I mean, those are bad news and it makes me sad. I need good news.
I’m into sports this year; I support all the sports under Philippine Team. I just realized I have to start loving my own and should be proud of them. I have to appreciate all the hard work and sacrifices of the team just to prove to other countries that Filipinos have talent and that we exist. Sports could help gain respect from other countries and I think that’s what our prayers are thinking too.
Players are committed to do their part as a player to represent our Nation. As a citizen of this country, I think that’s the least we could do. To cheer and support. Each of us has a part, let’s do our share because our players gained strength from their fans. A loud scream could heal their tiredness and give them hope.
Anyways, I did two blogs already but the connection is still the same. Still slow and that makes me a bit annoy now. The weather was good today; I thought the connection is already fixed.
I’m into sports this year; I support all the sports under Philippine Team. I just realized I have to start loving my own and should be proud of them. I have to appreciate all the hard work and sacrifices of the team just to prove to other countries that Filipinos have talent and that we exist. Sports could help gain respect from other countries and I think that’s what our prayers are thinking too.
Players are committed to do their part as a player to represent our Nation. As a citizen of this country, I think that’s the least we could do. To cheer and support. Each of us has a part, let’s do our share because our players gained strength from their fans. A loud scream could heal their tiredness and give them hope.
Anyways, I did two blogs already but the connection is still the same. Still slow and that makes me a bit annoy now. The weather was good today; I thought the connection is already fixed.
Typhoon Pedring
Finally Typhoon Perding left Philippines last night. People started to clean up all the mess he left. I feel bad for those people who lost their loved ones and for those who are homeless. I can’t imagine what they feel; I mean there is large number of poor families in Luzon. They work hard to build houses and buy things for their daily needs and now the flood took them away and ruined their houses. What would you feel if you are in their position? That 2days typhoon devastates their whole lives. Another problem is that, there is a new typhoon called Quiel seen near the Philippine area of responsibility. Let’s hope it won’t enter. Pedring is too much, let alone Quiel. Those people need a break, give them a chance to pick their things up and be prepared again. At this moment they can’t handle another typhoon, they don’t have houses and clothes and food and still weak cause by typhoon Pedring.
I saw in news, the wave in the sea were so high. As high as coconut tree and it’s very strong. It could grab people away even cars and bash them somewhere. That’s how horrific the typhoon was. Most of the cities in Luzon are still flooding; you can’t see soil and roads. Also, Electric wires and post are in the wrong position, that’s why most of the areas are blackout.
Victims are running out of water, food, and shelter.
My prayers are with them at these times, please Lord keep them safe and help them to move on. Give them strength so they could able to face the disaster brought by the typhoon.
I saw in news, the wave in the sea were so high. As high as coconut tree and it’s very strong. It could grab people away even cars and bash them somewhere. That’s how horrific the typhoon was. Most of the cities in Luzon are still flooding; you can’t see soil and roads. Also, Electric wires and post are in the wrong position, that’s why most of the areas are blackout.
Victims are running out of water, food, and shelter.
My prayers are with them at these times, please Lord keep them safe and help them to move on. Give them strength so they could able to face the disaster brought by the typhoon.
9/22/11
About the stories I wrote
Unfortunately, I'm not gonna finish all my writings the "First book-writing attempt" and the other one. So don't read it guys, you will just end up disappointed, the story doesn't has an ending. I decided to stop it 'cause I don't have any inspiration anymore. My inspiration for this story was gone already, it is frustrating to realize but I don't want to think sad memories from now on. I'm still on the process of letting go of that person. It's hard for me to do it now.
This is just a note. God Bless us all.
This is just a note. God Bless us all.
New obsession
To all my fellow Twilight fans, I'm really sorry about this but I think my obsession with this trilogy is already over. Sad to say this but really I'm not that obsessed the way I am before. I mean, before my day wouldn't be perfect without checking my favorite twilight site. Everyday I'm craving for twilight news, especially Robsten news. But now it seems that I can live without any of it for a month. Not that I don't care about the movie anymore, 'cause to be honest I'm dying to see the movie already. The trailer blows me away, it freaks me the first time I saw it on Youtube. So don't hate me for the space I left out, I'm still here, just give me a break to enjoy other stuff other than vampires and werewolves.
Philippine Azkals. Our Philippine National Football. This!! this is the one that stopped my obsession on Twilight series. Not that I blame them, I'm not gonna do that, not ever! It's just that, Philippines Azkals is my own Country and I should have to be proud of them. Helping them, support them and help them reknown to the whole world. I mean hey World, Philippine Football is exist!!!
Football is not our sports, basketball is. It's not that we are one of the powerhouse of basketball in Asia, so we don't have to be good in other sports. No! not like that. It's always better to have a participant in every sports. I want to help my country to gain a respect from other country through sports. Not that I want to be in that sports, literally, 'cause I'm no good in sports. I'm not active.
Philippine Football was just started to make a name in Asia. They need our full supports 'cause they can't do it alone. As a citizen of the Country, who don't want their country to be successful in terms of sports? One one does for sure.
I want to do my share for my Country. I want to help Azkals and support the team hundred percent.
Philippine Azkals. Our Philippine National Football. This!! this is the one that stopped my obsession on Twilight series. Not that I blame them, I'm not gonna do that, not ever! It's just that, Philippines Azkals is my own Country and I should have to be proud of them. Helping them, support them and help them reknown to the whole world. I mean hey World, Philippine Football is exist!!!
Football is not our sports, basketball is. It's not that we are one of the powerhouse of basketball in Asia, so we don't have to be good in other sports. No! not like that. It's always better to have a participant in every sports. I want to help my country to gain a respect from other country through sports. Not that I want to be in that sports, literally, 'cause I'm no good in sports. I'm not active.
Philippine Football was just started to make a name in Asia. They need our full supports 'cause they can't do it alone. As a citizen of the Country, who don't want their country to be successful in terms of sports? One one does for sure.
I want to do my share for my Country. I want to help Azkals and support the team hundred percent.
100 Posts
Before I begin with my next post, Just wanna Congratulate myself first. I just noticed I did 100-post already! It's a success on my part,yehey! Before I started to create this blog, I've never thought it will last this far. I mean, yes, I'm into anything related to internet. I always love exploring sites, especially if it's all about blogging. I love blogging, got inspired by those people who runs a site. I want to have my own site as well and decided to create one till I stopped and stayed in blogger up to the present. That's the story.
I've been in so many sites, I spent my time designing my site and I wrote anything in there and end up unhappy of the result. Those sites are not that cool as what I think about blogpost. I love the templates of blogspot, you can find many of it anywhere and it's easy to use.
100-post!!! W.O.W!!! I wrote so much hehe. Have to be proud of myself now. Hope I could continue updating this site till forever. I want to take down all the things that I want to, I think that someday it would be fun to get back on your post and read it again. For sure, I would laugh out loud reading my writings LOL.
That's all for now. GOD BLESS MY family and loved ones.
I've been in so many sites, I spent my time designing my site and I wrote anything in there and end up unhappy of the result. Those sites are not that cool as what I think about blogpost. I love the templates of blogspot, you can find many of it anywhere and it's easy to use.
100-post!!! W.O.W!!! I wrote so much hehe. Have to be proud of myself now. Hope I could continue updating this site till forever. I want to take down all the things that I want to, I think that someday it would be fun to get back on your post and read it again. For sure, I would laugh out loud reading my writings LOL.
That's all for now. GOD BLESS MY family and loved ones.
English comment time!
Hey everyone, I'm having a trouble. How could someone my age or even younger than me can be able to write in English fluently?! I read so many writings from those people younger than me and I could say, their English is really great. I can't even understand some of their grammar because they are using deep grammars, uncommon one. Every time I read writings like that, I started to ask myself ...am I this dumb? why I can't keep up with them? what did I missed to be left out this far behind them? Well, maybe these people were born smart or maybe it has something to do with their parents blood. I believe that if your parents are smart, there is a great possibility that your child would be smart too.
Why do I keep on asking stuff like this when i already know the answer?! Crazy girl!
Again, I have nothing to do about it but to be strong and just continue to learn to improve mine. Someday, I'll be able to do those things too. I'll be great too like them. I have to stay positive and keep going then everything will follows. I know those people had been through this stage before.
If I look around me, I know there are so many people out there as well that can't able to speak English. Some are older than me but I can speak better than them. I'm not alone and I'm not that dumb!!! :)
Why do I keep on asking stuff like this when i already know the answer?! Crazy girl!
Again, I have nothing to do about it but to be strong and just continue to learn to improve mine. Someday, I'll be able to do those things too. I'll be great too like them. I have to stay positive and keep going then everything will follows. I know those people had been through this stage before.
If I look around me, I know there are so many people out there as well that can't able to speak English. Some are older than me but I can speak better than them. I'm not alone and I'm not that dumb!!! :)
8/23/11
First book-writing attempt
Characters name:
Kristen : main character Jayden/warners
Fred : main character (loves kristen but in a relationship with Marrisa)Jayden
Robert : Third party (Loves Kristen) Warners
Michelle : Third party (loves Rob) warners
Jay : Friends/classmate jayden (kristen’s crush)
Kate : Friends/classmate jayden
Marrisa : Friends/ classmate jayden
Miss Julia : Social studies teacher (jayden)
Ariane : Kristen’s close friend jayden
Magie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Rubie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Elmer : Classmate/link to Ariane jayden
Marc : classmate/ link to magie jayden
Schools name: Jayden high school & Warners high school
Table of contents:
1. About how the girl and the boy lived
2. How they met
3. Courtship
4. In a relationship
5. Relationship consequences
6. Broke up
7. Back together
8. Engagement
9. Work
10. Wedding
11. The new life
12. Pregnant
13. Giving birth
14. Happy family
Status: Unfinished
1. Kristen’s life (KPOV)
I was sitting on the bench beside the river near my house. It was a lonely afternoon and I have no one to talk, but I like this way – being alone. If you ask my friends about me, they will definitely tell you I’m a silent type of girl. I won’t argue on that matter because I know it was true.
I love starring at the fresh streaming water all the time. It was very refreshing and peaceful, especially during hot afternoon. I really love the breath taking cold air from the river.
After school you can’t see me anywhere, just like most kids do. My mother is pretty strict and don’t allow me to play and go to my friends’ houses after class. All I have to do is to answer my homework and help her do the house work. I didn’t argue with my mom most of the time because I’m too afraid of her sermons.
After a half an hour of sitting on the bench, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. I’m starving – so I walked fast to the Kitchen and find something to eat. I made two sandwiches and a juice, one for me and one for my mom. I got back to the bench and started to eat my snack.
“Now I’m full” I said to myself while tapping my stomach.
It was almost end of the school year and I was so excited to graduate from elementary. Next school year I’ll be in high school, and so I have to think and decide where school to go.
I have a no permanent school since grade one. Our family used to transfer from one place to another because we have two houses one is in Melbourne the other is in Queensland. I am now in Queensland with my mother and my other sisters are living in Melbourne. I have been in 4 schools until I came here in Queensland and stay here for two years now.
My sisters want me to transfer in Melbourne for High School but I kind of liked the Queensland already. Aside from I was born in here, most of my relatives are also living here and in two years I’ve already gained many friends in my neighbourhood.
I decided to continue my high school in Jayden high school here in Queensland.
Graduation has past and high school year has just started. New faces, new teachers, new uniforms & stuff and most of all new environment.
2. Fred’s life (FPOV)
I was excited as I ironing my White toga for my graduation next day but what excites me most is that I’m going to high school. It’s going to be a new life and a new environment. I’m going to Jayden High School because it’s the only school that near my house. It takes twenty minutes to get their by bus, not bad at all.
Two months later after graduation, my life has begun.
“I can’t believe this, I’m high School now.” I said very slowly to myself, just enough that no one could hear.
As I look around the campus, I could see different faces and new people.
“This is different. This is something new to me.” I said slowly again, and I was nervous because those students seems smart.
“I can do this.” I said and then sighed. I’m just trying to make myself calm.
Jayden High School is only composed of 268 students from first year to fourth year. It’s a small school, enough for a small town.
I continued walking to the room where my first class is going to be. As I entered, I was shocked when I saw my classmates because most of them were my classmates too back in Elementary while some were my school mates.
Our teacher made us stood one by one in front of the classroom to introduce ourselves. It made me sink into a tiny little pea. This is not my thing; I hate standing in front of so many people. I was nervous and my hands were shaking while doing my turn. But I’m glad I managed to do my part and it seemed that no one noticed me shaking.
After a month I’ve already memorized my classmates’ names. And month after month we’re all comfortable with each other. Most of the guys used to tease the girls. I also love teasing some of my girl classmates but not too much like some guys do.
In my five days a week spending with my classmates, I’ve knew them better and better. I know who cheats a lot, who’s smart, who’s nice and who’s stupid.
We’re in second year already and it feels so great that all of my classmates in first year are still my classmates this year. We’re already closed to each other and know each other very well, so there’s no more intense inside the classroom.
In my two years in High School there were numerous of events that happened. Cheer dance, intramurals and sports fest to mention a few. I’m a terrible dancer and not sporty, so I just let my part to other people who enjoy stuff like that.
I enjoyed my high school life, had some crushes and secret love. Of so many pretty girls in the campus, this girl caught my attention. Her name is Kristen, Kristen Scott. She’s very nice and polite and smart. She’s different compare to other girls in the campus. She’s a quiet type of girl, and I do really think we had a lot in common.
I want to impress her, but that time I was young about love. I mean I didn’t have any girlfriend before. I was so shy and I don’t know how to make a move to get her attention.
“Okay, not now. I’ll do it later.” I always said to myself when I felt coward to tell what I felt for her.
Most of the time when I think about this girl, I always thought what if she’s not going to like me? Is she going to talk to me, still? It’s hard to decide. Afraid of making her upset I decided to keep it for myself first.
“Good morning Class, we’re not going to discuss today but I want you to copy this.” Miss Julia said when she reached her front table, pointing the book she is holding.
“It’s a long topic so I guess it will consume our whole time. Marrisa please come here and copy this on the blackboard. Class, get your notebooks and copy this silently.” Miss Julia said and then gets out of the room to the office.
“Yes! I love this part. I mean I hate copying the whole blackboard but this is better than discussing. Hahaha” My classmate Jay said to his seatmate behind me.
The xerox machine in our school is broken, so we’re like this always – copying for an hour and discuss it the next day.
“Look, my right hand is shaking.” I heard Kristen saying to Ariane in two rows from me.
“Mine too, it hurts.” Ariane replied showing her right hand and then shake it while saying the second part.
I was thinking what to do. If I ask her to let me write for her, will my classmates tease us? So many thoughts in my mind, but then I stood up and sit on the blank seat next to her.
“Hi Kristen, would you like me to write in your notebook for you?” I said shyly with a bit smile.
Thank God no one even bother to tease me. Some of my classmates are talking while writing so it’s a bit noisy inside our classroom.
“Are you sure? How about yours? I mean how could you copy your notes?” She smiled pleased, but worrying about my notes.
“Yeah, my hand is not hurting yet. I will just borrow your notebook and make a copy of mine at home. I’ll bring it back to you tomorrow, if that’s okay.” I said willingly.
“That’s okay, thanks. Here.” She nodded and put her notebook on the table of my desk.
I went home straight after our last subject. As soon as I got home I just grabbed some bread and a can of coke from the Kitchen and went upstairs to my room. I then started to copy our lessons from Kristen’s notebook to mine. I finished it early, and so I have a little time to watch volleyball on TV. I sat there for an hour till mom called me for dinner. I run downstairs and help mom prepare the table. After the dinner I just cleaned up the table and let my younger sister do the dishes.
Inside my room I grabbed my towel and took a bath. It was a very hot night, so my shower took thirty minutes. I jumped on my bed and lie there for a moment. As I looked up the ceiling I think about Kristen. That was the first time I’ve ever get closer to her. What I did is a small thing, but it means a lot to me. The flashback of us kept coming into my mind till everything went black. I fell asleep.
3. Kristen POV
I can’t forget my freshmen year; I met a lot of new people and gained close friends. I used to spend my break time with my friend Magie. During break time we went to the bench around the big tree inside the school campus; just talking about each other’s life, crushes, love, sometimes we teased each to the guy in school. My other classmates are nice too but I’m not close to them because they also have their own group.
Magie, Ariane and Rubie are my closes friend. I trust nobody except these three girls, I tell them everything about me and so they are.
We’re in second year already and it happens that we’re all still classmates. It’s great.
Most of the girls in school are wild. Not totally wild like you think, I mean they love being near to boys and I’m not that kind of girl.
It was noon and we were waiting for our first class in the afternoon. We’re in the bench chatting.
“Aine, how’s you and Elmer?” Magie asked to start the conversation with a bit smile on her face. We all look to Ariane curious to know her answer.
“Nothing, we’re just friends you know.” She replied shocked and shy when she saw all the eyes on her, and then she smiled.
“what!” she added raising her eyebrows.
“hmmm you’re lying, we know there’s something between you two.” Magie continued teasing her.
“Agree. Maybe you guys are together now, what do you think Ten” Rubie added agreeing to Magie and she nodded to me when our eyes met.
“We’re not, seriously. Don’t worry I’ll tell you when there’s an improvement, for now we’re still in stage of courtship.” She explained quickly not giving me a chance speaks.
“I think Elmer is a good guy. He is short but he’s smart.” I said humorsely.
No one dare to continue the topic, it means they were satisfied by her explanation.
“You guys already know I have a crush on Marc. But let’s keep this to ourselves okay? I don’t want him to know my feelings for him.” Magie assured us.
“I don’t have any crushes, I promise.” Rubie said quickly before anyone could ask her.
“How about you Kristen. Who’s that lucky guy you have a crush on?” Ariane asked me smiling.
“Here you go, I tell you who my crush is but first of all don’t let anyone know about this.” I said shyly.
“Sure thing!” They said at the same time.
“I have a crush on Jay. I think he looks good, but I’m not sure about my feelings. I mean, I’m not really wanting him to be my boyfriend.” I said not able to explain my feelings, and that’s all I could say.
“What? That’s weird. If ever he’s going to court you, you will let him down?” Rubie asked me confused.
“You’re right Rubie. I don’t want to have a boyfriend, not now and not him. I just LIKE him not LOVE him, okay?” I answered.
“It’s two minutes before one, let’s go to class?” I continued not waiting for their answers.
They checked their clock and grabbed their bags and we hurried to our classroom.
Miss Julia is not yet in our classroom. I sat to my chair looking around, my classmates were busy chatting to each other. When I looked at my back unintentionally; I caught Fred’s eyes. He was looking at me friendly, so I smiled at him and turned my head back to the door to check whether Miss Julia is there.
Not once or twice but many times I caught Fred eyes’ on me, but it doesn’t affect me at all. He and my other classmates teased me all the time.
“Ten, Elmer wants to walk you home after class.” Fred said smiling.
“Don’t believe in him ten, he’s the one who wants to walk you home. He’s just shy to ask you.” Elmer disagreed, teasing him back.
I just smiled at them while they’re teasing each other. They do this all the time, but I didn’t mind them at all.
Five minutes after the bell was rang Miss Julia appeared on the door. She pointed Marrisa to write on the blackboard, since she has a good handwriting.
It was a decade ago and our school has only one xerox machine. Too bad it was broken since a month ago. From then, we have no choice but to write every topic in our notebook.
I wrote too much and feel the pain on my fingers. Not just me ‘cause everyone were reacting too.
Thank to Fred for taking my notebook and write them for myself. He’s so nice and a life saver.
When I finished my third year in high school, my sisters want me to transfer to Warners High School in Melbourne.
Note: This is *Unfinished* I'm not sure if I can able to finish the story, my enthusiasm about the story is very low these few months:(
Kristen : main character Jayden/warners
Fred : main character (loves kristen but in a relationship with Marrisa)Jayden
Robert : Third party (Loves Kristen) Warners
Michelle : Third party (loves Rob) warners
Jay : Friends/classmate jayden (kristen’s crush)
Kate : Friends/classmate jayden
Marrisa : Friends/ classmate jayden
Miss Julia : Social studies teacher (jayden)
Ariane : Kristen’s close friend jayden
Magie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Rubie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Elmer : Classmate/link to Ariane jayden
Marc : classmate/ link to magie jayden
Schools name: Jayden high school & Warners high school
Table of contents:
1. About how the girl and the boy lived
2. How they met
3. Courtship
4. In a relationship
5. Relationship consequences
6. Broke up
7. Back together
8. Engagement
9. Work
10. Wedding
11. The new life
12. Pregnant
13. Giving birth
14. Happy family
Status: Unfinished
1. Kristen’s life (KPOV)
I was sitting on the bench beside the river near my house. It was a lonely afternoon and I have no one to talk, but I like this way – being alone. If you ask my friends about me, they will definitely tell you I’m a silent type of girl. I won’t argue on that matter because I know it was true.
I love starring at the fresh streaming water all the time. It was very refreshing and peaceful, especially during hot afternoon. I really love the breath taking cold air from the river.
After school you can’t see me anywhere, just like most kids do. My mother is pretty strict and don’t allow me to play and go to my friends’ houses after class. All I have to do is to answer my homework and help her do the house work. I didn’t argue with my mom most of the time because I’m too afraid of her sermons.
After a half an hour of sitting on the bench, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. I’m starving – so I walked fast to the Kitchen and find something to eat. I made two sandwiches and a juice, one for me and one for my mom. I got back to the bench and started to eat my snack.
“Now I’m full” I said to myself while tapping my stomach.
It was almost end of the school year and I was so excited to graduate from elementary. Next school year I’ll be in high school, and so I have to think and decide where school to go.
I have a no permanent school since grade one. Our family used to transfer from one place to another because we have two houses one is in Melbourne the other is in Queensland. I am now in Queensland with my mother and my other sisters are living in Melbourne. I have been in 4 schools until I came here in Queensland and stay here for two years now.
My sisters want me to transfer in Melbourne for High School but I kind of liked the Queensland already. Aside from I was born in here, most of my relatives are also living here and in two years I’ve already gained many friends in my neighbourhood.
I decided to continue my high school in Jayden high school here in Queensland.
Graduation has past and high school year has just started. New faces, new teachers, new uniforms & stuff and most of all new environment.
2. Fred’s life (FPOV)
I was excited as I ironing my White toga for my graduation next day but what excites me most is that I’m going to high school. It’s going to be a new life and a new environment. I’m going to Jayden High School because it’s the only school that near my house. It takes twenty minutes to get their by bus, not bad at all.
Two months later after graduation, my life has begun.
“I can’t believe this, I’m high School now.” I said very slowly to myself, just enough that no one could hear.
As I look around the campus, I could see different faces and new people.
“This is different. This is something new to me.” I said slowly again, and I was nervous because those students seems smart.
“I can do this.” I said and then sighed. I’m just trying to make myself calm.
Jayden High School is only composed of 268 students from first year to fourth year. It’s a small school, enough for a small town.
I continued walking to the room where my first class is going to be. As I entered, I was shocked when I saw my classmates because most of them were my classmates too back in Elementary while some were my school mates.
Our teacher made us stood one by one in front of the classroom to introduce ourselves. It made me sink into a tiny little pea. This is not my thing; I hate standing in front of so many people. I was nervous and my hands were shaking while doing my turn. But I’m glad I managed to do my part and it seemed that no one noticed me shaking.
After a month I’ve already memorized my classmates’ names. And month after month we’re all comfortable with each other. Most of the guys used to tease the girls. I also love teasing some of my girl classmates but not too much like some guys do.
In my five days a week spending with my classmates, I’ve knew them better and better. I know who cheats a lot, who’s smart, who’s nice and who’s stupid.
We’re in second year already and it feels so great that all of my classmates in first year are still my classmates this year. We’re already closed to each other and know each other very well, so there’s no more intense inside the classroom.
In my two years in High School there were numerous of events that happened. Cheer dance, intramurals and sports fest to mention a few. I’m a terrible dancer and not sporty, so I just let my part to other people who enjoy stuff like that.
I enjoyed my high school life, had some crushes and secret love. Of so many pretty girls in the campus, this girl caught my attention. Her name is Kristen, Kristen Scott. She’s very nice and polite and smart. She’s different compare to other girls in the campus. She’s a quiet type of girl, and I do really think we had a lot in common.
I want to impress her, but that time I was young about love. I mean I didn’t have any girlfriend before. I was so shy and I don’t know how to make a move to get her attention.
“Okay, not now. I’ll do it later.” I always said to myself when I felt coward to tell what I felt for her.
Most of the time when I think about this girl, I always thought what if she’s not going to like me? Is she going to talk to me, still? It’s hard to decide. Afraid of making her upset I decided to keep it for myself first.
“Good morning Class, we’re not going to discuss today but I want you to copy this.” Miss Julia said when she reached her front table, pointing the book she is holding.
“It’s a long topic so I guess it will consume our whole time. Marrisa please come here and copy this on the blackboard. Class, get your notebooks and copy this silently.” Miss Julia said and then gets out of the room to the office.
“Yes! I love this part. I mean I hate copying the whole blackboard but this is better than discussing. Hahaha” My classmate Jay said to his seatmate behind me.
The xerox machine in our school is broken, so we’re like this always – copying for an hour and discuss it the next day.
“Look, my right hand is shaking.” I heard Kristen saying to Ariane in two rows from me.
“Mine too, it hurts.” Ariane replied showing her right hand and then shake it while saying the second part.
I was thinking what to do. If I ask her to let me write for her, will my classmates tease us? So many thoughts in my mind, but then I stood up and sit on the blank seat next to her.
“Hi Kristen, would you like me to write in your notebook for you?” I said shyly with a bit smile.
Thank God no one even bother to tease me. Some of my classmates are talking while writing so it’s a bit noisy inside our classroom.
“Are you sure? How about yours? I mean how could you copy your notes?” She smiled pleased, but worrying about my notes.
“Yeah, my hand is not hurting yet. I will just borrow your notebook and make a copy of mine at home. I’ll bring it back to you tomorrow, if that’s okay.” I said willingly.
“That’s okay, thanks. Here.” She nodded and put her notebook on the table of my desk.
I went home straight after our last subject. As soon as I got home I just grabbed some bread and a can of coke from the Kitchen and went upstairs to my room. I then started to copy our lessons from Kristen’s notebook to mine. I finished it early, and so I have a little time to watch volleyball on TV. I sat there for an hour till mom called me for dinner. I run downstairs and help mom prepare the table. After the dinner I just cleaned up the table and let my younger sister do the dishes.
Inside my room I grabbed my towel and took a bath. It was a very hot night, so my shower took thirty minutes. I jumped on my bed and lie there for a moment. As I looked up the ceiling I think about Kristen. That was the first time I’ve ever get closer to her. What I did is a small thing, but it means a lot to me. The flashback of us kept coming into my mind till everything went black. I fell asleep.
3. Kristen POV
I can’t forget my freshmen year; I met a lot of new people and gained close friends. I used to spend my break time with my friend Magie. During break time we went to the bench around the big tree inside the school campus; just talking about each other’s life, crushes, love, sometimes we teased each to the guy in school. My other classmates are nice too but I’m not close to them because they also have their own group.
Magie, Ariane and Rubie are my closes friend. I trust nobody except these three girls, I tell them everything about me and so they are.
We’re in second year already and it happens that we’re all still classmates. It’s great.
Most of the girls in school are wild. Not totally wild like you think, I mean they love being near to boys and I’m not that kind of girl.
It was noon and we were waiting for our first class in the afternoon. We’re in the bench chatting.
“Aine, how’s you and Elmer?” Magie asked to start the conversation with a bit smile on her face. We all look to Ariane curious to know her answer.
“Nothing, we’re just friends you know.” She replied shocked and shy when she saw all the eyes on her, and then she smiled.
“what!” she added raising her eyebrows.
“hmmm you’re lying, we know there’s something between you two.” Magie continued teasing her.
“Agree. Maybe you guys are together now, what do you think Ten” Rubie added agreeing to Magie and she nodded to me when our eyes met.
“We’re not, seriously. Don’t worry I’ll tell you when there’s an improvement, for now we’re still in stage of courtship.” She explained quickly not giving me a chance speaks.
“I think Elmer is a good guy. He is short but he’s smart.” I said humorsely.
No one dare to continue the topic, it means they were satisfied by her explanation.
“You guys already know I have a crush on Marc. But let’s keep this to ourselves okay? I don’t want him to know my feelings for him.” Magie assured us.
“I don’t have any crushes, I promise.” Rubie said quickly before anyone could ask her.
“How about you Kristen. Who’s that lucky guy you have a crush on?” Ariane asked me smiling.
“Here you go, I tell you who my crush is but first of all don’t let anyone know about this.” I said shyly.
“Sure thing!” They said at the same time.
“I have a crush on Jay. I think he looks good, but I’m not sure about my feelings. I mean, I’m not really wanting him to be my boyfriend.” I said not able to explain my feelings, and that’s all I could say.
“What? That’s weird. If ever he’s going to court you, you will let him down?” Rubie asked me confused.
“You’re right Rubie. I don’t want to have a boyfriend, not now and not him. I just LIKE him not LOVE him, okay?” I answered.
“It’s two minutes before one, let’s go to class?” I continued not waiting for their answers.
They checked their clock and grabbed their bags and we hurried to our classroom.
Miss Julia is not yet in our classroom. I sat to my chair looking around, my classmates were busy chatting to each other. When I looked at my back unintentionally; I caught Fred’s eyes. He was looking at me friendly, so I smiled at him and turned my head back to the door to check whether Miss Julia is there.
Not once or twice but many times I caught Fred eyes’ on me, but it doesn’t affect me at all. He and my other classmates teased me all the time.
“Ten, Elmer wants to walk you home after class.” Fred said smiling.
“Don’t believe in him ten, he’s the one who wants to walk you home. He’s just shy to ask you.” Elmer disagreed, teasing him back.
I just smiled at them while they’re teasing each other. They do this all the time, but I didn’t mind them at all.
Five minutes after the bell was rang Miss Julia appeared on the door. She pointed Marrisa to write on the blackboard, since she has a good handwriting.
It was a decade ago and our school has only one xerox machine. Too bad it was broken since a month ago. From then, we have no choice but to write every topic in our notebook.
I wrote too much and feel the pain on my fingers. Not just me ‘cause everyone were reacting too.
Thank to Fred for taking my notebook and write them for myself. He’s so nice and a life saver.
When I finished my third year in high school, my sisters want me to transfer to Warners High School in Melbourne.
Note: This is *Unfinished* I'm not sure if I can able to finish the story, my enthusiasm about the story is very low these few months:(
7/30/11
R.I.P. FC
I was totally shocked when I heard the news about you being killed. It was one of the saddest day I've ever had. I think it is the will of God that your mortal body be laid aside. You are a hero, you died to save this country.
Thank you so much for the memories and double thanks for the compliments from-you-to-me. It means a lot and I will forever cheerish our friendship. You will always be remembered my friend. May your soul rest in peace.
1985-July 28,2011
http://www.philstar.com/Article.aspx?articleId=711443&publicationSubCategoryId=49
Thank you so much for the memories and double thanks for the compliments from-you-to-me. It means a lot and I will forever cheerish our friendship. You will always be remembered my friend. May your soul rest in peace.
1985-July 28,2011
http://www.philstar.com/Article.aspx?articleId=711443&publicationSubCategoryId=49
6/24/11
Music mood
I heard about this band "Lady Antebellum" and saw them several times on different music awards. Since then I've thought Lady Antebellum is a great band because they won many awards. I mean winning an awards in the world of hollywood is bloody hard. There's a lot of famous artist and band out there competiting against each other in every awarding.
Lady Antebellum is composed of three persons - the girl and the two boys. I don't know why they named it Lady Antebellum, I don't really care about the name at all and I have no idea when this band started their career.
Despite of those awards they've got, they didn't hit me. I mean, going online... search for their songs, listening to it, downloading it like the way I do when I heard about Bruno mars and paramore. Lady Antebellum is simply great, that's all.
Until yesterday when I saw someone's post about Lady Antebellum song called "need you now" and she puts the lyrics into its caption before the music video. As I read the lyrics, this one caught my attention "...and I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." the line caught me, it seems a great song so I youtube the song and google its lyrics and there you come... I really like the lyrics. And the beat and the tempo are simply amazing. I love the whole song, it's perfect.
From then I've also tried to search their other songs and again it sound incredible. I just love their music. I downloaded many of their songs right away and copy it to my phone.
I could say Lady Antebellum is one of my favourite band now. I'm looking forward to hear their next song.
Lady Antebellum is composed of three persons - the girl and the two boys. I don't know why they named it Lady Antebellum, I don't really care about the name at all and I have no idea when this band started their career.
Despite of those awards they've got, they didn't hit me. I mean, going online... search for their songs, listening to it, downloading it like the way I do when I heard about Bruno mars and paramore. Lady Antebellum is simply great, that's all.
Until yesterday when I saw someone's post about Lady Antebellum song called "need you now" and she puts the lyrics into its caption before the music video. As I read the lyrics, this one caught my attention "...and I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." the line caught me, it seems a great song so I youtube the song and google its lyrics and there you come... I really like the lyrics. And the beat and the tempo are simply amazing. I love the whole song, it's perfect.
From then I've also tried to search their other songs and again it sound incredible. I just love their music. I downloaded many of their songs right away and copy it to my phone.
I could say Lady Antebellum is one of my favourite band now. I'm looking forward to hear their next song.
6/2/11
Something I want to do
I have nothing to write on my previous post. I supposed to make it a bit longer but in a tick of a clock my mind changed that quick. For now I have something in my mind, something different that would make my blog a bit alive. I have no idea if there is someone who are reading my blogs, but anyway, I don't really care as long as you don't give shit on my page. Don't ever dare to tease me about my writings or things like that, that's gonna make me insane. If you accidentally read this, atleast try to keep it to yourself as if you never read LOL.
Seriously, I want to write different stuff. It's hard to explain, coz what I'm thinking is still about craziness. I just got this idea from a blog og someone I didn't know. I just love her blog, it's funny, there are drama and swears but it's honestly true. I truly adore her idea of doing it, it make sense and it hit people's bones when they read it, especially those haters of her topic.
I'm too late to do this kind of stuff, or I should say to be engaged on this type of hobbies. I just realized how awesome and fun to become a writer. I want to be a writer these days. The problem is I have a big problem in english, I can't fully express what I want to say due to luck of vocabulary. I could feel it I have something in me that could take people's attention I'm just fear and just what I say I have a problem in english. Anyway, I will just do it for myself instead. I'll do it even if I know no one could read it. This is a private profile, not really private...I mean no one knows my site so no one could read it.
About the idea that I'm talking about, I don't know if I can do it. Maybe I could but it takes time for me to make one. Another problem I could see is that, I'm afraid people who knows that unknown blog would say I am copycut. That site is famous and twifans love that site. Anyway, let us just see what's gonna happen to my blog in the next few weeks.
It would be ashmed if I can't do one of it. Not a surprise I know coz even a simple blog I can't do, coz I'm that lazy haha.
Seriously, I want to write different stuff. It's hard to explain, coz what I'm thinking is still about craziness. I just got this idea from a blog og someone I didn't know. I just love her blog, it's funny, there are drama and swears but it's honestly true. I truly adore her idea of doing it, it make sense and it hit people's bones when they read it, especially those haters of her topic.
I'm too late to do this kind of stuff, or I should say to be engaged on this type of hobbies. I just realized how awesome and fun to become a writer. I want to be a writer these days. The problem is I have a big problem in english, I can't fully express what I want to say due to luck of vocabulary. I could feel it I have something in me that could take people's attention I'm just fear and just what I say I have a problem in english. Anyway, I will just do it for myself instead. I'll do it even if I know no one could read it. This is a private profile, not really private...I mean no one knows my site so no one could read it.
About the idea that I'm talking about, I don't know if I can do it. Maybe I could but it takes time for me to make one. Another problem I could see is that, I'm afraid people who knows that unknown blog would say I am copycut. That site is famous and twifans love that site. Anyway, let us just see what's gonna happen to my blog in the next few weeks.
It would be ashmed if I can't do one of it. Not a surprise I know coz even a simple blog I can't do, coz I'm that lazy haha.
Rainy days
It’s june finally. What I love about this month is that, it’s the start of rainy season. It means we have to say goodbye to summer and say hello to rain...more more rains.
Most of the people I know love summer, they love the heat of the sun, they love beach and out of town trip. Not that I don’t like traveling with them, I just don’t like being under the sun. It’s very hot during summer, it means you are sweating all day all night. I can’t stand on that kind of climate even in a month.
I’m glad our summer this year here in the Philippines was quite short and not very hot compare to last year’s. This year, there’s a typhoon between the summer – it helps a lot to reduce the hotness of the summer.
Most of the people I know love summer, they love the heat of the sun, they love beach and out of town trip. Not that I don’t like traveling with them, I just don’t like being under the sun. It’s very hot during summer, it means you are sweating all day all night. I can’t stand on that kind of climate even in a month.
I’m glad our summer this year here in the Philippines was quite short and not very hot compare to last year’s. This year, there’s a typhoon between the summer – it helps a lot to reduce the hotness of the summer.
3/7/11
happiness is always accompanied by sadness
I really believe that happiness is accompanied by sadness. But the good thing is there is no sadness without happiness.
As much as I hate the fact that happiness is always accompanied by sadness, I truly believe in it. In my life or in my family for instance, when there is happiness - sadness will follow. What the heck??? But life goes this way and we have nothing to do with it, life is not easy as everyone say...because it truly is... only the strong survive! but hey! no one has reached the finish line alive, put that in mind! We all die, so live life to the fullest no matter how hard it is. Don;t ever lost your faith and even dare to think of giving up. Why don;t we just enjoy life while we're here, right??? I know it's easy to say this, but sometimes frustration, disappointment, dissatifaction, poverty, loneliness to mention the few -can make us weak and helpless. These are the things that pull us down and lead us to think negative ones. I know everyone of us suffer in this kind of life, but just be strong and always have faith in God. He is the only one who could undstand us, the one who will make us feel being loved. Once a thing occur or happen to us, God is always involve coz everything that comes to us - God has always a reason to it! All we have to do is to face it confidently and show others we can do it!!!!
OMG! I'm so happy that I am so positive right now! yay!!! I used to write rant blog before, now it's so inspiring but I can't assure you on not to write negative things in the future hahaha. Remember in every positive, comes the negative. And for now I would like to say...I don't care...negative things are just fuck! right peeps???! bwahahaha! til then...
As much as I hate the fact that happiness is always accompanied by sadness, I truly believe in it. In my life or in my family for instance, when there is happiness - sadness will follow. What the heck??? But life goes this way and we have nothing to do with it, life is not easy as everyone say...because it truly is... only the strong survive! but hey! no one has reached the finish line alive, put that in mind! We all die, so live life to the fullest no matter how hard it is. Don;t ever lost your faith and even dare to think of giving up. Why don;t we just enjoy life while we're here, right??? I know it's easy to say this, but sometimes frustration, disappointment, dissatifaction, poverty, loneliness to mention the few -can make us weak and helpless. These are the things that pull us down and lead us to think negative ones. I know everyone of us suffer in this kind of life, but just be strong and always have faith in God. He is the only one who could undstand us, the one who will make us feel being loved. Once a thing occur or happen to us, God is always involve coz everything that comes to us - God has always a reason to it! All we have to do is to face it confidently and show others we can do it!!!!
OMG! I'm so happy that I am so positive right now! yay!!! I used to write rant blog before, now it's so inspiring but I can't assure you on not to write negative things in the future hahaha. Remember in every positive, comes the negative. And for now I would like to say...I don't care...negative things are just fuck! right peeps???! bwahahaha! til then...
First blog after 2 months
January..February...March..OMG! it's already March!!! Time went so fast that I didn't noticed I missed two months without writing. It means I have to keep up and fill those missing days that I had missed. Anyway, here I am.. starting my task before it's getting too late to do it. For now I could say, I'm not that late coz I have so many things in my mind to write.
Now I learned that writing isn't just writing anything you want. In my case, I used to think that writing is just my way of learning and of improving my English. But now it seems like there is more about writing.
Writing can help you change things suround you. For instance, through writing I could feel peaceful. I mean, if you have something inside you that you want to spit out before it intoxicate your soul. Something that it need to be said but there is nobody to be told or nobody could understand no matter how you explain it. In short, Writing is the key to let you out those negative things inside you and make you empty, peaceful and better.
Have you ever felt that sometimes in our lives there are things that no one could understand except yourself??? and you want to share it but explanation or words is not enough for others to undestand the whole thing??? I'm sure you felt that coz I did.
In our lives there are so many small things that bother us. It's just small things but if those small things combine it will become big, right? those small things is not really important to be told to anyone closed to you or even to your family. What I'm saying here is, everyone of us is unique... nobody knew us better than ourselves.
It's up for us on how to handle each circumstances that happens into ourlives. In my case, Writing is my way...I think my best way to let negative things go and positive things to share. I think it is healthy to do it, coz after letting it go you will feel better. That's why I started using this therapy for how many months now and I could say it helps a lot. If you hate someone to death, like you want to kill her for saying something against you - you don't really have to attack her/him back. That's probably will make things even worse. Why don't you attack her/him through writing?? but hey! make sure nobody could read it, or at least no one could read it that knows you both. Spitting it out makes you feel better and I do think it's a good way than confronting her/him straight to their faces.
I'm telling you this because I once in this situation before. I mean confronting someone personally and it only ends up worser, that's why I'm giving you a hint. Don't want you guys to experince what I have experinced before. The most important now is I learned from them and I know now how to handle things like that.
what a long blog after 2 months:) I should have leave some of it for the next one. Have a good night!
Now I learned that writing isn't just writing anything you want. In my case, I used to think that writing is just my way of learning and of improving my English. But now it seems like there is more about writing.
Writing can help you change things suround you. For instance, through writing I could feel peaceful. I mean, if you have something inside you that you want to spit out before it intoxicate your soul. Something that it need to be said but there is nobody to be told or nobody could understand no matter how you explain it. In short, Writing is the key to let you out those negative things inside you and make you empty, peaceful and better.
Have you ever felt that sometimes in our lives there are things that no one could understand except yourself??? and you want to share it but explanation or words is not enough for others to undestand the whole thing??? I'm sure you felt that coz I did.
In our lives there are so many small things that bother us. It's just small things but if those small things combine it will become big, right? those small things is not really important to be told to anyone closed to you or even to your family. What I'm saying here is, everyone of us is unique... nobody knew us better than ourselves.
It's up for us on how to handle each circumstances that happens into ourlives. In my case, Writing is my way...I think my best way to let negative things go and positive things to share. I think it is healthy to do it, coz after letting it go you will feel better. That's why I started using this therapy for how many months now and I could say it helps a lot. If you hate someone to death, like you want to kill her for saying something against you - you don't really have to attack her/him back. That's probably will make things even worse. Why don't you attack her/him through writing?? but hey! make sure nobody could read it, or at least no one could read it that knows you both. Spitting it out makes you feel better and I do think it's a good way than confronting her/him straight to their faces.
I'm telling you this because I once in this situation before. I mean confronting someone personally and it only ends up worser, that's why I'm giving you a hint. Don't want you guys to experince what I have experinced before. The most important now is I learned from them and I know now how to handle things like that.
what a long blog after 2 months:) I should have leave some of it for the next one. Have a good night!
