It's been awhile since I'm joining English lessons online. And it's been so long that I didn't bother to write something in my blog. It's depressing to realise that I wasted so much of my time instead of studying English. I could feel the negative effect of it, as I remember I can write faster before. I mean my mind is working quickly that I don't need to stop for a while to think what to write next. Before I wrote continuously and quickly but now I could feel the slow-typing. My mind is not that active, I don't know but that's how I feel about it.
I used to write so many blogs before and that helps me a lot to excercise my mind. To think quickly and write continuously. I mean my mind worked pretty well before, maybe I just need to do this stuff again. Writing blogs all the time to excercise my mind and waking up my dead genes :) I mean I need to work this out again. Aging can make your mind work slowly, I'm near to reach 30s and I could feel that my mind is not that so active like before. So I really need to make it work before anything goes hard to bring back.
I used to learn new slangs before but now I kind of lose my apetite on that site. My learning was declined and so does my English vocabulary. I need to keep this up, keep studying hard again.
12/18/10
Misa de gallo
It's December and Misa de gallo plays big part as we celebrate Christmas. It's a 9 mornings' mas before christmas eve or the born of Jesus Christ. Some people say, you need to complete the 9 mornings so that your wish will come true. I used to believe in this saying before and been attending misa de gallo for many times but I didn't get a chance to complete the 9 mornings. Not until last year, that was my first to make it perfect and it was a nice experienced. Waking up early in the morning for 9 consecutive days is kind of tired but it's really a nice feeling when you are sucrificing for God. To show him that he is remembered.
The true spirit of Christmas is not by receiving gifts but to visit him in the church and praise him for what his done to us. Celebrating his birthday is the main reason why we have this so called christmas. It's his day, the day when he came out from the womb of Virgin Mary and later on saved us from the sins. We musn't forget that, we owe him. He saved us because he loves us more than his own life.
Some people ask me, are you attending misa de gallo??? and I was like yes. They ask me, what is your wish??? and I answer them, I have so many wish but I don't really need to wish at all. I mean, I don't want to go to church for 9 consecutive mornings because I have a wish to ask. That is so unfair, you only go to church because of your wish??? because you want God to return your sacrifice by answering your wish?? I mean come'on! This life is too much to ask for more. I mean saving our lives and giving us an opportunity to live, use and enjoy his other creations is too much.
Why don't we go to church, listen to his words and be inspired instead of going there just for the sake of your wish??!
Today is December 18th and I was attending 3 mornings' mas. I still have 6 mornings till the day when Jesus Christ was born. May our Christmas be filled with love and happiness. Merry Christmas to everyone.
The true spirit of Christmas is not by receiving gifts but to visit him in the church and praise him for what his done to us. Celebrating his birthday is the main reason why we have this so called christmas. It's his day, the day when he came out from the womb of Virgin Mary and later on saved us from the sins. We musn't forget that, we owe him. He saved us because he loves us more than his own life.
Some people ask me, are you attending misa de gallo??? and I was like yes. They ask me, what is your wish??? and I answer them, I have so many wish but I don't really need to wish at all. I mean, I don't want to go to church for 9 consecutive mornings because I have a wish to ask. That is so unfair, you only go to church because of your wish??? because you want God to return your sacrifice by answering your wish?? I mean come'on! This life is too much to ask for more. I mean saving our lives and giving us an opportunity to live, use and enjoy his other creations is too much.
Why don't we go to church, listen to his words and be inspired instead of going there just for the sake of your wish??!
Today is December 18th and I was attending 3 mornings' mas. I still have 6 mornings till the day when Jesus Christ was born. May our Christmas be filled with love and happiness. Merry Christmas to everyone.
I am so dependent - I hate it
It's been a while since I last visited my blog. I was kinda busy since it's December, lots of stuff to do and family visits. I spend most of my time visiting my families from other places, I'm the only one who can drive so I have no choice to be left at home. My family really needs my service so why not??
I know my life is just easy for anybody else, but for me it's kind of tough. I can't find a job because I need to stay at home all the time.I mean people can't live without me, in case of emergency no one could be there to drive for them. To take money from the bank or any other responsibilities that needs my present.
I used to complain about this, but I know I have no reason to do so. My family needs my help, how could I reject it?! I'm so glad my sisters understand my situation. But until when I could keep myself believe that everything is okay? I mean, I need myself to be improved too. I'm too old to be dependent with my sisters help.
Being free is good, but I feel so limited to reach my goals. I really needed to get out of this situation and start reaching my goal all by myself. Fight against the fears and learn how to accept things.
I know my life is just easy for anybody else, but for me it's kind of tough. I can't find a job because I need to stay at home all the time.I mean people can't live without me, in case of emergency no one could be there to drive for them. To take money from the bank or any other responsibilities that needs my present.
I used to complain about this, but I know I have no reason to do so. My family needs my help, how could I reject it?! I'm so glad my sisters understand my situation. But until when I could keep myself believe that everything is okay? I mean, I need myself to be improved too. I'm too old to be dependent with my sisters help.
Being free is good, but I feel so limited to reach my goals. I really needed to get out of this situation and start reaching my goal all by myself. Fight against the fears and learn how to accept things.
11/17/10
2010 is not a good year for me
This year is been so tough for me. Everything that's happening is extremely bad. How I wish that next year would be extremely great for me. Please Lord, be with me all the time. Keep me a better person, give me wisdom, make me strong, give me strength, inspire me and give me courage to face all the challenge that comes into my life.
Lord please show me the light, enlighten my mind and make me a good person and responsible not just for myself but also for everyone around me. Help me reach my dream and keep me positive. Please Lord help me face my life confindently and with love.
I really need you at this point of my life, please Lord don't leave me. You are the only one who left to survive me, the one who will inspire me and make me go back to the person I used to be before. I want to be strong and responsible and full of dreams.
Lord please show me the light, enlighten my mind and make me a good person and responsible not just for myself but also for everyone around me. Help me reach my dream and keep me positive. Please Lord help me face my life confindently and with love.
I really need you at this point of my life, please Lord don't leave me. You are the only one who left to survive me, the one who will inspire me and make me go back to the person I used to be before. I want to be strong and responsible and full of dreams.
my 25 years in this world
It's been 25 years ago since I was born in this world. In my 25 years, I've learned so many things. I also learned how unfair life is, how tough living in this world. Life is very confusing, challenges comes one after another or sometimes it comes together. Life sucks and make you cry, sometimes you are weak and so down that you don't have any idea what to do. You start with the question: why is this happening to me? what am I gonna do? where am I gonna start? and how could I face this? to mention a few.
Life is exciting and fun as others say and I honestly believe this. It is easy to say it though, but the easier it is to say the harder it is to do. Life will be exciting and fun if you know how to handle your life. I didn't believe that all the people live that way though, for each of us feels the same way. Each of us has each own challenge in life and has each own word to call it.
Many times I fell on the ground as I walked to continue my life's journey in this world. So many times I gave up, school, work, family and friends. I even came to the point that I didn't know who I am, what is my purpose and what is my dream. It's been so hard for me to live in this world, I blame God, my family and those people around me. But I know deep inside me that there's no one to blame but myself. I almost gave up when I realized that my life was already ruined, I want to bring back the past to correct my mistakes but unfortunately past is past...I can't bring it back no matter what I do. All that left is to accept the past and face the future.
I don't want to do what I've did before, but I am such a coward to fix my life anymore. Call me anything that you want to call, I won't get mad coz I know it's really true. I am nothing but a damn a loser.
One day I asked God, why did you gave me a chance to live in this world where I don't deserved?
Well anyway, this blog shows how am I to deal with my life. And sad to say, my life is not as exciting and fun as yours. I struggling so much and I really find life so tough.
Life is exciting and fun as others say and I honestly believe this. It is easy to say it though, but the easier it is to say the harder it is to do. Life will be exciting and fun if you know how to handle your life. I didn't believe that all the people live that way though, for each of us feels the same way. Each of us has each own challenge in life and has each own word to call it.
Many times I fell on the ground as I walked to continue my life's journey in this world. So many times I gave up, school, work, family and friends. I even came to the point that I didn't know who I am, what is my purpose and what is my dream. It's been so hard for me to live in this world, I blame God, my family and those people around me. But I know deep inside me that there's no one to blame but myself. I almost gave up when I realized that my life was already ruined, I want to bring back the past to correct my mistakes but unfortunately past is past...I can't bring it back no matter what I do. All that left is to accept the past and face the future.
I don't want to do what I've did before, but I am such a coward to fix my life anymore. Call me anything that you want to call, I won't get mad coz I know it's really true. I am nothing but a damn a loser.
One day I asked God, why did you gave me a chance to live in this world where I don't deserved?
Well anyway, this blog shows how am I to deal with my life. And sad to say, my life is not as exciting and fun as yours. I struggling so much and I really find life so tough.
10/7/10
WE’RE ALWAYS TOGETHER IN OUR HEARTS
WE’RE ALWAYS TOGETHER IN OUR HEARTS
By: Arlene
You’re in love with me
but you’re scared that I won’t like you.
I’m in love with you
Believing you won’t ever feel the same way.
Until the day a friend told me,
how you talked so much about me
It makes me wanna cry, knowing you felt the same way.
From that day, I can’t stop thinking ‘bout you.
Why I feel this way now, now that you’re gone
Gone somewhere I couldn’t see
Maybe you’re not coming back anymore
Oh baby, tell me how I could live this way NOW.
You make me smile every time I think about you,
Everything you did before just to impress me
But baby, I’m so blind that I didn’t even see.
You're the only one who can make me happy
Now tell me how could I be happy,
when I know you're not gonna be mine anymore.
We’ve never been together since before
Or maybe still won’t be in the future
But baby, I know we’re always together in our hearts.
I will never ever forget about you
We may not see each other again
But one thing I want you to know
You’ll always be a part of my life
And no one could ever take you out of my heart.
*First Flame Never Dies*
By: Arlene
You’re in love with me
but you’re scared that I won’t like you.
I’m in love with you
Believing you won’t ever feel the same way.
Until the day a friend told me,
how you talked so much about me
It makes me wanna cry, knowing you felt the same way.
From that day, I can’t stop thinking ‘bout you.
Why I feel this way now, now that you’re gone
Gone somewhere I couldn’t see
Maybe you’re not coming back anymore
Oh baby, tell me how I could live this way NOW.
You make me smile every time I think about you,
Everything you did before just to impress me
But baby, I’m so blind that I didn’t even see.
You're the only one who can make me happy
Now tell me how could I be happy,
when I know you're not gonna be mine anymore.
We’ve never been together since before
Or maybe still won’t be in the future
But baby, I know we’re always together in our hearts.
I will never ever forget about you
We may not see each other again
But one thing I want you to know
You’ll always be a part of my life
And no one could ever take you out of my heart.
*First Flame Never Dies*
10/5/10
A sad story
A Sad Story by Arlene
Edward and Bella were classmates since first year to third year high school. Edward used to impress Bella, anything that could make her near to him. Even teasing her with other guys, he did it. Bella was very innocent about his feeling she thought it was just natural and normal for a classmates to do it, since most of her classmates tease her too. She's like used to that kind of stuff.
That was 2 decades ago, there was no xerox copier at their school at that time, so the students were forced to copy everything from the blackboard through their hands. The teacher will copy it on blackboard and so do students to their notebooks. They copy four to five pages most of the time.
Since the teacher was not checking the notebooks whether the students were really copying or not. Edward always took Bella's notebook and copied the notes on the blackboard for her. Four to five pages or so can be hurt to your hand, so maybe he wants to help her. He used to borrow her notebook after school and copy it again to his notebook so that later on, on the next day he has a notes when the teacher discuss what they've copied.
Edward is very gentleman, decent, brilliant, handsome, quiet type of guy and smart. While Bella is plain, not pretty not ugly either just okay. She's decent too, brilliant, quiet and serious to her study. They have so much similarities.
Everyday they were the same, no courting or whatever just to let Bella knows what he feel. Bella has really no idea that she is hurting his feeling, but he can't blame her because he is coward to tell her the truth.
Well, she is his first love that's why he really has no idea what to do. He is very shy and coward to court her, he prefers to keep it to himself until Bella decides to transfer to other school and left him heart broken. Bella still have no idea about what he felt for her.
Since then they have no more communication.
While they were away from each other, Bella started to think about him. And started to appreciate what he did to her. Copying everything on the blackboard for her, but when their other classmates asked him to copy for them he didn't took it. He treated her so special. That's when she realized that Edward has a special feeling for her but of course she's not sure about it. Maybe it was just her who think that way.
She really wants to see him, have his number but she has no one ask about him. He's always in her mind, he makes her smile when she remember their past. Until she think she's falling with him too, but it's too late.
After a decade, one of their classmates text Bella. Just saying hi and hello and they talked about their lives till they reached the topic about love life. Jessica - their classmate's name, told her about herself and Edward. She told her that they've been together before but they're already broke up.
Bella's heart was racing so fast, she asked Jessica where he is, why they broke up and where is he working.
Jessica gave her a news about him. Edward is a Marine now, she said he is handsome and very tall. Bella was so happy to hear it, but then Jessica told her they broke up because he already has a wife and the girl is already having their baby. They don't have formal break up, since they were away from each other because of his work. They were just broke up through cellphone.
Bella was like too weak when she heard about it, she has no more reason to think about him or to wait for him. He is already has a family and being with him is not gonna happen anymore.
On their last conversation Jessica told her "you know what? he used to talk about you all the time" that's when she realized how Edward loved her before or maybe till now but he is also have no news about her. Remembering her the way she does about him is an answer to her question and a confirmation they are both in love with each other.
She was so happy to hear about it, at the same time she was heart broken that her wish to be with him won't ever happen anymore.
She thinks that when they only have a communication maybe Edward is still single or maybe they are together. How she wish Edward has a news about her, for that maybe he didn't decide to get married for other girl.
Until now Edward and Bella still have no communication. Bella starts to accept it and be thankful for that memories she have of him. Such a great memories that will treasure as long as she lives. He's part of her life and she knows she's been part of his life too.
They are physically away from each other but in their minds and in their hearts they are always together and in love to each other no matter what will happen. She is his first love and he is her first love too. First love never dies right??? the love between them will always be in their heart and no one could ever take that away from them.
What a sad story isn't it? Honestly, this makes me wanna cry. Wish the part two is coming soon LOL. Wish the characters will meet on the next part.
Lesson???? always learn to appreciate every single and big thing that others have done unto you.
Edward and Bella were classmates since first year to third year high school. Edward used to impress Bella, anything that could make her near to him. Even teasing her with other guys, he did it. Bella was very innocent about his feeling she thought it was just natural and normal for a classmates to do it, since most of her classmates tease her too. She's like used to that kind of stuff.
That was 2 decades ago, there was no xerox copier at their school at that time, so the students were forced to copy everything from the blackboard through their hands. The teacher will copy it on blackboard and so do students to their notebooks. They copy four to five pages most of the time.
Since the teacher was not checking the notebooks whether the students were really copying or not. Edward always took Bella's notebook and copied the notes on the blackboard for her. Four to five pages or so can be hurt to your hand, so maybe he wants to help her. He used to borrow her notebook after school and copy it again to his notebook so that later on, on the next day he has a notes when the teacher discuss what they've copied.
Edward is very gentleman, decent, brilliant, handsome, quiet type of guy and smart. While Bella is plain, not pretty not ugly either just okay. She's decent too, brilliant, quiet and serious to her study. They have so much similarities.
Everyday they were the same, no courting or whatever just to let Bella knows what he feel. Bella has really no idea that she is hurting his feeling, but he can't blame her because he is coward to tell her the truth.
Well, she is his first love that's why he really has no idea what to do. He is very shy and coward to court her, he prefers to keep it to himself until Bella decides to transfer to other school and left him heart broken. Bella still have no idea about what he felt for her.
Since then they have no more communication.
While they were away from each other, Bella started to think about him. And started to appreciate what he did to her. Copying everything on the blackboard for her, but when their other classmates asked him to copy for them he didn't took it. He treated her so special. That's when she realized that Edward has a special feeling for her but of course she's not sure about it. Maybe it was just her who think that way.
She really wants to see him, have his number but she has no one ask about him. He's always in her mind, he makes her smile when she remember their past. Until she think she's falling with him too, but it's too late.
After a decade, one of their classmates text Bella. Just saying hi and hello and they talked about their lives till they reached the topic about love life. Jessica - their classmate's name, told her about herself and Edward. She told her that they've been together before but they're already broke up.
Bella's heart was racing so fast, she asked Jessica where he is, why they broke up and where is he working.
Jessica gave her a news about him. Edward is a Marine now, she said he is handsome and very tall. Bella was so happy to hear it, but then Jessica told her they broke up because he already has a wife and the girl is already having their baby. They don't have formal break up, since they were away from each other because of his work. They were just broke up through cellphone.
Bella was like too weak when she heard about it, she has no more reason to think about him or to wait for him. He is already has a family and being with him is not gonna happen anymore.
On their last conversation Jessica told her "you know what? he used to talk about you all the time" that's when she realized how Edward loved her before or maybe till now but he is also have no news about her. Remembering her the way she does about him is an answer to her question and a confirmation they are both in love with each other.
She was so happy to hear about it, at the same time she was heart broken that her wish to be with him won't ever happen anymore.
She thinks that when they only have a communication maybe Edward is still single or maybe they are together. How she wish Edward has a news about her, for that maybe he didn't decide to get married for other girl.
Until now Edward and Bella still have no communication. Bella starts to accept it and be thankful for that memories she have of him. Such a great memories that will treasure as long as she lives. He's part of her life and she knows she's been part of his life too.
They are physically away from each other but in their minds and in their hearts they are always together and in love to each other no matter what will happen. She is his first love and he is her first love too. First love never dies right??? the love between them will always be in their heart and no one could ever take that away from them.
What a sad story isn't it? Honestly, this makes me wanna cry. Wish the part two is coming soon LOL. Wish the characters will meet on the next part.
Lesson???? always learn to appreciate every single and big thing that others have done unto you.
9/21/10
I want to save my life
I really wanna take it back but I can't. What am I gonna do now???? I want to be positive, I still have time I know that. Better late than never right? I hope next year I can go to Australia. Please pray for me. Help me save my Life.
I really hope everything is gonna be fine soon. I don't have to be felt so lost, I will put my trust to God.
I really hope everything is gonna be fine soon. I don't have to be felt so lost, I will put my trust to God.
I want to go to Australia now
Sorry about my previous post. I'm really sad and feel so miserable about the status of my life. I regret so much for letting this happened. I'm such a coward and I always put the fear on the top of everything. That's the big reason why I didn't succeed. I wanna punch myself so fucking hard, I want to awake myself from this shit dreams. I want to change, I want to do something but I just didn't know how and where to start.
My sister keeps on telling me that maybe next couple of months we will start processing your paper so I can go to Australia. But God until now I'm still here, still can't find a work because of that. I supposed to go to Australia last year, they told me to prepare for the IELTS. Instead of finding a job, I didn't coz I prepared for IELTS but after that they told me I'm not going with my sister. She will go alone without me :( She is older than me so they will take her first.
I've waited for so long, I didn't find a job knowing they will start processing my visa. Now they are telling me, early next year. Hope this one will be sure, I really wanna go there, I want to start living. As time goes by I'm getting old, it's time to start my career and work so hard. I want to fill up those missing years I've been free out of work.
To my sister please, do anything to take me here :( I'll pay you later as long as I'm done with my study and have work. Please, I'm so old now I want to work and reach my dreams. I want to start it right now, I'm already late. PLEASE!
My sister keeps on telling me that maybe next couple of months we will start processing your paper so I can go to Australia. But God until now I'm still here, still can't find a work because of that. I supposed to go to Australia last year, they told me to prepare for the IELTS. Instead of finding a job, I didn't coz I prepared for IELTS but after that they told me I'm not going with my sister. She will go alone without me :( She is older than me so they will take her first.
I've waited for so long, I didn't find a job knowing they will start processing my visa. Now they are telling me, early next year. Hope this one will be sure, I really wanna go there, I want to start living. As time goes by I'm getting old, it's time to start my career and work so hard. I want to fill up those missing years I've been free out of work.
To my sister please, do anything to take me here :( I'll pay you later as long as I'm done with my study and have work. Please, I'm so old now I want to work and reach my dreams. I want to start it right now, I'm already late. PLEASE!
9/17/10
we are born to be this way
Life is wonderful if you know how to handle it. Problems, disappointments and frustrations are part of being a human. We can't avoid them, each and everyone of us has each own challenge in life. All we have to do is to be strong and face all of them positively and with love. If you think your problem is very tough, always remember that there are bunch of people out there who are facing more than what you have.
We are born to be a fighter of what we so called life. There is no reason to give up, as long as we have someone around who loved us and will love us. I know saying all these things are easy but doing it aren't.
Thinking positive things help us to be strong and be inspired. We need these, we need people who will lift us up when we are down or when we feel sad and weak. This is just a word but it can make you incredibly different the way you respond to your problem. Live life by accepting what you are and what you have.
We are born to be a fighter of what we so called life. There is no reason to give up, as long as we have someone around who loved us and will love us. I know saying all these things are easy but doing it aren't.
Thinking positive things help us to be strong and be inspired. We need these, we need people who will lift us up when we are down or when we feel sad and weak. This is just a word but it can make you incredibly different the way you respond to your problem. Live life by accepting what you are and what you have.
9/13/10
5 Ways to improve your English
English plays big role in our lives. We need to have a competitive English for us to find a good job and adequate salary for ourselves and for our family. In order to master your grammar, you need to learn and study hard. So what are the different ways to improve your English?? read my tips below.
Note: in watching movies, try to watch it 3-5 times without subtitles and then watch it again with subtitles. Check your listening if what you've heard is correct.
Make Speaking, reading, listening and writing english as your daily habit! I hope my tips help you improve your english! Good luck with your study. We can do it!!!
FirstRead English books, if there's an audio book it's better. Read comics, magazines, newspaper, anything that you could read as long as it is written in English. For instance, reading billboards, sign boards, etc. If you have a favorite book it is advisable to read it 5-10 times, it can help you familiarize each word and save it deeply to your mind.
SecondWatch english movies, tv series, news, interviews, any videos as long as it is english. You can find english videos at youtube, try to listen to the conversation. Understand what they are saying and follow their pronunciation.
Note: in watching movies, try to watch it 3-5 times without subtitles and then watch it again with subtitles. Check your listening if what you've heard is correct.
ThirdListen to English news on radio. Listening to english music can help too, try to understand the lyrics and the usage of the words. Listen to music or any audio when you are on your way to school or work. For example if you are on the bus, don't waste your time sitting why don't you turn on your cellphone or ipod and listen to it.
FourthBlogging can help a lot. Try to create a blogsite and blog your life or anything you want to say. Remember using those words you've learned everyday can help you remember the word, its meaning at the same time its usage. As months, weeks or even days pass by we tend to forget some words we learned. Through blogging, it can help you minimize the number of words lose. In addition, you can also write poems, short stories, fan fiction or writing song lyrics.
FifthTalk to anyone from other countries. When you are talking to foreigners you are force to speak english otherwise they can't understand you. Having an online friends is another way of learning english. There are millions of english site out there, why don't you try to sign up and start chatting to other people who are also learning english?
Make Speaking, reading, listening and writing english as your daily habit! I hope my tips help you improve your english! Good luck with your study. We can do it!!!
My english is improve, yay!
I could feel it, my english is bit improve now. When I re-read my old post I noticed some of my grammar are wrong, especially the tenses. I did not edit it though, to make it right. I think it's better not to correct it so I could learn from my mistakes. Blogging helps a lot to improve my grammar, hope as I continue doing this my grammar will be great soon.
On my next blog I will write something about what I've done to make my english bit better. I know, my vocabulary's still limited but I'm on my way of improving it. I will just share to you some tips that can help us learning. So read my next post.
On my next blog I will write something about what I've done to make my english bit better. I know, my vocabulary's still limited but I'm on my way of improving it. I will just share to you some tips that can help us learning. So read my next post.
My twilight stuff
LOL this is what my Room wall looks like, I also have an eclipse poster across this but I'm lazy to find that pic :D Anyways, I love looking at it whenever I'm bored, it's mind blowing lol. I bought nothing out of that, my sister bought it all and send it to me. She really knows how obsessed I am with Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart and the twilight saga series. We don't have any twilight stuff here in my place, imagine how fucking boring my place is. Thanks to my sister for sending those stuffs.
In this picture you can see my twilight books and magazines. I've got many twilight stuff here, but I didn't put it here. It's time wasted to arrange, I paste it somewhere and hard to take it and put it back again so I only put those easy to put back like these. I also have a twilight t-shirt but I couldn't find it. My sister bought all of these. She used to buy magazines and every time she saw Robsten photos she rip them off and send it to me lol. Weird and funny!!!!
9/12/10
English people are romantic too
Oh ROb you are so romantic. I really find English/American people as wild and not romantic before. But then when I started watching their movies, I kind of loving it and gradually I know their lifestyles. When I know about Robsten, I became their hugest fan and joined the whole world to witness their on/off screen romance. Now, I know how romantic they are, though honestly it surprised me for the first time.
Okay, let's proceed to Robsten love story. The story that I find very romantic lol. Here we go, that time Kristen is filming her new movie "On the Road" in Montreal. What surprised us is the picture of Kristen with Rob's bestfriend TomStu, which actually caught together several times. People started to react and think that Kristen is dating Rob's best friend. But then later, there were articles confirming that TomStu is also a cast on the movie "On the road" that news calms people down LOL.
In the next day, omg! paparazzi caught Rob wearing "get off my dick" t-shirt in Montreal lol that shirt is in fairness so hot "ROTFL*
The day after that Rob was again caught leaning on Kristen's forehead, like you can guess what's gonna happen next lol, it looked like he's about to kiss Kristen but unluckily there's no picture after the "forehead to forehead" it looks so sweet though, they both smiling like true happiness, you can see it in their eyes and face.
Then the big day comes when the "smooching" pictures comes out! facebook and twitter were like going to explode when everyone saw it. RObsten is so on!!!
So the sweetest thing there is when Rob visit Kristen on the set of her new movie as soon as he finished his "Water for elephant" movie alongside Reese Witherspoon. He went to Montreal and spent a week there with his girlfriend and then they both flight back to LA together. That's so sweet, wasn't it???! Love it, love them!
RObsten is so "ON"
Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are officially together!!! This is great news yet. The duo who are known as Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan in the phenomenon vampire romance Twilight saga by Stephenie Meyer. The romance started on screen, it blossom and blossom till finally they fell in love in real life. Thanks to millions of fans from all over the world for the undying support and prayer for these two. So now Robsten fans our prayer has been answered! yay!!
Fans from every part of the world including me:) are begging and praying that Robsten will be together forever. The "together" has been answered already, hope the "forever" will be heard too *fingers crossed* I really like them, this is my first time to be obsessed like this, like crazy in love with Robsten. Sounds weird but I'm not ashamed to tell the world about my obsession. They inspired me and changed my life to a better one maybe more exciting one, so how could I be shy right?
Actually, there wasn't really a verbal confirmation from Kristen and Rob that they are dating. The confirmation I'm talking about here is the picture taken by the paparazzi. Robsten caught off guard smooching at the house party, so isn't that enough to say that they are dating? These two are very private, they don't need to shout to tell the world "yes we are dating". That picture is the answer to everybody's question.
Those people who still think that Robsten are just friends are stupid, I mean com'on open your eyes and just accept the fact that these two are in love with each other. If you are one of those nonstens then that's none of my/our freakin' business.
I am enjoying my life now, and in love with Robsten. I really hope they will stay together forever coz they are meant for each other, they are perfect for each other. I just can't imagine Rob with someone else and so does Kristen. They created for each other!!!
I missed blogging
It's been ages since I last posted a blog, I'm just too lazy and was hooked up at other sites especially twitter and facebook. Those sites are just simply awesome, I get a kick out of staying there all the time. There's nothing special there though, it's just my online friends who keeps me stay there. Once I entered at that two sites I find hard to get out. Especially when my best buds are online.
Tweeting and facebooking are the awesomeness job ever LOL. I just wish there's a job like that, haha. Anyways, I really have nothing to say in this post. This is just a warm up so i could I start blogging the coolest thing which I'm still thinking what should that be LOL.
OMG I missed the whole month of August, I just noticed it when I saw my blog archive. It's a big evidence that I was here for so long grrrrr! I need to wrote more blogs so I could fill up those absences.
Anyway, Pollene..bitch where are you? are you still interested to continue your blogspot?? well, I think not. That's okay though. You don't need to have one, your english is already good and besides you have foreign friends who you can talk with. Just continue talking to them bitch and you will notice how excellent your english are one day.
Tweeting and facebooking are the awesomeness job ever LOL. I just wish there's a job like that, haha. Anyways, I really have nothing to say in this post. This is just a warm up so i could I start blogging the coolest thing which I'm still thinking what should that be LOL.
OMG I missed the whole month of August, I just noticed it when I saw my blog archive. It's a big evidence that I was here for so long grrrrr! I need to wrote more blogs so I could fill up those absences.
Anyway, Pollene..bitch where are you? are you still interested to continue your blogspot?? well, I think not. That's okay though. You don't need to have one, your english is already good and besides you have foreign friends who you can talk with. Just continue talking to them bitch and you will notice how excellent your english are one day.
I learned from life
Sometimes we realize we're in the middle of nowhere. We don't know who we are, what we like, who we want to be with and where we should go. We want to fix our life but we don't know where to start, we freak out, lose our way, we give up and end up to a miserable life.
Being unknown to yourself is I think natural to us - people. Don't give up, don't think negative, be optimistic instead. If you think you are too late to do things, why don't you start it now "it's better late than never" remember??!
In this world, not all of us are lucky to receive glory in early age, although I confess there are lots of people who are lucky enough to have them early. So what?! instead of wasting your time thinking negative things why don't you start doing stuff that would lead you to your glory?
Let them be happy for what they received, just be happy for them. Have a good heart and work hard then you will notice how the glory comes into your hand.
Being unknown to yourself is I think natural to us - people. Don't give up, don't think negative, be optimistic instead. If you think you are too late to do things, why don't you start it now "it's better late than never" remember??!
In this world, not all of us are lucky to receive glory in early age, although I confess there are lots of people who are lucky enough to have them early. So what?! instead of wasting your time thinking negative things why don't you start doing stuff that would lead you to your glory?
Let them be happy for what they received, just be happy for them. Have a good heart and work hard then you will notice how the glory comes into your hand.
Negative attitude
I used to not believe in what they so called black sheep of the family, but due to what's happening with my family sometimes I really want to believe that in every family....well, not all family I mean has this black sheep.
I know, this is unacceptable when one of your siblings heard you saying "you are the black sheep of our family" coz no matter how bad they are or how extremely wrong they did they are still part of my family and anyhow they've done something good. It's not worth to tell them that phrase, although sometimes they go beyond the limit.
One of my sibling is you know something like this, I tried not to think her this way but sometimes when you are angry and overloaded by those crap you've heard you can't think any excuses.
My sister is like understandable, like you don't know what makes her happy and sad, thankful and angry. She's like uneasy to talk and to be with. Sometimes, I ask myself why is she like this? why do people having this kind of attitude exist in this world?
I understand what she feel, I've been in this kind of situation before and I know how tough to fight against your will and how to find a way to control yourself. I think our blood line plays a big reason why we react this way. That's unavoidable and tough to handle. But I strongly believe we can pass this attitude if we know how to control ourselves.
I know, this is unacceptable when one of your siblings heard you saying "you are the black sheep of our family" coz no matter how bad they are or how extremely wrong they did they are still part of my family and anyhow they've done something good. It's not worth to tell them that phrase, although sometimes they go beyond the limit.
One of my sibling is you know something like this, I tried not to think her this way but sometimes when you are angry and overloaded by those crap you've heard you can't think any excuses.
My sister is like understandable, like you don't know what makes her happy and sad, thankful and angry. She's like uneasy to talk and to be with. Sometimes, I ask myself why is she like this? why do people having this kind of attitude exist in this world?
I understand what she feel, I've been in this kind of situation before and I know how tough to fight against your will and how to find a way to control yourself. I think our blood line plays a big reason why we react this way. That's unavoidable and tough to handle. But I strongly believe we can pass this attitude if we know how to control ourselves.
9/11/10
My quotes
Not all the time....explaining or reasoning is the solution to a problem, sometimes being silent can give you both peace in mind. Reasoning doesn't mean you win and being silent doesn't mean you loss either.
Every problem that comes into our lives are meant to be happened for us to learn and become stronger.
7/22/10
facebooking till 2am :)
WTF! I went to bed last night at half past 2 in the morning. It made me feel dizzy now. My talkative friend caught me online on facebook at 12 midnight, I think, hehe. This friend of mine got this good sense of humor, we talked tons of topic and all of it were non sense lmao! imagine he told me about his funny dreams, I tell you it sounds crazy. It makes me rolls on the floor laughing! He's teasing me about my obsession with twilight saga and robsten; while I'm teasing him about his chicks! haha. He is so fucking bitchy! And I wanna poke him all the time. He is old enough to have that effing child brain lmao! but I kinda enjoying talking stuff like that as long as there's no rude topics.
That's already morning but I don't mind staying awake the whole night, I'm a nocturnal remember? :) As long as I am enjoying I won't step back on the track. haha!
That's already morning but I don't mind staying awake the whole night, I'm a nocturnal remember? :) As long as I am enjoying I won't step back on the track. haha!
7/11/10
My dream!!!
I woke up late this morning with a big smile on my face. I dreamt about Bella Swan and Edward Cullen cheeesy LMAO! The story was different from the movie or twilight books. It's kind of I am the one inside Bella’s body. It’s one of my favourite dream and I don’t want to forget it, so I’ll write the story below ;D This is a dream.... :)
I wrote it as a fanfiction.
I wrote it as a fanfiction.
Edward and Bella - My FanFiction
Fan Fiction
By: Arlene
Edward is a teacher and Bella is his student. Every day they meet and get to know each other. Bella fell in love with him since the very first day she saw Edward, but she has no idea if Edward cares for her too. She always get hurt whenever Edward didn’t talk to her and just passing through in front of her without any hi or hello to her. But that doesn’t stop her from loving him, even if her heart is bleeding because of him.
In Edward’s perspective, yes he cares so much with this girl but he’s trying to avoid her because he knows exactly that Bella will only get hurt. He is not human, he is a vampire and he thinks that Bella won’t love him if he will tell her about his kind. That’s why he prefers to stay out of her life by avoiding her all the time.
Edward knows that Bella get hurts every time he did that, he could feel that pain too – in fact that drives him crazy and makes him think how stupid he is for letting that girl he loves hurt because of him.
Edward decided to talk to her, they become friends and they both let that feelings go. Edward told her about his kind, but Bella’s feeling for him doesn’t change even a bit; instead, that makes her love him even more. They were irrevocably and unconditionally in love with each other.
Edward is very protective of her.
Every time their class ends Edward helps her with her stuff and carries them himself. They always did this, till his student and other school staffs noticed what he is doing. It is strictly not allowed for teachers to date their student. But Edward didn’t stop doing all that stuff, though they were both caught kissing not just one time but many times.
They are both aware that it is not allowed to do that inside their school campus. But it’s like if one of them starts to kiss, the other can’t say “NO” they can’t resist the temptation because that’s how they love each other.
One day, Bella is helping her stuff off the table after their class; she saw Edward’s face was blank and so empty. As if he saw something in his mind, Edward has the ability of reading minds aside from Bella. Bella asked him, what’s happening but he didn’t answer it – he’s just like “no, that’s nothing” to her.
They both heading out after school, on their way to his car, Bella saw her friend walking toward them but her friend just only says hi to her and turn to face Edward. That girl starts to talk to Edward in low voice; just enough so Bella can’t hear them.
Bella was confused what they were talking about. After a short talk Edward grabbed her to the rooftop of their school building. When they reached the floor before the rooftop there’s a girl – a witch girl saying something to Edward. Bella can’t understand what they were talking, she’s about to ask Edward but when she turned to face him, Edward already disappeared on her side.
Bella runs upstairs quickly to find Edward, but when she got there she saw Edward leaning on the wall so weak and there’s a blood on his mouth – a blood belong to someone he just sucked – someone who was attempting to kill her. Bella looks so pity when she saw him; she runs closer to him and holds his face to comfort him. She wiped the blood off his mouth and kisses him passionately, he kisses her back.
Next day at school, the principal caught them talking closer to each other at Edward’s room alone. The principal told him if he won’t stop doing it they will fire him from school. Bella’s face was very anxious about Edward being fired from his work because of her. But Edward looked at her eyes saying “It’s okay, it’s okay if they will fire me. But to stay away from you – I can’t let them do that.” Bella bends her body to kiss him satisfied of what he said and he kisses her back. Bella thinks that Edward was right, he is so smart, he knows everything that others can’t, if they fired him, it is easy to find another job again.
~The end~
By: Arlene
Edward is a teacher and Bella is his student. Every day they meet and get to know each other. Bella fell in love with him since the very first day she saw Edward, but she has no idea if Edward cares for her too. She always get hurt whenever Edward didn’t talk to her and just passing through in front of her without any hi or hello to her. But that doesn’t stop her from loving him, even if her heart is bleeding because of him.
In Edward’s perspective, yes he cares so much with this girl but he’s trying to avoid her because he knows exactly that Bella will only get hurt. He is not human, he is a vampire and he thinks that Bella won’t love him if he will tell her about his kind. That’s why he prefers to stay out of her life by avoiding her all the time.
Edward knows that Bella get hurts every time he did that, he could feel that pain too – in fact that drives him crazy and makes him think how stupid he is for letting that girl he loves hurt because of him.
Edward decided to talk to her, they become friends and they both let that feelings go. Edward told her about his kind, but Bella’s feeling for him doesn’t change even a bit; instead, that makes her love him even more. They were irrevocably and unconditionally in love with each other.
Edward is very protective of her.
Every time their class ends Edward helps her with her stuff and carries them himself. They always did this, till his student and other school staffs noticed what he is doing. It is strictly not allowed for teachers to date their student. But Edward didn’t stop doing all that stuff, though they were both caught kissing not just one time but many times.
They are both aware that it is not allowed to do that inside their school campus. But it’s like if one of them starts to kiss, the other can’t say “NO” they can’t resist the temptation because that’s how they love each other.
One day, Bella is helping her stuff off the table after their class; she saw Edward’s face was blank and so empty. As if he saw something in his mind, Edward has the ability of reading minds aside from Bella. Bella asked him, what’s happening but he didn’t answer it – he’s just like “no, that’s nothing” to her.
They both heading out after school, on their way to his car, Bella saw her friend walking toward them but her friend just only says hi to her and turn to face Edward. That girl starts to talk to Edward in low voice; just enough so Bella can’t hear them.
Bella was confused what they were talking about. After a short talk Edward grabbed her to the rooftop of their school building. When they reached the floor before the rooftop there’s a girl – a witch girl saying something to Edward. Bella can’t understand what they were talking, she’s about to ask Edward but when she turned to face him, Edward already disappeared on her side.
Bella runs upstairs quickly to find Edward, but when she got there she saw Edward leaning on the wall so weak and there’s a blood on his mouth – a blood belong to someone he just sucked – someone who was attempting to kill her. Bella looks so pity when she saw him; she runs closer to him and holds his face to comfort him. She wiped the blood off his mouth and kisses him passionately, he kisses her back.
Next day at school, the principal caught them talking closer to each other at Edward’s room alone. The principal told him if he won’t stop doing it they will fire him from school. Bella’s face was very anxious about Edward being fired from his work because of her. But Edward looked at her eyes saying “It’s okay, it’s okay if they will fire me. But to stay away from you – I can’t let them do that.” Bella bends her body to kiss him satisfied of what he said and he kisses her back. Bella thinks that Edward was right, he is so smart, he knows everything that others can’t, if they fired him, it is easy to find another job again.
~The end~
6/24/10
Second time around
This is my first attempt to write a fanfic :) it sounds boring so I'd better not to finish this one :(
Chapter 1
My name is Shaira Kinsley and my family is living in a small town in England, my mother Clarice Kinsley is working as a manager in a bank. Lately, the company where she working offers her to transfer to their other branch in London, Mom was very happy at the same time sad. Happy because working in London will give her high salary, better than she is gaining here in town because the salary rate in the city centre is higher compare to those in small town. What makes her sad is that London is 6 hours away from our place now and Dad is working here, there’s no doubt that dad won’t come in London. I know how complicated that was for my mom and I myself can’t even decide which to choose.
Mom opens the talk about the offers during our dinner. “That’s good news, go for it!” dad said as soon as mom finished, it was a surprised to hear that from dad. “Plenty of people out there begging to have that opportunity, now that you have it” dad continued thinking what the best word to say next to his sentence. “...go take it! I mean I think that’s the best way. Shaira is almost done with her high school, we need to prepare for her college tuition”.
Mom sighed, relieved for what my dad's reaction, but still she did not comment.
“Yes I know how lucky I am to have this opportunity, but what I’m worrying about is you and Shaira” mom said as she looked at dad and then looked at me when she spoke my name.
“You should take Shaira with you, I won’t let you stay there alone anyway” Dad said in a concern way. “It’s not that I like you both to stay away from me, but we have a house there besides one more year to go then Shaira will graduate on high school. It’s better for her to adjust in a new environment early and it’s easy for her to get some information with regard to her college schools and courses” dad said while looking back and forth between mom and I. He seemed sure about his decisions and what brought him decide to let mom go is because of me, my school, my college, my future.
I’ve been studying in London since nursery till 3rd grader. We only moved from London when my dad reassigned in this town, but we’re originally live in London.
After our dinner, I helped mom to clean the table up. “Mom, just leave the plate in the sink and I’ll do the dishes” I called as I gather the glass off the table. As soon as I’m done doing the dishes, I went straight to my room leaving mom and dad in the living room. Perhaps they were still talking about mom’s work.
“Goodnight mom, dad” I called as I went upstairs.
“Goodnight too honey” mom called after me.
“Goodnight” dad said.
CHAPTER 2
Dad dropped us off to the airport. And they hug and kissed, I kissed him goodbye after mom.
“Bye dad, hope you visit us there in the weekend” I said with a little smile, so he won’t be that sad.
“Yes I will honey if I’m not busy at work of course” he answered a little bit sad. I can see it through his eyes and the way he said the phrase. He put his arm over mom’s shoulder “Call me when you get there” he said looking at mom’s eyes.
As we reached our house, mom took the key from her bag while I’m standing behind her looking up and down and across the garden. I missed this place so much.
As the door opened mom grabbed her bag one by one, I left mine in the porch and help her bag get in first and then she helped me with mine. We stopped in the living room first and we both examining the house. “The house is still the same, isn't it?” she said as she looked at the ceiling. “yeah, it's still looks new” I said.
“Okay, go and check your room see if it’s okay” mom told to me and went to the kitchen to perhaps check if everything’s fine or if there’s any broken or anything that would need a repair. I went upstairs heading to my old room which is my new room now. I opened the door and saw all my stuff; everything is in place aside from the dust. Though the dust is not that thick because mom, dad and I went here 2 months ago and dad paid someone to clean up the whole house. I think it will only take a day to remove all the dust off and fix all my stuff.
After a week of cleaning, I feel relieved though honestly my whole body is paining. It’s already 7:30 in the morning but I don’t want to get up yet, I’m too tired to move. I yawned many times but I can’t sleep again either.
“Hey honey, are you awake?” mom called knocking the door.
“Come in” I answered and then I sat down.
“Good morning honey, ohh I know how tired you are, your breakfast is ready I left it on the table” mom said concerned, she seems noticed how tired I am.
“Oh mom, thank you. I’m okay, so are you going now?” I asked when I saw her wearing formal dress.
“Yeah honey, I have an orientation for my new job, I’ll be out the whole day, are you okay being alone here?” she said and sat down on my bed. I could see how sorry she is living me alone in this big house.
“yeah of course mom, don’t worry about that” I lied, honestly I don’t want her to go at the moment, but it will only make her more sad and worried.
“Okay, I have to go now the taxi is waiting outside” she said and then she kissed my forehead and closed the door.
I got up and went to the bathroom while tying my hair. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and then went downstairs for breakfast. As soon as I’m done with my breakfast, I watched movie in the living room and then when I get bored I turned on my ipod or find a good book on the shelve. This is what I’m doing the whole week alone without mom.
In the morning I went to school and enrolled myself as a senior student at Harlbor High School.
I’m just finished helping myself when I heard the horn, that was mom, couple of hours ago she called me to prepare myself because she will going to pick me up after her work for dinner.
I gathered my things with me and run downstairs. Mom was sitting inside the taxi. I opened the door and joined her.
“How’s your day?” mom asked after I kissed her.
“It’s good, I went to the school this morning and I’m done with everything. I mean I’m enrolled and I’m only waiting till the class will be started” I said greatly.
“That’s great honey, so when will your classes start?” She said proudly and excited about my new school.
“On June seven, that will be next week” I said.
As we ate, mom and I talked about school stuff, her new work, things to buy and things to do and all that.
From the restaurant mom and I stopped at the supermarket to buy some foods to stock in our house. In our way home, the rain is so heavy and the wind is blowing the tress hardly. I wondered if the driver can even see the road ‘cause all I can see is fog I can’t see the road. But instead of asking him, I preferred to keep it to myself and sit still at the backseat.
Mom and I were both wet and so I took a shower right away and dry my hair and curled up on my bed as the lightning flash through the glass of my window. It’s very cold and it’s so nice to sleep having this weather.
CHAPTER 3
This is it, my first day of school. Mom dropped me off in front of my school on her way to office. I went straight to the information to ask ‘where’s the room 301’ that’s my first subject. When I reached the room 301, I sat on the available seat right at the middle. I sat very still, quiet, shy and nervous. I can’t explain my feeling ‘cause at the same time I am excited, excited to know new people and have new friends.
Most of my classmates knew each other, as they were studying here since freshmen. When I turn my side, my classmate smiled at me, I smiled back.
“Hi, are you new here? Haven’t seen your face before” the girl on my right side asked me.
“Hi, yeah I’m new student here. I’m Shaira by the way” I answered her, bit shy.
“That’s cool, I’m Katherine. Nice to meet you Shaira” She said offering her hand to shake with me.
“Nice to meet you too Katherine” I shake with her and give her a smile.
The teacher appeared at the door and so we stopped talking.
“Good morning class, I am Mr. Wickfrey your English teacher” he said and then smiled. He turned to write his name to the blackboard, for us to know the right spelling of his last name, I think.
Each of us stands in front of the room one by one to introduce ourselves. Some of my classmates are giggling, and teasing each other. I think they were also classmates last year that’s why.
The bell rang and my classmates stood up and walked to the door at the same time. I stood up as soon as I saw a space to get out. I went to my next subject and most of my classmates in English are also my classmates in Science and almost all my subjects. We ended up into introducing ourselves in our first day of school in each subject. It’s pretty boring but this is expectable to happen. I mean this is what we always do in our first day right?
I went straight to house as soon as my class ended. I was tired the whole day at school. I came up alone in the house, mom is not here yet. I headed to my room, put my bag on the study table and changed my clothes. I sat there for a moment and then I went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to look what meal to cook for dinner. I took the pork chop and put it in the bowl and wait to till it was defrost so I can start cooking. I yanked the oven and put the sliced bread in and then turn it on. I took a bottle of lemonade inside the refrigerator and opened it. I’m about the drink when the telephone rang. I put it down on the table and run to the living room where the telephone is placed.
“Hello?” I asked.
“Shai, it’s mom. Just wanna tell you not to cook; I’ll buy cooked food for dinner tonight”. She said, directly. I know she’s in a rush as she is still in the office.
“Okay mom, take care”. I said after her.
“Thank you. Bye honey” she said and then hung up the phone.
I went back to the kitchen and yanked the oven door open. I took the bread and put it on the plate and turn to the sink to take the pork chop back to the refrigerator. Perhaps mom knows that I’m tired on my first day of school that’s why she let me free from cooking tonight. I don’t mind cooking though, I’m tired but I’m okay I can still cook.
When I opened my eyes I saw the light coming in through my window, I thought I was late already. I took my mobile and check the time, it was 6:50am I am not late. I had my alarm at 7am, it means I woke up early than my alarm; I got up and went to the bathroom.
On the second day of school, I got Katherine and Jeanna and Mitch as my new friends. I shared my lunch with them.
As days passed by I got to know all my classmates better and better.
NOTE: I will continue this story later :P
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Chapter 1
My name is Shaira Kinsley and my family is living in a small town in England, my mother Clarice Kinsley is working as a manager in a bank. Lately, the company where she working offers her to transfer to their other branch in London, Mom was very happy at the same time sad. Happy because working in London will give her high salary, better than she is gaining here in town because the salary rate in the city centre is higher compare to those in small town. What makes her sad is that London is 6 hours away from our place now and Dad is working here, there’s no doubt that dad won’t come in London. I know how complicated that was for my mom and I myself can’t even decide which to choose.
Mom opens the talk about the offers during our dinner. “That’s good news, go for it!” dad said as soon as mom finished, it was a surprised to hear that from dad. “Plenty of people out there begging to have that opportunity, now that you have it” dad continued thinking what the best word to say next to his sentence. “...go take it! I mean I think that’s the best way. Shaira is almost done with her high school, we need to prepare for her college tuition”.
Mom sighed, relieved for what my dad's reaction, but still she did not comment.
“Yes I know how lucky I am to have this opportunity, but what I’m worrying about is you and Shaira” mom said as she looked at dad and then looked at me when she spoke my name.
“You should take Shaira with you, I won’t let you stay there alone anyway” Dad said in a concern way. “It’s not that I like you both to stay away from me, but we have a house there besides one more year to go then Shaira will graduate on high school. It’s better for her to adjust in a new environment early and it’s easy for her to get some information with regard to her college schools and courses” dad said while looking back and forth between mom and I. He seemed sure about his decisions and what brought him decide to let mom go is because of me, my school, my college, my future.
I’ve been studying in London since nursery till 3rd grader. We only moved from London when my dad reassigned in this town, but we’re originally live in London.
After our dinner, I helped mom to clean the table up. “Mom, just leave the plate in the sink and I’ll do the dishes” I called as I gather the glass off the table. As soon as I’m done doing the dishes, I went straight to my room leaving mom and dad in the living room. Perhaps they were still talking about mom’s work.
“Goodnight mom, dad” I called as I went upstairs.
“Goodnight too honey” mom called after me.
“Goodnight” dad said.
CHAPTER 2
Dad dropped us off to the airport. And they hug and kissed, I kissed him goodbye after mom.
“Bye dad, hope you visit us there in the weekend” I said with a little smile, so he won’t be that sad.
“Yes I will honey if I’m not busy at work of course” he answered a little bit sad. I can see it through his eyes and the way he said the phrase. He put his arm over mom’s shoulder “Call me when you get there” he said looking at mom’s eyes.
As we reached our house, mom took the key from her bag while I’m standing behind her looking up and down and across the garden. I missed this place so much.
As the door opened mom grabbed her bag one by one, I left mine in the porch and help her bag get in first and then she helped me with mine. We stopped in the living room first and we both examining the house. “The house is still the same, isn't it?” she said as she looked at the ceiling. “yeah, it's still looks new” I said.
“Okay, go and check your room see if it’s okay” mom told to me and went to the kitchen to perhaps check if everything’s fine or if there’s any broken or anything that would need a repair. I went upstairs heading to my old room which is my new room now. I opened the door and saw all my stuff; everything is in place aside from the dust. Though the dust is not that thick because mom, dad and I went here 2 months ago and dad paid someone to clean up the whole house. I think it will only take a day to remove all the dust off and fix all my stuff.
After a week of cleaning, I feel relieved though honestly my whole body is paining. It’s already 7:30 in the morning but I don’t want to get up yet, I’m too tired to move. I yawned many times but I can’t sleep again either.
“Hey honey, are you awake?” mom called knocking the door.
“Come in” I answered and then I sat down.
“Good morning honey, ohh I know how tired you are, your breakfast is ready I left it on the table” mom said concerned, she seems noticed how tired I am.
“Oh mom, thank you. I’m okay, so are you going now?” I asked when I saw her wearing formal dress.
“Yeah honey, I have an orientation for my new job, I’ll be out the whole day, are you okay being alone here?” she said and sat down on my bed. I could see how sorry she is living me alone in this big house.
“yeah of course mom, don’t worry about that” I lied, honestly I don’t want her to go at the moment, but it will only make her more sad and worried.
“Okay, I have to go now the taxi is waiting outside” she said and then she kissed my forehead and closed the door.
I got up and went to the bathroom while tying my hair. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and then went downstairs for breakfast. As soon as I’m done with my breakfast, I watched movie in the living room and then when I get bored I turned on my ipod or find a good book on the shelve. This is what I’m doing the whole week alone without mom.
In the morning I went to school and enrolled myself as a senior student at Harlbor High School.
I’m just finished helping myself when I heard the horn, that was mom, couple of hours ago she called me to prepare myself because she will going to pick me up after her work for dinner.
I gathered my things with me and run downstairs. Mom was sitting inside the taxi. I opened the door and joined her.
“How’s your day?” mom asked after I kissed her.
“It’s good, I went to the school this morning and I’m done with everything. I mean I’m enrolled and I’m only waiting till the class will be started” I said greatly.
“That’s great honey, so when will your classes start?” She said proudly and excited about my new school.
“On June seven, that will be next week” I said.
As we ate, mom and I talked about school stuff, her new work, things to buy and things to do and all that.
From the restaurant mom and I stopped at the supermarket to buy some foods to stock in our house. In our way home, the rain is so heavy and the wind is blowing the tress hardly. I wondered if the driver can even see the road ‘cause all I can see is fog I can’t see the road. But instead of asking him, I preferred to keep it to myself and sit still at the backseat.
Mom and I were both wet and so I took a shower right away and dry my hair and curled up on my bed as the lightning flash through the glass of my window. It’s very cold and it’s so nice to sleep having this weather.
CHAPTER 3
This is it, my first day of school. Mom dropped me off in front of my school on her way to office. I went straight to the information to ask ‘where’s the room 301’ that’s my first subject. When I reached the room 301, I sat on the available seat right at the middle. I sat very still, quiet, shy and nervous. I can’t explain my feeling ‘cause at the same time I am excited, excited to know new people and have new friends.
Most of my classmates knew each other, as they were studying here since freshmen. When I turn my side, my classmate smiled at me, I smiled back.
“Hi, are you new here? Haven’t seen your face before” the girl on my right side asked me.
“Hi, yeah I’m new student here. I’m Shaira by the way” I answered her, bit shy.
“That’s cool, I’m Katherine. Nice to meet you Shaira” She said offering her hand to shake with me.
“Nice to meet you too Katherine” I shake with her and give her a smile.
The teacher appeared at the door and so we stopped talking.
“Good morning class, I am Mr. Wickfrey your English teacher” he said and then smiled. He turned to write his name to the blackboard, for us to know the right spelling of his last name, I think.
Each of us stands in front of the room one by one to introduce ourselves. Some of my classmates are giggling, and teasing each other. I think they were also classmates last year that’s why.
The bell rang and my classmates stood up and walked to the door at the same time. I stood up as soon as I saw a space to get out. I went to my next subject and most of my classmates in English are also my classmates in Science and almost all my subjects. We ended up into introducing ourselves in our first day of school in each subject. It’s pretty boring but this is expectable to happen. I mean this is what we always do in our first day right?
I went straight to house as soon as my class ended. I was tired the whole day at school. I came up alone in the house, mom is not here yet. I headed to my room, put my bag on the study table and changed my clothes. I sat there for a moment and then I went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to look what meal to cook for dinner. I took the pork chop and put it in the bowl and wait to till it was defrost so I can start cooking. I yanked the oven and put the sliced bread in and then turn it on. I took a bottle of lemonade inside the refrigerator and opened it. I’m about the drink when the telephone rang. I put it down on the table and run to the living room where the telephone is placed.
“Hello?” I asked.
“Shai, it’s mom. Just wanna tell you not to cook; I’ll buy cooked food for dinner tonight”. She said, directly. I know she’s in a rush as she is still in the office.
“Okay mom, take care”. I said after her.
“Thank you. Bye honey” she said and then hung up the phone.
I went back to the kitchen and yanked the oven door open. I took the bread and put it on the plate and turn to the sink to take the pork chop back to the refrigerator. Perhaps mom knows that I’m tired on my first day of school that’s why she let me free from cooking tonight. I don’t mind cooking though, I’m tired but I’m okay I can still cook.
When I opened my eyes I saw the light coming in through my window, I thought I was late already. I took my mobile and check the time, it was 6:50am I am not late. I had my alarm at 7am, it means I woke up early than my alarm; I got up and went to the bathroom.
On the second day of school, I got Katherine and Jeanna and Mitch as my new friends. I shared my lunch with them.
As days passed by I got to know all my classmates better and better.
NOTE: I will continue this story later :P
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My new hobby?
Yesterday was a boring day and I don't know what to do. I just stayed here in my room thinking what to do, there's a lot of things to do but I don't know which one to start. Early this morning, I was like "what if I write a story" like a fan fiction, s short story - something like that. I woke up having this thoughts on my mind. As soon as I'm done doing girl stuffs, I turned my computer on and started writing a story. Of course before I started to write I have to think first, what to write, lmao.
I wrote 6 pages this day and I'm way too far to the ending. I'm actually on the beginning of the love story 'cause I mean the two characters haven't met yet.
I realized how hard making a story, haha. Every minute I changed my mind and I have to delete the story again. The situation is keep on changing. I guess this is just normal, this is my first story to make so I know this is going to be bad. Someday if I reread the story again, it might be sounds funny and awkward. But anyway, I am hoping that this story will be finished sooner or later. I know I could finish this if I continue to have this enthusiasm.
I think it's awesome to have your own story.
I think through this I can learn and improve my english and at the same time I can improve my skills in writing.
Wish me luck people, haha
I wrote 6 pages this day and I'm way too far to the ending. I'm actually on the beginning of the love story 'cause I mean the two characters haven't met yet.
I realized how hard making a story, haha. Every minute I changed my mind and I have to delete the story again. The situation is keep on changing. I guess this is just normal, this is my first story to make so I know this is going to be bad. Someday if I reread the story again, it might be sounds funny and awkward. But anyway, I am hoping that this story will be finished sooner or later. I know I could finish this if I continue to have this enthusiasm.
I think it's awesome to have your own story.
I think through this I can learn and improve my english and at the same time I can improve my skills in writing.
Wish me luck people, haha
6/23/10
My IELTS result
The day my IELTS result was posted on internet. Here's the story.....
I can't forget that day, it was Friday of May 21, 2010. The day of releasing our results. I can't wait for this day to come, I was very anxious and nervous what the result might be. Thursday afternoon, my mom told me that tomorrow we will going to your uncle's house, 'cause within that week my uncle died and mom has already planned to go there that day, perhaps she made a promise to come there in Friday.
During that night I can't sleep, I'm really nervous 'cause I know how tough the test were. I can't convinced myself to at least calm down as the result is yet to come. I really need to sleep 'cause I'll have to drive long hours in the morning, I fell asleep around 1am - not that bad. I woke up early in the morning, 6am to be specific and right away I turned my computer on and went directly to British council org wherein the result is posted.
Unfortunately, the result was not yet posted. I'm very disappointed, I tried many times and ended up in the same result. My mom called me to take breakfast and get ready 'cause we need to leave early so we could get back in the afternoon. I shut my computer down disappointed and help myself before we took off.
As soon as we got to La Carlota, one of my classmate in review school text me. She said, hey Arlene the results are already posted, go check your result now I have seen mine already. After reading her text, I was like "shit!" and then I asked her, what is your result? and she said 6, she needed 7 but her grandmother said, 6 is okay she can go to London as soon as her papers will be finished.
Again, I don't know what to do. Some of my relatives asked me and I don't know what to say. Most of the time I'm just answering the question without asking them back, like you know entertaining them since we've just seen each other again after a long time. My mind was occupied by my result.
As soon as we reached the house, I went straight to my room and turned on my computer and went directly to British Council org. I typed my candidate number, passport number, birthday and date when I took exam. The result automatically appeared and wallah! hahaha, can see my result now. I'm so happy and satisfied of what I've seen I got 6.5 bandscore. And for me 6.5 is more than to what I really needed. God is really really good.
I told my result to mom right away and I text my sisters in Australia and they're all happy and very proud of me. hahah. I know this is just small for some people but for me it is big. May God continue to showing his blessings upon us!!!!
I can't forget that day, it was Friday of May 21, 2010. The day of releasing our results. I can't wait for this day to come, I was very anxious and nervous what the result might be. Thursday afternoon, my mom told me that tomorrow we will going to your uncle's house, 'cause within that week my uncle died and mom has already planned to go there that day, perhaps she made a promise to come there in Friday.
During that night I can't sleep, I'm really nervous 'cause I know how tough the test were. I can't convinced myself to at least calm down as the result is yet to come. I really need to sleep 'cause I'll have to drive long hours in the morning, I fell asleep around 1am - not that bad. I woke up early in the morning, 6am to be specific and right away I turned my computer on and went directly to British council org wherein the result is posted.
Unfortunately, the result was not yet posted. I'm very disappointed, I tried many times and ended up in the same result. My mom called me to take breakfast and get ready 'cause we need to leave early so we could get back in the afternoon. I shut my computer down disappointed and help myself before we took off.
As soon as we got to La Carlota, one of my classmate in review school text me. She said, hey Arlene the results are already posted, go check your result now I have seen mine already. After reading her text, I was like "shit!" and then I asked her, what is your result? and she said 6, she needed 7 but her grandmother said, 6 is okay she can go to London as soon as her papers will be finished.
Again, I don't know what to do. Some of my relatives asked me and I don't know what to say. Most of the time I'm just answering the question without asking them back, like you know entertaining them since we've just seen each other again after a long time. My mind was occupied by my result.
As soon as we reached the house, I went straight to my room and turned on my computer and went directly to British Council org. I typed my candidate number, passport number, birthday and date when I took exam. The result automatically appeared and wallah! hahaha, can see my result now. I'm so happy and satisfied of what I've seen I got 6.5 bandscore. And for me 6.5 is more than to what I really needed. God is really really good.
I told my result to mom right away and I text my sisters in Australia and they're all happy and very proud of me. hahah. I know this is just small for some people but for me it is big. May God continue to showing his blessings upon us!!!!
6/19/10
Page problem
I kinda like this template for my blog, but there's something wrong with it and I can't make it work right. The post-time box is not working, seriously it's disgusting, it took time for me to change the code but I didn't succeed. As long as I love this template, I will use till I decided to change it to a new one. I will just ignore that failure though I really want to see my site perfectly well and organize.
I think this template fits with my blogs, since I titled it "a diary". I like brown background, just like a rip off pages of a notebook it's pretty cute and romantic.
How ridiculous to post your diary online, right? diary is suppose to be private, but since I prefer to show it publicly then there's no problem about it, I mean there's really nothing wrong with my writings at all. It's just for fun, I don't care who reads it and what they think. But I'm hoping they will enjoy reading some if it. It full of happiness, hatred, sadness, to mention a few.
I think this template fits with my blogs, since I titled it "a diary". I like brown background, just like a rip off pages of a notebook it's pretty cute and romantic.
How ridiculous to post your diary online, right? diary is suppose to be private, but since I prefer to show it publicly then there's no problem about it, I mean there's really nothing wrong with my writings at all. It's just for fun, I don't care who reads it and what they think. But I'm hoping they will enjoy reading some if it. It full of happiness, hatred, sadness, to mention a few.
6/13/10
Today's weather
The weather these couple of days are not quite good. It’s cold and it’s raining continuously, though I always said I love cold weather. This time the wind is blowing so hard and it is noisy, especially during night time, I feel like the roof is gonna fly somewhere. I’m afraid we woke up so bright tomorrow knowing the sun light was finally came out, but the fact is our roof was blew by the wind. haha. That’s horrible.
Anyway, yeah, I am wearing my jacket and pyjama now. I am fully covered, I feel like I want to sleep, but I have to stay awake anyway or else I can’t study my lessons, I’ve wasted my time so much so I think it’s enough. Time to discipline myself before anything went too late. I still have a Month of review for IELTS.
Anyway, yeah, I am wearing my jacket and pyjama now. I am fully covered, I feel like I want to sleep, but I have to stay awake anyway or else I can’t study my lessons, I’ve wasted my time so much so I think it’s enough. Time to discipline myself before anything went too late. I still have a Month of review for IELTS.
Life after holiday
God damn, I hate being far away from internet. Three weeks without studying english is like a big flop, so here I am now can’t write quickly and automatically because of long absents. I lost lots of words and forgot how to use lots of english slangs and new words I learned before the holiday. So hard to adjust again, my mind is still focusing and remembering those happy days I had with my old-friends last Christmas (I missed it already).
Anyway, I’m just forcing myself to write atleast one blog right now, so my mind will slowly work and back to normal. It’s quite frustrating to realized that I’m going to be clumsy after the holiday break, but anyway, I have to clam down and start studying again. Oh no back to base again:(
What is your new year resolution by the way?
Mine?? Improving my english and make it better as I could. Second, to unleash the power within and becoming strong in every thing that will come into my life this year. And lastly to be good with my family, I will make them happy while we’re still together, who knows tomorrow I won’t be with them:( right? (Hey! I’m not talking about dying huh?! hehe, but we can conseder it) Anyway, Living in other country without my mom is my big problem, it’ll kill me. After all, who will takes care of her? I still have a family left behind for her, but my care is defferent. I don’t want to talk about this for now, it makes me sad:(
How are you doing up there my friends? Are you having a great weekend? Anyway, Wishing you all the very best this year.
Anyway, I’m just forcing myself to write atleast one blog right now, so my mind will slowly work and back to normal. It’s quite frustrating to realized that I’m going to be clumsy after the holiday break, but anyway, I have to clam down and start studying again. Oh no back to base again:(
What is your new year resolution by the way?
Mine?? Improving my english and make it better as I could. Second, to unleash the power within and becoming strong in every thing that will come into my life this year. And lastly to be good with my family, I will make them happy while we’re still together, who knows tomorrow I won’t be with them:( right? (Hey! I’m not talking about dying huh?! hehe, but we can conseder it) Anyway, Living in other country without my mom is my big problem, it’ll kill me. After all, who will takes care of her? I still have a family left behind for her, but my care is defferent. I don’t want to talk about this for now, it makes me sad:(
How are you doing up there my friends? Are you having a great weekend? Anyway, Wishing you all the very best this year.
7days to go before X-mas
Christmas is just around the corner. I wake up early in the morning since wednesday December 16 to attend the dawn mass or we call it “Misa de Gallo” for nine days, that is our christmas costum here in the Philippines. And on the 24th midnight of December I will attend the midnight mass to welcome the birth of the saviour, that is our annual tradition.
That is why my dear friends I’m pretty tired these days, I don’t have so much time to join social networking, my schedule is too hectic but I love this, being busy is much better:)
I hope you guys are having an upbeat week. Cheers mate!!!
That is why my dear friends I’m pretty tired these days, I don’t have so much time to join social networking, my schedule is too hectic but I love this, being busy is much better:)
I hope you guys are having an upbeat week. Cheers mate!!!
Person I admire most
I have learned some motivational and inspirational words from the world-renowned inspirational life success coach Anthony Robbins. He is a good motivator and a good adviser. He is very successful in his career; he helped a lot of people including those famous athletes, actors, CEO’s and leaders of different organizations, even former president Bill Clinton asked his advice. And some of the most successful and famous internet businessmen like John Reese and Frank Kern asking his advice.
Tony Robbins is helping people to find their gift, how to become successful and to achieve their goals, in whatever fields or class. That’s the good thing about him, he is random and very smart . Actually, I haven’t read any of his books yet, but I’m hoping to read it one day and of course his seminars are very useful, I also want to attend one of his seminar one day. He is the famous person I admire most; he is very successful and kind to everybody, he is willing to help and share his knowledge to everyone. He is a good model to everyone, he shows people that every one of us has a potential to become successful in any way. He inspired me most, he taught me to fight against the fear, to unleash the power within, to make a plan and follow through to reach your dreams.
Now I have an idea that whenever I’m feeling down or insecure I have to find a successful model and copy their technique, know what they did when they were in my situation and how they faced it. That’s the leason I learned as I watch one of Tony Robbins’ videos. He is amazing man and very strong. He is not afraid of taking risk and he set aside his fears, that makes him very successful in both ways – career and family. Like Tony Robbins, we should unleash the power within!
Tony Robbins is helping people to find their gift, how to become successful and to achieve their goals, in whatever fields or class. That’s the good thing about him, he is random and very smart . Actually, I haven’t read any of his books yet, but I’m hoping to read it one day and of course his seminars are very useful, I also want to attend one of his seminar one day. He is the famous person I admire most; he is very successful and kind to everybody, he is willing to help and share his knowledge to everyone. He is a good model to everyone, he shows people that every one of us has a potential to become successful in any way. He inspired me most, he taught me to fight against the fear, to unleash the power within, to make a plan and follow through to reach your dreams.
Now I have an idea that whenever I’m feeling down or insecure I have to find a successful model and copy their technique, know what they did when they were in my situation and how they faced it. That’s the leason I learned as I watch one of Tony Robbins’ videos. He is amazing man and very strong. He is not afraid of taking risk and he set aside his fears, that makes him very successful in both ways – career and family. Like Tony Robbins, we should unleash the power within!
ah, long absent!!!
Dear diary,
My day wasn’t great, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m just too tired and sleepy. I’m not in mood of studying english now, I hate this I don’t want to waste my time. I have to study english no matter what, tonight I really wish I have patience to study at least two hours. Oh God please bless me and inspire me. I haven’t been here like one week more or less, I had a lot of absents. I hope I will fill all the days I had missed up. Anyway, I really don’t know what’s the reason why I am so tired tonight, I feel something pain in my head and so I can’t concentrate on my writing. I’m not feeling sick though.
My day wasn’t great, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m just too tired and sleepy. I’m not in mood of studying english now, I hate this I don’t want to waste my time. I have to study english no matter what, tonight I really wish I have patience to study at least two hours. Oh God please bless me and inspire me. I haven’t been here like one week more or less, I had a lot of absents. I hope I will fill all the days I had missed up. Anyway, I really don’t know what’s the reason why I am so tired tonight, I feel something pain in my head and so I can’t concentrate on my writing. I’m not feeling sick though.
My country, Philippines
Philippines is located at Southeastern Asia, between Philippines sea and south China sea, east of Vietnam. Philippines has 7,107 islands. Filipino is based on tagalog and is the official language of the Philippines. In spite of being the national language, only about 55 percent of Filipinos speak the language. Philippines has over 170 dialects. Filipino is also called to the people in the Philippines. English is widely spoken in the Philippines, it is common to hear filipinos use a mixture of English and Filipino words or phrases known as “Taglish” ( a mixture of Tagalog and English). There are still some Filipinos speak spanish, which had at one time been an official language. A handshake, with a welcoming smile, is the stadard greeting. Close female friends may hug and kiss when they meet. If you are invited to a Filipino home for dinner bring sweets or flowers to the hosts. Philippines is composed of 83% Roman Catholic.
Skin rushes sucks!
Dear diary,
It’s already 1pm here, but I haven’t had my lunch yet. I feel starving now”) but I have write something first before I go. Actually, my day isn’t so great today, my skin got some rushes from the wind. It’s kind of itchy a ‘lil bit, but I tried to neglect it, or else my skin is going to be looked so yucky. hehe. I hope this will be fine soon, I’m not comfortable having this on my skin. Anyway, I hope you guys have a great day. I have so many things waiting to be finished off this afternoon, so I think I have to go now have my lunch and start to work again so that there’s no more work waiting for me. I have to write another blog this afternoon, this seems too short. Okay my stomach is now reacting, hehe.. gotta go now see yah.
It’s already 1pm here, but I haven’t had my lunch yet. I feel starving now”) but I have write something first before I go. Actually, my day isn’t so great today, my skin got some rushes from the wind. It’s kind of itchy a ‘lil bit, but I tried to neglect it, or else my skin is going to be looked so yucky. hehe. I hope this will be fine soon, I’m not comfortable having this on my skin. Anyway, I hope you guys have a great day. I have so many things waiting to be finished off this afternoon, so I think I have to go now have my lunch and start to work again so that there’s no more work waiting for me. I have to write another blog this afternoon, this seems too short. Okay my stomach is now reacting, hehe.. gotta go now see yah.
Daily assignment
The day is almost wrapped up but I haven’t wrote something as my daily assignment yet”) My mind is fully loaded of something I can’t explain. hehe. Oh, well, my nephew’s birthday is coming this 20th of November, that is friday, but we’ve already planned to celebrate it on saturday. Some of my relatives are working while others have classes, so weekdays is quiet a wrong date to celebrate. Other reason is that, twilight saga new moon will hit the theaters on Friday, of course I won’t missed up the first day. I am insanely waiting the movie like six months long, now that it’s gonna hit the theater, I won’t go???? gossshh! a Big NO! I can’t stand that, I’m going crazy if people stopped me on seeing the movie. hehe. That’s quite funny to hear those words from me, I’m no more teenager to be obsessed like this, but that’s really true anyway. Age doesn’t matter if you love the story, right?
I think I have to proceed to my another assignment now, I am making cards for my sisters and friends, I love to give gifts that made by myself. For me, it’s kind of sweet and meaningful to received stuff like this, not withstanding the simpleness of a thing. Okay, I gotta go now. See yah tomorrow.
I think I have to proceed to my another assignment now, I am making cards for my sisters and friends, I love to give gifts that made by myself. For me, it’s kind of sweet and meaningful to received stuff like this, not withstanding the simpleness of a thing. Okay, I gotta go now. See yah tomorrow.
Robsessed
I have a big crush on Robert Pattinson, since the twilight franchise came out. But now, it seems like I found my new obsession obsession in the sense that, my day won’t be perfect without seeing him. I can’t sleep everynight thinking of him. Therefore, no matter how busy my day is, I make sure to visit him. He is so friendly and kind he wanted me to become a better person. He did and provide everything to satisfy me. That’s why I loved him so much and I’ll promise not to forget him, wherever I go and whatever I may, one day. You know what makes me crazy? ’cause he seems like me too Yaay! Wanna know who he is? of course you guys know him so much. Tantararan…..(shout)It’s English, baby! hahaha, crazy me!!!!
People I hate to be with
I hate talking with people who doesn’t have a common sense. Someone who can’t ride my simple joke, it is so boring. I have met this group of people through my other site and those people are so different. I felt uncomfortable talking with them because they talk like they are so smart, like they know everything in this world while you don’t. They criticize all your opinion and they are very sure that their opinion is the right one. I do respect their opinions and I didn’t criticized them, why shouldn’t they respect mine as well? I think it’s unfair on my part to understand them all the time. I’m only human, I don’t have that patience like God. Sometimes, it pissed me off but I never let my temper lose and spit such crap words against them. It’s an arrogant and rude way. I’d rather talk to pure english people than talking with them, I hate people who has an overconfidence about their selves. They look like a fool.
Narrow minded people
Why do people are sometimes narrow minded, why can’t they just mind their own business before spitting non sense words. I mean if they don’t understand what other people are talking, why do they give a load of crap? isn’t it arrogant? All of us has its own freewill, freewill to give an opinion on something, of course that opinion might be negative or possitive and anyone should respect that. But criticizing someones opinion is different, it’s a disrespect. And people often did that, which is so arritating. People like that, people who doesn’t know how to respect others opinion should get a life.
I'm a twilight freak!!!
Well, I can say I am a twilight obsessed firstly because my day won’t be perfect without visiting my favorite twilight saga fansite for some updates. Secondly, I sort of irritating my friends and family by telling them about the twilight saga story over and over. Thirdly, I read the book twice each and highlightened my favorite quotes and memorized it. Actually, I made a bookmark with a twilight saga quote on it…cool isn’t it? My sister estee and I are always talking about the twilight saga and I weren’t bored on talking about it everytime we chat. She sent me, twilight stuff such as books, magazines with Rob and Kristen on it; even though we know everything in the article are not true. She sent me the complete illustrated movie book with a super clear photos of twilight saga cast inside, which I liked so much. Now I am patiently waiting for the twilight t-shirt she has been posted, I am so freakin’ excited to wear it; though I really wish it will fit to me. And lastly, I have watched the twilight movie like 20 times since I got it from my sister estee. I am now excited to seeing the twilight saga new moon which will hit the theater this coming November 2oth. As I watch the new moon trailers I know it’s going to be off the hook, the effects are amazing, director Chris Weitz wants us to be happy and satisfied. Plus millions of twilighters are waiting and actually they have had their tickets for the premeire. I really wish we won’t disappoint….That’s my story about twilight… hehe!
Election is around the corner
Election is coming and I really wish that people should be senseble enough to vote who’s worth voting. Philippines needs a politic change, so people need to be wise and make sure that that politician they are planning to vote for is someone who has the key for the changes. People must be smart enough and not to believe in just an advertisement by those politicians. We should see what the standing of that person, their background and what project they’ve already done. Sometimes politicians use convincing advertisement for us to believe that they are a good person/better person so we have to vote them. I really pray that this election God give us a wisdom to vote the right person. I hate the fact that, politicians are helping poor people only when the election is near, they give money, they visits each cities and town which unmistakingly those money they are spending for are people’s money and then after the election “goodbye poor people” or “the drama: cut”. Some people are ignorant by simply believing in just a word spit out by the good-actor-politicians, are they blind? We should remember that one mistake of ours, the whole country will suffer. So this election try to be wise rather than ignorant, this is the least we can share to the changes that we are all dreaming.
What is Global warming?
Well, today’s topic is about what is global warming? I just finished reading an article about the global warming and I’d like to write what I had learned from it.
Ummm… global warming is said to be the increase of temperature of the earth’s atmosphere. We cannot reverse the damage once it already done. Forest destruction and population are two of some causes of global warming, those are human activities. And the effect of this is not only impact the environment but human life as well. To prevent the what-we-call global warming, we must decrease electric power use because electricity comes from burning coal. The second prevention is that we must learn how to recycle.
Ummm… global warming is said to be the increase of temperature of the earth’s atmosphere. We cannot reverse the damage once it already done. Forest destruction and population are two of some causes of global warming, those are human activities. And the effect of this is not only impact the environment but human life as well. To prevent the what-we-call global warming, we must decrease electric power use because electricity comes from burning coal. The second prevention is that we must learn how to recycle.
What's on my mind???
I don’t know what to say or whom to say right now:) but please don’t dare think I’m crazy, not now, perhaps I’m headed to that point hahaha. Anyway, I’m just helping myself, improving it as I could. English is very important to me, I need to pass the IELTS examination so before I make my sisters mad at me I have to start studying. I think writing like this is the best way of improving my grammar, using what I learned from reading. It makes me familiarize the words. Sometimes I easily forgot the meaning of each words after a couple of weeks. So the best thing I could do is to use that word everyday, so I can’t forget the meaning. To be honest I had an english subject since I started studying, I am 7-year-old to be exact. But I am not a big fan of english books and I hated english subject so much, I don’t like reading either. I never thought how important it is in the future. Anyway I can’t bring back my past, so now I started loving english books and writing as well. I do watch movies and understands what they are talking so I can learn the proper grammar and at least familiarize the common coversation, what you suppose to use when you are asking and what’s the proper answer…things like that. I really wish that my english will become good as soon as possible. This is one of the reason why I created this site, for me to share everything. To write what I know, everything I want and anything inside my mind. hahaha. enough for now. Tomorrow will be another topic.
"get flak"
Did you remember the last time when you got flak for something? get flak means receive strong criticism. I don’t remember the last time when I got and gave flak for something, but I just want to assure you that all of us living in this world have received and gave criticism. People as we are, we cannot avoid making mistake, it is our nature as a human to cristicize something. Let say, those people in the hollywood, no matter what they do, no matter how they makes things right and better, there’s always someone who does’t like what they are doing. The same with us, no matter what we do to make ourselves better, haters are always exist and the sad things is we can’t avoid them. Each of us has its own taste for something and whether that “thing” is good or bad people should respect it. Receiving and giving flak is both essential in our lives ’cause it gives us a lot of lessons about life. But always keep this things on your mind, we have to be careful as we could, to avoid criticism, beacause sometimes criticism can change your life or someone’s life. We do not know that we can mark a hole on someone’s heart through critcism, and no matter what you do that hole won’t be erase, yes you can cure it, heal it but the mark will always leave there. So always think a hundred times as possible before spitting something to someone.
Writing task 2
Topic:
“In many countries children are engaged in some kind of paid work. Some people regard this as completely wrong, while others consider it as valuable work experience, important for learning and taking responsibility.”
Discuss both these views and give your own opinion.
You should spend about 40 minutes on this task.
Some people regard this as completely wrong because children is suppose to go to school and let their parents feed for them. Children under 18 should not allowed to work because it is illegal in some countries. In addition, children tend to forget their studies or not doing their homeworks in just trying to find money. And it will cause them failed in their class, the result is student might hate school and loss their appetite in going school everyday. And we will notice someday that more children are not educated and it will cause seriously problem in our society. On the other hand, some people consider it as valuable experience, it’s true, it is better for our children to know how to find money and feed theirselves so that someday when they are alone they will know how to live. They will become independent and know how to budget and minimize their daily expenses. Most of the children doing like this are most likely to succeed ’cause they are already trained since they were young. My opinion is that, we have to send our children to their school, that’s the first priority and then let them work if you think they can do both things – work and study. And guide them, watch them ’cause they’re still under your responsibility.
“In many countries children are engaged in some kind of paid work. Some people regard this as completely wrong, while others consider it as valuable work experience, important for learning and taking responsibility.”
Discuss both these views and give your own opinion.
You should spend about 40 minutes on this task.
Some people regard this as completely wrong because children is suppose to go to school and let their parents feed for them. Children under 18 should not allowed to work because it is illegal in some countries. In addition, children tend to forget their studies or not doing their homeworks in just trying to find money. And it will cause them failed in their class, the result is student might hate school and loss their appetite in going school everyday. And we will notice someday that more children are not educated and it will cause seriously problem in our society. On the other hand, some people consider it as valuable experience, it’s true, it is better for our children to know how to find money and feed theirselves so that someday when they are alone they will know how to live. They will become independent and know how to budget and minimize their daily expenses. Most of the children doing like this are most likely to succeed ’cause they are already trained since they were young. My opinion is that, we have to send our children to their school, that’s the first priority and then let them work if you think they can do both things – work and study. And guide them, watch them ’cause they’re still under your responsibility.
My big flop
What the hell, I did my listening practice test this afternoon and I got 19 out of 40 and the equivalent says I did not get an acceptable score on the IELTS test and they recommend me to practice more and answer more lessons. I was like what the fuc**ng hell am I gonna do now? I was totally disappointed by my result. Oh God, heavenly father please please help me, I’m begging you.
The listening test is suppose to be the easy one, but I got failed how much more the reading, writing and speaking? I’m afraid I’m going to hell when I won’t pass the exam. I am so feeling bad now, I hate myself for having this lame brain. I want to scream out loud to let people know how stupid I am.
I’m like a child now, I act like a child and think like a child. I am mature enough to descipline myself and stopped myself of doing things that can disturb me and take my time away from studying. I know this is my fault, I am lazy and don’t have courage and patience to stick with my mission. I am such a loser, a loser!
After I’ve finished the listening test I proceeded to reading test and the worst thing happened. I can’t understand the topic, it was too long, I was running out of time. I haven’t fisnished the question yet and my time was over. I really can’t figure out myself in the final exam. I don’t know what to do, I have to take the exam on March 6 of this year. I am so not prepared and my english is still limited. Please wish me luck guys, I hope I will succeed in all my undertakings, especially my IELTS.
IELTS is my door to reach my goals in life, please help me not to go to hell, I don’t wanna die yet but my sister might kill me in case I failed.
The listening test is suppose to be the easy one, but I got failed how much more the reading, writing and speaking? I’m afraid I’m going to hell when I won’t pass the exam. I am so feeling bad now, I hate myself for having this lame brain. I want to scream out loud to let people know how stupid I am.
I’m like a child now, I act like a child and think like a child. I am mature enough to descipline myself and stopped myself of doing things that can disturb me and take my time away from studying. I know this is my fault, I am lazy and don’t have courage and patience to stick with my mission. I am such a loser, a loser!
After I’ve finished the listening test I proceeded to reading test and the worst thing happened. I can’t understand the topic, it was too long, I was running out of time. I haven’t fisnished the question yet and my time was over. I really can’t figure out myself in the final exam. I don’t know what to do, I have to take the exam on March 6 of this year. I am so not prepared and my english is still limited. Please wish me luck guys, I hope I will succeed in all my undertakings, especially my IELTS.
IELTS is my door to reach my goals in life, please help me not to go to hell, I don’t wanna die yet but my sister might kill me in case I failed.
Tweeting is awesome
I am enjoying tweeting nowadays, aren’t I suppose to review for my exam? What the hell is going on with my new year resolution?! Instead of practicing the materials my sister has sent to me, there I am wasting my time talking to my friends in twitter. haha. What a bad idea, though tweeting is still part of my learning ’cause I am talking in english.
Some of my twitter friends were talking about the snow in UK and they said it’s so cold there. I think snow is cool, I wish I could be in snow countries like UK for instance, it’s a great experience I guess. I remember what my brother in law had told me, that he will send me snow when he come home in London, LOL! he was just joking at me, sure as hell the box become empty the time I received his snow post.
It is so unfair living in a place where snow doesn’t exist. I’ve been in snow one time, but it was fucking fake, hehe. It wasn’t real, just artificial and only made by machine. It was awful, but I still enjoy it anyhow.
Our weather this month is quite good, I’m loving the weather these days - not cold, not hot just normal and very relaxing. I hate summer, I prefer winter. In summer, I hate going outside. I have a very sensitive skin and I get burned so easily which is awful. My friends in twitter who is living in Australia were angry with their weather. They said it was fucking hot as hell in Au till evening. How I wish we wont have summer this year and this perfect weather we have right now will remain till end of april, so we can escape the summer.
Some of my twitter friends were talking about the snow in UK and they said it’s so cold there. I think snow is cool, I wish I could be in snow countries like UK for instance, it’s a great experience I guess. I remember what my brother in law had told me, that he will send me snow when he come home in London, LOL! he was just joking at me, sure as hell the box become empty the time I received his snow post.
It is so unfair living in a place where snow doesn’t exist. I’ve been in snow one time, but it was fucking fake, hehe. It wasn’t real, just artificial and only made by machine. It was awful, but I still enjoy it anyhow.
Our weather this month is quite good, I’m loving the weather these days - not cold, not hot just normal and very relaxing. I hate summer, I prefer winter. In summer, I hate going outside. I have a very sensitive skin and I get burned so easily which is awful. My friends in twitter who is living in Australia were angry with their weather. They said it was fucking hot as hell in Au till evening. How I wish we wont have summer this year and this perfect weather we have right now will remain till end of april, so we can escape the summer.
Learn through listening
Last time I promised to write blog every day to practice my english, but after listening to 7 rules of effortless english my plan was changed. I learned from effortless english that listening is the best way of learning english. As soon as I discovered the new techinque, I stopped writing blog, I started listening to news, interviews and watching movies instead. In listening, you can learn both – the pronunciation and grammar and you can familiarize the native speakers.
Now I spend lots of my studying time through listening. It’s a good idea, after a week I noticed I can undersand clearly what the native speaker were talking about in the movie. It was amazing and powerful technique, I will continue to do this way of learning. After a month let us see if I really improve.
Now I spend lots of my studying time through listening. It’s a good idea, after a week I noticed I can undersand clearly what the native speaker were talking about in the movie. It was amazing and powerful technique, I will continue to do this way of learning. After a month let us see if I really improve.
IELTS speaking 3
Can you predict any major changes that could happen in the Tourist Industry over the next 50 years?
Can you compare the tourist industry in your country today with the tourist industry when your grandparents were young?
I’m not sure but I think it’s going to be high tech 3 to 4 times than now or maybe it will decrease. It still depends on the economics and the populations.
Well, there’s a big difference. During my grandparents time, there was no skyscapers, limited technology and those beaches and resorts weren’t had a nice facilities than we have in todays generation. But during those time beaches were clean and there’s a lot of animals, different animal species. As the year goes by my country becomes populated and so those beaches become polluted and animals are gradually missing.
Can you compare the tourist industry in your country today with the tourist industry when your grandparents were young?
I’m not sure but I think it’s going to be high tech 3 to 4 times than now or maybe it will decrease. It still depends on the economics and the populations.
Well, there’s a big difference. During my grandparents time, there was no skyscapers, limited technology and those beaches and resorts weren’t had a nice facilities than we have in todays generation. But during those time beaches were clean and there’s a lot of animals, different animal species. As the year goes by my country becomes populated and so those beaches become polluted and animals are gradually missing.
IELTS Cue card
Describe a favourite holiday destination that you like. You should say:
When you first went there.
How you get there.
What you do when you’re there.
And explain why this place is so special for you.
My fovourite holiday destination was the guintubdan mountain resort. I went there last may 2008 with my family, the place is known and so we decided to go there. The place was too cold, there’s a lot of beautiful flowers and tall trees. We slept there and had fun with each other, taking pictures and we went to 3 falls, we swum there notwithstanding the icy cold water, not too long though. That place was very special to me ’cause that was the time my family had bonding, before my sisters gone back to Australia. I won’t forget that place.
When you first went there.
How you get there.
What you do when you’re there.
And explain why this place is so special for you.
My fovourite holiday destination was the guintubdan mountain resort. I went there last may 2008 with my family, the place is known and so we decided to go there. The place was too cold, there’s a lot of beautiful flowers and tall trees. We slept there and had fun with each other, taking pictures and we went to 3 falls, we swum there notwithstanding the icy cold water, not too long though. That place was very special to me ’cause that was the time my family had bonding, before my sisters gone back to Australia. I won’t forget that place.
IELTS speaking sample 2
Do you enjoy traveling and why/why not?
Yes, I really enjoy travelling so much, I and my friends are always travelling out of town, it’s really fun. I haven’t been in other countries yet, but I think it’s more fun ’cause you will encounter different people, different languages and different environment.
Where would you like to travel to and why?
I like to travel to Brazil, firstly because I have a good girl friend there and she want me to be in her country. I will love to go to Rio de janiero, it’s very beautiful and relaxing place to go, it’s very interesting.
Yes, I really enjoy travelling so much, I and my friends are always travelling out of town, it’s really fun. I haven’t been in other countries yet, but I think it’s more fun ’cause you will encounter different people, different languages and different environment.
Where would you like to travel to and why?
I like to travel to Brazil, firstly because I have a good girl friend there and she want me to be in her country. I will love to go to Rio de janiero, it’s very beautiful and relaxing place to go, it’s very interesting.
IELTS Speaking Sample
Describe a teacher who has greatly influenced you in your education.
You should say:
1. where you met them
2. what subject they taught
3. what was special about them
4. explain why this person influenced you so much.
He was my teacher in high school from first year to third year, he was teaching mathematics. He was a very nice teacher, his way of teaching was very clear and I understood it. He influenced me so much ’cause when I was in my elementary I hated mathematics subject so much, but when I stepped in high school I slowly loved it till it became my favorite subject. That’s one of the reason why I took up accounting course ’cause I love numbers because of him. He encouraged me and showed me that mathematics is not that tough as what I thought it was.
You should say:
1. where you met them
2. what subject they taught
3. what was special about them
4. explain why this person influenced you so much.
He was my teacher in high school from first year to third year, he was teaching mathematics. He was a very nice teacher, his way of teaching was very clear and I understood it. He influenced me so much ’cause when I was in my elementary I hated mathematics subject so much, but when I stepped in high school I slowly loved it till it became my favorite subject. That’s one of the reason why I took up accounting course ’cause I love numbers because of him. He encouraged me and showed me that mathematics is not that tough as what I thought it was.
IELTS IELTS IELTS
I missed to write blog yesterday, so I have to write two entries today to fill up my yesterday’s assignment. Umm, I decided to enroll in a review school, perhaps later next week, for the preparation of my IELTS exam this January or February whichever has an available slot. I feel nervous to take IELTS exam, firstly because my english isn’t good and my speaking and listening skills are both poor. Sometimes it’s hard for me to understand what the actors says when I watched movies. And then when I speak, I can’t speak continously, it’s very frustrating. How I wish, I could help myself improve after 3 months. Being in this kind of situation makes me nervous, and I hate this, I hate being weak! I want to be strong to face all the trials God has given to me. I really pray that He will give me strength to endure all of this. I know I can do this, if other’s can, why can’t I right? I know those people who has been already taken the exam also felt the way I feel right now, so I’m not alone. Sometimes life without risk, is so boring..So I have to enjoy everything what God has given to me, whether it is easy or hard.
IELTS and LIFE
I’m not sure in what area am I weak, whether in speaking, writing, reading or listening. I haven’t been in an IELTS exam yet and I have no idea about what’s on it either. All I know is that IELTS is very hard exam, most of the people even a professional finds it hard. It’s kind of exam that needs a preparation, some people enroll in an IELTS reviewer to make sure they will passed the exam. But, not all reviewers passed it, that’s how hard IELTS is. But we have to think positive, and study hard to make it. All of us can do this, if others can why can’t we, right? We only need patience to schedule our time and focus on english, we need to organize our time to study english everyday so we won’t forget on how to use words that we learn. Often times people memorized some words and its meaning but after a couple of weeks we forget it easily, that’s why using it everyday is the best way to not forget those new words. I find hard to learn grammar, especially the preposition. I had read an article, some english people or teachers says, english is not easy even native english people can’t make it perfect.
Often times people are easy to give up on what they are doing, especially if that thing is hard or it requires a lot of risk or sometimes that thing hurt us. But we should always remember that, we can’t reach our dreams if we let the fears win. Hard is just normal as we living, hurt is just a part of being a human and life is so boring if we won’t risk. So we have to be strong and face all the challenges with confidence to reach all our dreams and to have a brighter tomorrow. This is how life is, we have to enjoy and embrace evertyhing that will come into our lives, whether it is bad or good, ‘cuase either of them is essential, has a purpose and can make us better. So when things go wrong, don’t think you are unfortunate or don’t hate other people, instead say thank you and smile ’cause that sadness is another power given to you to make you more stronger.
Often times people are easy to give up on what they are doing, especially if that thing is hard or it requires a lot of risk or sometimes that thing hurt us. But we should always remember that, we can’t reach our dreams if we let the fears win. Hard is just normal as we living, hurt is just a part of being a human and life is so boring if we won’t risk. So we have to be strong and face all the challenges with confidence to reach all our dreams and to have a brighter tomorrow. This is how life is, we have to enjoy and embrace evertyhing that will come into our lives, whether it is bad or good, ‘cuase either of them is essential, has a purpose and can make us better. So when things go wrong, don’t think you are unfortunate or don’t hate other people, instead say thank you and smile ’cause that sadness is another power given to you to make you more stronger.
I'm sick of my english
Dear diary,
Starting today, I have to write something about anything:) Last night I can’t sleep thinking about what should I do to improve my english quickly. But I couldn’t find a good idea on what do and how to it, my english is very poor, my grammar is so wrong and tenses is my primary problem. My slang is very limited, so it’s hard for me to compose a correct sentence. English is really hard, it is sort of easy to study the lesson but when it is your time to make a sentence and use those lessons you’ve learn, it’s very difficult. I am bloody sick about this, I can’t find a better strategy to make english easy to learn. How I wish through this writing I can help myself improve, even just a little. I really wish I can do this, I only have two months to prepare for my IELTS exam, it’s kind of scary when you are not prepared and you are luck of self confidence during the exam. It will make you strugling and find the examanition too hard. IELTS, isn’t a joke. Taking IELTS is like taking a board exam, or more than that. Anyway, my primary priority now, is to improve my english and make it better as I could. I want to passed the IELTS eximination, I know it’s not that easy, but I’ll do my best to hit the minimum score, hopefully more than the minimum score. I want to help my sisters through this score, I don’t want them to get disappointed by me not passing the exam or at least hitting the minimum level. Do you think, I can do this? gosh this is like I am asking to nothing, but so what, right? hehe.. I’m crazy, I’m just practicing. People often say, you cannot talk to yourself, but I can do that:) We are free to do anything we want, if that’s makes us happy, right?
Starting today, I have to write something about anything:) Last night I can’t sleep thinking about what should I do to improve my english quickly. But I couldn’t find a good idea on what do and how to it, my english is very poor, my grammar is so wrong and tenses is my primary problem. My slang is very limited, so it’s hard for me to compose a correct sentence. English is really hard, it is sort of easy to study the lesson but when it is your time to make a sentence and use those lessons you’ve learn, it’s very difficult. I am bloody sick about this, I can’t find a better strategy to make english easy to learn. How I wish through this writing I can help myself improve, even just a little. I really wish I can do this, I only have two months to prepare for my IELTS exam, it’s kind of scary when you are not prepared and you are luck of self confidence during the exam. It will make you strugling and find the examanition too hard. IELTS, isn’t a joke. Taking IELTS is like taking a board exam, or more than that. Anyway, my primary priority now, is to improve my english and make it better as I could. I want to passed the IELTS eximination, I know it’s not that easy, but I’ll do my best to hit the minimum score, hopefully more than the minimum score. I want to help my sisters through this score, I don’t want them to get disappointed by me not passing the exam or at least hitting the minimum level. Do you think, I can do this? gosh this is like I am asking to nothing, but so what, right? hehe.. I’m crazy, I’m just practicing. People often say, you cannot talk to yourself, but I can do that:) We are free to do anything we want, if that’s makes us happy, right?
My Brazillian friend
Dear diary,
My orkut friend name Gilmara sent this to me, she’s from Brazil. She’s very nice and lovely girl, even though our english is very poor we can still talk to each other and having fun – like exchanging funny and crazy jokes. She’s awesome!
I was surprised when she sent this pic of her foot with my name written on it. I so much appreciate what she did, imagine she spent her time doing this stuff. I am so glad I knew her, she’s the best among my orkut friend.
She is interesting to talk with and very jolly. She’s not selfish or boostful like any other, that’s why I feel comfortable talking with her any time.
Brazilian girls are amazing and have an amazing mind, they are great friends. I also have another friend also from Brazil, her name is Gleudes and like Gilmara, she is also nice and good person. We exchanging funny stuff every time we talk. It’s like a normal friend, they are very positive people and not boostful. I hate boostful people, those people who seems smart or pretending that they know everything. I hate that attitude.
Those Brazillian friends I have are awesome, that’s why I love them and I treasure and appreciate everything they did for me.
My orkut friend name Gilmara sent this to me, she’s from Brazil. She’s very nice and lovely girl, even though our english is very poor we can still talk to each other and having fun – like exchanging funny and crazy jokes. She’s awesome!
I was surprised when she sent this pic of her foot with my name written on it. I so much appreciate what she did, imagine she spent her time doing this stuff. I am so glad I knew her, she’s the best among my orkut friend.
She is interesting to talk with and very jolly. She’s not selfish or boostful like any other, that’s why I feel comfortable talking with her any time.
Brazilian girls are amazing and have an amazing mind, they are great friends. I also have another friend also from Brazil, her name is Gleudes and like Gilmara, she is also nice and good person. We exchanging funny stuff every time we talk. It’s like a normal friend, they are very positive people and not boostful. I hate boostful people, those people who seems smart or pretending that they know everything. I hate that attitude.
Those Brazillian friends I have are awesome, that’s why I love them and I treasure and appreciate everything they did for me.
It's valentine's day!!!
It’s been awhile since I wrote a blog for my site. As I remember I promised to write something as my daily task, unfortunately I didn’t fulfilled that promised. However, my english is way better now than before, I could feel it lol* even though I failed to do my tasks, I still keep on studying english though in other way, what matter most is that I am improving the way I want to.
So it’s Valentine’s day now, hope everyone’s has a date. Valentine’s day means heart’s day or love’s day, it is general not just for lovers but for everyone. Actually, I’m going to go with my best buddies this evening for a date, since we’re all single ladies we’re planning to have a good time tonight, I wish we’ll enjoy it. This is really not my likes, night out is cool and fun to do with pals but if I’m not in a mood of having fun it’s certainly boring. They keep on bugging to go with them, I think I have to change my moodswings to the jolly one so my valentine would be great, lol.
*hugs & kisses* to all my lovies here
All the single ladies. Now put your hands up! oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh….. lol *singing*
So it’s Valentine’s day now, hope everyone’s has a date. Valentine’s day means heart’s day or love’s day, it is general not just for lovers but for everyone. Actually, I’m going to go with my best buddies this evening for a date, since we’re all single ladies we’re planning to have a good time tonight, I wish we’ll enjoy it. This is really not my likes, night out is cool and fun to do with pals but if I’m not in a mood of having fun it’s certainly boring. They keep on bugging to go with them, I think I have to change my moodswings to the jolly one so my valentine would be great, lol.
*hugs & kisses* to all my lovies here
All the single ladies. Now put your hands up! oh oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh….. lol *singing*
Friend's birthday
Last Sunday I and my friends went to attend one of our friends birthday. We swam till 9pm; it was fun even though swimming is not in my list of hobbies. We talked so many things; some were funny while others were sad. My friend cried after telling everything about the broke-up with her boyfriend. I don’t like hanging out with anyone except my family right now, I don’t know why, perhaps I’m too lazy – I don’t know, but anyway, sometimes I have to meet my friends before they got to kicked my butt out of our friendship. hehe
How friends important to me
My friends and I used to go out like ones or twice a month, watching movies, having dinner together and doing & sharing fun stuff. It’s amazing, I mean it’s really great to be with your friends sometimes. I love exchanging funny stuff with them and together we laugh, that’s really fun. And in times that one of us had a problem, we gather together to make that friend move on and keep her strong, we usually give advices and plan something fun, like outing or out of town trip to comfort and make that friend of ours forget her problems. We’re always together through good and bad times, that’s the best of our friendship and I am so lucky to have this people around me, they’re kind of person who changed me and teach me a lot of things. I think that life is going to be boring without friends, without someone you can share your secret or laugh and cry with. I’m kind of secretive type of person, I mean, I’d rather keep my secret to myself than sharing it with someone - friends or family. Of course, I do share something about me, but not all, I kept those too private stuff and share those not really matter, it depends actually to the situation. But anyway, all in all I have a healthy relationship with my friends and family and that “thing” makes me happy and I feel like I am so satisfied of what I have now.
My Indonesian friend
Dear diary,
I had a friend from English baby, her name is July and she is from Indonesia. I got her ID at ebaby and I added her at yahoo messenger, that was our friendship started. I love talking to her, firstly because she’s a kind of person who posseses a healthy outlook in life. Secondly, I kind of comfortable talking with her, she’s simple and positive and very family minded. She’s very open about her life and she’s willing to help people as long as she can, Like me for example, she’s willing to help me learning english. And lastly, She taught me to be strong, she showed me how to face life based on her experienced. I so much appreciate every friend of mine, perhaps they don’t know how I treasured them. I am so lucky to have a friend like July, at first I have no idea what english baby looked like and how helpful it is until I met July who asked me if I have an account at english baby, so I tried to go back to english baby and signed up and explore ebaby stuff. From then on I started loving that site. So thank you so much July.You are such an angel to me. You showed me the bright side of my life, you inspired me through your blogs. I hope this friendship of ours will last forever, we will together face life and overcome those challenge and together we’ll reach our dreams.
Another one, I had this friend like 3 days ago, he came from Eriteria and I met him at englishbaby.com. I’d like to wirte a short post about him because he is so nice, very optimistic and smart person. I just Knew him but he talks to me like we’re friends since long. I like talking with him because he inspire me a lot through his inspiring and motivating words. I learned many things about life, he teach me how to face those problems and he makes me feel strong. I loved to read his message over and over coz I learned a lot from it. He’s not just teaching me english to improve my grammar but also teaching me how to become a responsible person. How lucky I am to have him, always there to remind me to face life smoothly. To be happy, to keep on smiling and to be positive in everything.
I’d like to post all his message on the comment area for you guys to read it and learn something from it.
I had a friend from English baby, her name is July and she is from Indonesia. I got her ID at ebaby and I added her at yahoo messenger, that was our friendship started. I love talking to her, firstly because she’s a kind of person who posseses a healthy outlook in life. Secondly, I kind of comfortable talking with her, she’s simple and positive and very family minded. She’s very open about her life and she’s willing to help people as long as she can, Like me for example, she’s willing to help me learning english. And lastly, She taught me to be strong, she showed me how to face life based on her experienced. I so much appreciate every friend of mine, perhaps they don’t know how I treasured them. I am so lucky to have a friend like July, at first I have no idea what english baby looked like and how helpful it is until I met July who asked me if I have an account at english baby, so I tried to go back to english baby and signed up and explore ebaby stuff. From then on I started loving that site. So thank you so much July.You are such an angel to me. You showed me the bright side of my life, you inspired me through your blogs. I hope this friendship of ours will last forever, we will together face life and overcome those challenge and together we’ll reach our dreams.
Another one, I had this friend like 3 days ago, he came from Eriteria and I met him at englishbaby.com. I’d like to wirte a short post about him because he is so nice, very optimistic and smart person. I just Knew him but he talks to me like we’re friends since long. I like talking with him because he inspire me a lot through his inspiring and motivating words. I learned many things about life, he teach me how to face those problems and he makes me feel strong. I loved to read his message over and over coz I learned a lot from it. He’s not just teaching me english to improve my grammar but also teaching me how to become a responsible person. How lucky I am to have him, always there to remind me to face life smoothly. To be happy, to keep on smiling and to be positive in everything.
I’d like to post all his message on the comment area for you guys to read it and learn something from it.
Happy face:)
Dear diary,
I felt so great after reading some inspiring comments from my good friends. They are really such a true friend, they understand me so much, they make me strong, they comfort me and enlighten me by their kind words. Now I should think that not everyone liked us, no matter what you do in order to please them as far as they hated you it doesn’t work. So all I have to do is to go on with my life without worrying those haters.
I felt so great after reading some inspiring comments from my good friends. They are really such a true friend, they understand me so much, they make me strong, they comfort me and enlighten me by their kind words. Now I should think that not everyone liked us, no matter what you do in order to please them as far as they hated you it doesn’t work. So all I have to do is to go on with my life without worrying those haters.
My Argentian friend
I’d like to share with you about my friend, since I have nothing to do in particular. I had this friend online, she’s very sweet, lovely and very true. Cinthia is her name, from Argentina. I love this girl so much, she’s very funny sometimes and I love making joke with her. I love the fact that we can ride to each other’s joke; although we’re not together physically and our english is not that good. We did talk via yahoo voice call and/or chat. I think the best of our friendship is that we can share or let say we can make each other’s smile everytime we talk. I consider her as my normal friend. When I say normal friend, it doesn’t mean negative, it’s just friend that I can touch. Like all my friends here in my country ’cause what I am to them, is what I am to her. I mean the way I joke is just the same. We enjoy sharing stuff like our favorites, family, likes and dislikes, which is cool. I also saw her boyfriend:) via webcam and he is so nice too. And it comes to the point that they were teaching me some spanish word, which is very exciting but too difficult at the same time. This girl is very interesting and so nice to talk with. So far she is my old online friend and I am so glad that we’ve met. I mean you know, it is so cool having friends in other countries, different cultures and races. It’s freakin’ interesting. Thank you for the friendship Cinthia, you’re the best!
Remember me and The runaways
I was kind of freaked out this afternoon when I saw the trailer of remember me starring Robert Pattinson. I was absolutely surprised to see it on our local tv channel. I don’t like the movie much, although yes I want to see him doing movies outside twilight saga. He is my idol but only next to Kristen Stewart, I love this girl so much more than anybody else in the world of hollywood. She’s not that sexy or super girly type of girl, sort of tomboyish but I like it.
Remember me will be realesed this friday March 12 in the Philippines, we’re lucky to see it the same date in the US. I’m not sure though if I can watch it, hope I can but certainly not on its opening day. I am more excited to see the “the runaways” starring Kristen Stewart. I want to see her like a rock star, playing guitar and singing. The costumes though were so fucking weird, their style was way back in 1970s but it doesn’t matter if you love the actress, right? Kstew is a badass and I’m her fucking fan who will follow her ass all the time, in a good way of course:)
The “remember me” was already confirmed but the “the runaways” isn’t yet. It is hopeless that we will have the runaways, obviously because Kristen is less famous than Robert in the Philippines. That is the first possible reason, they are wondering if people will love the movie and keep on coming back in the cinema. I think hounding their fucking asses doesn’t help at all, so I will just sitting over here while waiting for the news about the runaways are being release. Honestly, I can’t wait for the movie to comes out, I’m kind of freaking bitch when the movie is hitting the theaters. I can’t wait for it’s DVD to comes out before I could watch it, Oh God, I can’t wait that long. I have to have the movie as soon as posible before I’m going to die without any illness.
Remember me will be realesed this friday March 12 in the Philippines, we’re lucky to see it the same date in the US. I’m not sure though if I can watch it, hope I can but certainly not on its opening day. I am more excited to see the “the runaways” starring Kristen Stewart. I want to see her like a rock star, playing guitar and singing. The costumes though were so fucking weird, their style was way back in 1970s but it doesn’t matter if you love the actress, right? Kstew is a badass and I’m her fucking fan who will follow her ass all the time, in a good way of course:)
The “remember me” was already confirmed but the “the runaways” isn’t yet. It is hopeless that we will have the runaways, obviously because Kristen is less famous than Robert in the Philippines. That is the first possible reason, they are wondering if people will love the movie and keep on coming back in the cinema. I think hounding their fucking asses doesn’t help at all, so I will just sitting over here while waiting for the news about the runaways are being release. Honestly, I can’t wait for the movie to comes out, I’m kind of freaking bitch when the movie is hitting the theaters. I can’t wait for it’s DVD to comes out before I could watch it, Oh God, I can’t wait that long. I have to have the movie as soon as posible before I’m going to die without any illness.
Kstew at Oscar 2010
I’ve just seen the Oscar Award night. Kristen Stewart is damn hot! I love her dress and her hair so much, she looks stunning. And so is Taylor Lautner. They present the horror movies? but why too short? I’m not satisfied, I want to see them more at Oscar:(
Yay! Avartar received a lot of awards at the Oscar. I feel sorry though for Anna Kendrick for not wining her nominations. She still rock on the red carpet, I love her dress too and her make up. She looks gorgeous as always.
See Kristen Stewart photos at Oscars 2010. http://mickeehuayang.wordpress.com/2010/03/08/kstew-at-oscars-2010/
Yay! Avartar received a lot of awards at the Oscar. I feel sorry though for Anna Kendrick for not wining her nominations. She still rock on the red carpet, I love her dress too and her make up. She looks gorgeous as always.
See Kristen Stewart photos at Oscars 2010. http://mickeehuayang.wordpress.com/2010/03/08/kstew-at-oscars-2010/
Excited for Oscar 2010
I can’t wait the Oscar Award Night tomorrow, I’ll go to work in the afternoon since Oscar will be aired live at 10am. I have to watch it live, there is a rewind the day after tomorrow but I can’t wait that long. I can’t even just wait right now till tomorrow how much more the next day? God damn, I can’t stand it! I want to f*cking see the Oscar already.
Kristen is there with Taylor Lautner, I was freaking sad to know that Robert Pattinson will not be there because of f*cking Bel Ami, they won’t let him attend the greatest award night. It’s very frustrating to know, but anyway, Kstew is there so that’s alright. After all, Kstew is the one I love than Rpattz:P I want to see her on the red carpet tomorrow, Kstew will present with Taylor. yay!
I am thinking about the dress she is going to wear tomorrow, hope she will kick those people’s ass in the Oscar. Such a bad timing though, why the hell they have to keep her away from Rob?! People are happy to see them together and keeping Taylor right next to her doesn’t help. Twihards want ROBSTEN all the time.
Do I need to hound their f*cking butts before they could decide to keep this duo together? Oh men! I am a robsten obsessed, I didn’t feel this way before. I am such a freak! haha
Kristen is there with Taylor Lautner, I was freaking sad to know that Robert Pattinson will not be there because of f*cking Bel Ami, they won’t let him attend the greatest award night. It’s very frustrating to know, but anyway, Kstew is there so that’s alright. After all, Kstew is the one I love than Rpattz:P I want to see her on the red carpet tomorrow, Kstew will present with Taylor. yay!
I am thinking about the dress she is going to wear tomorrow, hope she will kick those people’s ass in the Oscar. Such a bad timing though, why the hell they have to keep her away from Rob?! People are happy to see them together and keeping Taylor right next to her doesn’t help. Twihards want ROBSTEN all the time.
Do I need to hound their f*cking butts before they could decide to keep this duo together? Oh men! I am a robsten obsessed, I didn’t feel this way before. I am such a freak! haha
New moon plot
The new moon started with Bella’s birthday. Bella wants people to ignore her birthday, she doesn’t want to have a party nor people spend their money for her presents. The only thing she asked to her boyfriend Edward is to bite her- To become a bloodsucking vampire.
Alice, Edward’s favorite sister and the rest of the Cullens except Rosalie were so excited, they gave her a birthday party and presents. The Cullens house was full of candles and roses, there’s a cake too. When Bella starts to open her presents, she accidentally cut her finger. Her blood dropped on the floor and the smell tempted Jasper (Edward’s brother) to make a meal of her. Edward stopped Jasper to protect Bella. And so the party ends badly.
Edward get her away from the Cullens’ house to Charlie. At her room with Edward, She unwrapped Edward’s present, it’s a CD with a song sung and composed by Edward himself. Followed by the next present from Esmee and Carlisle ( Edward’s parents), it’s a two tickets to Jacksonville – one for Edward and one for her.
Edward realized the danger he and his family create for Bella. Edward loved her so much, but the only option to make her safe is to leave her. No matter how hurt it is for him, he and his family get away from small town of forks to Los Angeles, leaving Bella heartbroken.
“Promise me you wouldn’t do anything stupid or reckless while I am away. Please take care of yourself for Charlie and Rene. And I promise that this will be the last time you’ll ever see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this ever again. It will be as if I never existed” Edward exact word.
Four months ago after Edward’s left, Bella is still a lifeless. Charlie, her father decided to send her back to her mother in Jacksonville because it’s hard for him to watch Bella suffering. But Bella does not want to leave because of Edward’s memories in forks. She begged to her dad not to send her away from the small town, in return she must promise to live in normal life – to forget Edward and never wait for him.
Bella decided to break her promise to Edward ”not to do anything reckless or stupid” as he had already broke his promise “to be with her as long as she wanted him”. She spend her spare time with Jacob Black, who is incidentally a werewolf. Jacob was the one to stitch her back up again.She bought an old bike and took it to Jacob’s garage for rebuilding. She goes biking with Jacob and She noticed that every time she put herself in danger she can hear Edward’s voice, begging to stop hurting herself. She was happy to hear his voice, it’s an effective theory for her.
Another day, she goes cliff-diving alone not waiting for Jacob to teach her. She jumped off the cliff and drowned to the sea. For the second time she heard Edward voice commanding her what to do and she followed it, that’s the thing that keep her breathing. Jacob came to saved her and took her to the hospital.
Alice saw Bella in her mind jumping off the cliff. She called Rosalie to tell Edward what happened to Bella. But Rosalie misunderstood what Alice said, she called Edward and said Bella died after jumping off the cliff. Edward called to Bella’s house to confirm it, since she’s not feeling well after drowning, Jacob took the phone and answered it. He asked the name and Edward said he is Carlisle and he want to speak to Charlie. It happened that Charlie is in the funeral because his friend Harry died from heart attack, so Jacob said he is in the funeral. Edward hang up the phone and thought Bella is the one in the funeral.
Now that Bella was dead, there’s no more reason for him to live.
Edward travels to Italy to provoke the Volturi so they kill him. Volturi is the most powerful family in their kind. They were civilized and protector of their kind and their rules must be followed. .
Alice visits Bella in forks and told her the vision she saw about Edward provoking the Volturi. This time Bella wants to save him. She and Alice raced to Volturi to stop Edward.
At the Volturi she saw Edward standing shirtless under the big clock with eyes closed. He is ready for a walk under the sunlight, to let people know their kind – that vampires are exist. That was the only way to get killed by the Volturi. Bella run too fast shouting Edward to stop. Edward opened his eyes and they hugged and kissed. Bella pushed him back inside the Volturi building where sunlight is free.
The Volturi family let them go back to forks for one condition. Now that Bella knew about their kind, she must be a vampire too. They gave her a deadline and they (Edward, Bella and Alice) made a promised to to do it.
In their way back to forks, Edward’s family waiting for them at the airport. They were so much thankful to Bella for saving their son and brother’s life.
Edward realized how hard his life being away from Bella. He promised he won’t ever leave her again no matter what might happen.
Edward and the rest of the Cullens moved back to forks, this time Edward is not allowed to enter through the door in Swan’s house, Charlie banned him for leaving Bella heartbroken. Without his knowledge that Edward is always in in Bella’s room. For Edward he is not disobeying the rules, since Charlie told him not to enter through the door; Edward used the window to enter in Bella’s room.
Carlisle promised to Bella that he will be the one to change her from human to vampire because he can control himself than anyone in the Cullens; but Bella wants Edward to change her and so Edward gave her a condition, to marry him first.
- THE END –
“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” (Edward)
Alice, Edward’s favorite sister and the rest of the Cullens except Rosalie were so excited, they gave her a birthday party and presents. The Cullens house was full of candles and roses, there’s a cake too. When Bella starts to open her presents, she accidentally cut her finger. Her blood dropped on the floor and the smell tempted Jasper (Edward’s brother) to make a meal of her. Edward stopped Jasper to protect Bella. And so the party ends badly.
Edward get her away from the Cullens’ house to Charlie. At her room with Edward, She unwrapped Edward’s present, it’s a CD with a song sung and composed by Edward himself. Followed by the next present from Esmee and Carlisle ( Edward’s parents), it’s a two tickets to Jacksonville – one for Edward and one for her.
Edward realized the danger he and his family create for Bella. Edward loved her so much, but the only option to make her safe is to leave her. No matter how hurt it is for him, he and his family get away from small town of forks to Los Angeles, leaving Bella heartbroken.
“Promise me you wouldn’t do anything stupid or reckless while I am away. Please take care of yourself for Charlie and Rene. And I promise that this will be the last time you’ll ever see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this ever again. It will be as if I never existed” Edward exact word.
Four months ago after Edward’s left, Bella is still a lifeless. Charlie, her father decided to send her back to her mother in Jacksonville because it’s hard for him to watch Bella suffering. But Bella does not want to leave because of Edward’s memories in forks. She begged to her dad not to send her away from the small town, in return she must promise to live in normal life – to forget Edward and never wait for him.
Bella decided to break her promise to Edward ”not to do anything reckless or stupid” as he had already broke his promise “to be with her as long as she wanted him”. She spend her spare time with Jacob Black, who is incidentally a werewolf. Jacob was the one to stitch her back up again.She bought an old bike and took it to Jacob’s garage for rebuilding. She goes biking with Jacob and She noticed that every time she put herself in danger she can hear Edward’s voice, begging to stop hurting herself. She was happy to hear his voice, it’s an effective theory for her.
Another day, she goes cliff-diving alone not waiting for Jacob to teach her. She jumped off the cliff and drowned to the sea. For the second time she heard Edward voice commanding her what to do and she followed it, that’s the thing that keep her breathing. Jacob came to saved her and took her to the hospital.
Alice saw Bella in her mind jumping off the cliff. She called Rosalie to tell Edward what happened to Bella. But Rosalie misunderstood what Alice said, she called Edward and said Bella died after jumping off the cliff. Edward called to Bella’s house to confirm it, since she’s not feeling well after drowning, Jacob took the phone and answered it. He asked the name and Edward said he is Carlisle and he want to speak to Charlie. It happened that Charlie is in the funeral because his friend Harry died from heart attack, so Jacob said he is in the funeral. Edward hang up the phone and thought Bella is the one in the funeral.
Now that Bella was dead, there’s no more reason for him to live.
Edward travels to Italy to provoke the Volturi so they kill him. Volturi is the most powerful family in their kind. They were civilized and protector of their kind and their rules must be followed. .
Alice visits Bella in forks and told her the vision she saw about Edward provoking the Volturi. This time Bella wants to save him. She and Alice raced to Volturi to stop Edward.
At the Volturi she saw Edward standing shirtless under the big clock with eyes closed. He is ready for a walk under the sunlight, to let people know their kind – that vampires are exist. That was the only way to get killed by the Volturi. Bella run too fast shouting Edward to stop. Edward opened his eyes and they hugged and kissed. Bella pushed him back inside the Volturi building where sunlight is free.
The Volturi family let them go back to forks for one condition. Now that Bella knew about their kind, she must be a vampire too. They gave her a deadline and they (Edward, Bella and Alice) made a promised to to do it.
In their way back to forks, Edward’s family waiting for them at the airport. They were so much thankful to Bella for saving their son and brother’s life.
Edward realized how hard his life being away from Bella. He promised he won’t ever leave her again no matter what might happen.
Edward and the rest of the Cullens moved back to forks, this time Edward is not allowed to enter through the door in Swan’s house, Charlie banned him for leaving Bella heartbroken. Without his knowledge that Edward is always in in Bella’s room. For Edward he is not disobeying the rules, since Charlie told him not to enter through the door; Edward used the window to enter in Bella’s room.
Carlisle promised to Bella that he will be the one to change her from human to vampire because he can control himself than anyone in the Cullens; but Bella wants Edward to change her and so Edward gave her a condition, to marry him first.
- THE END –
“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.” (Edward)
