FLAR

“Do you remember our high school life?! We used to do crazy things, like taking picture, teasing each other, cheating and so many more.”

“Our section is very noisy even the class is going on and then our teacher is always mad. That’s when she decided to arrange the seat into two. It should be girl and boy so they can’t talk to each other.”

“You know what?! It makes me happy, our last name are both start at the same letter so I really thought we’ll be seatmate. But then we’re not. I’m still lucky though ‘cause your seatmate is always absent so I always fill in the empty space next to you.”

“I remember talking to you but you’re avoiding me like as if you didn’t hear me. It’s either you didn’t want to talk to me or you hated me.”

“Do you even notice when it’s your time to report I’m always sitting in the front seat? Do you remember that our teacher in science asked me why are you sitting there, it’s not your seat and then someone told her because you’re the one who’s reporting, that’s why. I’m blushing that moment but you don’t have any reaction.”

“During the lunch time you’re always with your closest friend, you guys lunch together at the restaurant near the school. That’s what you used to do every lunch time. I thought what if I asked your friends to have lunch in our house and so you’ll come too or else you’ll be eating alone. But against my expectation, of the entire group you’re the only one who doesn’t want to come. You know of all, you are the most especial and that plan is for you but what you did is you went home and have lunch in your house instead. You have no idea how frustrated I am that time.”

“Every day we are practicing our CAT and we can’t choose our riffle to use. Do you remember that the riffle you got is too massive and you guys already in a formation but I went there to exchange mine to yours so won’t get tired. They teased us, remember that?! But like always, you have no reaction.”

“I remember we have no class that whole afternoon but we still have a CAT at 5 o’clock so some of us decided to stay inside the school instead and just wait till our CAT. I remember you went home right after our morning class and you said you’ll go back at 4:45. We’ve been there for almost three hours and you still didn’t come and so I ask a favor to one of our classmate to call you and tell you that the CAT will start in a few minute so you’ll come already. And yes you did.”

“And there’s a moment where I was informed by my best friend who is a CAT officer that we’ll have a meeting. I called you right away but then you’re not in the house and so you missed it. And I miss you.”

“Some of our classmates are exchanging photos as a remembrance for each other because we only have few months before we graduate. And then they saw my photo and ask me to give it to them but I didn’t give instead I gave it to you. They teased us again ‘cause of so many of them asking it I gave it to you when you’re not even asking it. That moment you make me happy without your knowing ‘cause you accepted my photo.”

“Do you remember when we are seating outside the classroom while waiting for our English teacher? And then one of our class mate told you, “you know what?! There’s someone in here that has a crush on you” and then my whole face went red because I didn’t expect her to say that. Well, most of our classmates already know that I have a feeling for you before I even told them. I think you’re the only one who doesn’t know that.”

“I think I’ve already did everything to make you notice me but none of it works. You’re still away from me; it seems to me that it doesn’t change anything about your feeling for me. I am so busted.”

“That triggered me to tell you the truth instead, You’re sitting in the covered court this time with your best friend and then I seat next to your best friend and told her you know what I have a crush on the girl next to you. And then I called my best friend and told him I got a crush on her. You heard all of it, but then I saw your face seemed very serious more likely anger.”

“It breaks my heart you know. That moment I decided to quit.”

“I tried to avoid you against my will. You’re not talking to me as well, you’re not even smiling. I felt someone is punching my heart. I can’t understand that in spite of everything I did, all the efforts you still hated me.”

“From then on we’re not talking to each other until graduation.”

“What a saddest ending for me.”

 

 

Unfinished story, still wanna post

                It was Tuesday afternoon. I was lying down on my bed waiting to fall asleep, suddenly my mobile phone beeped. I grabbed the phone hurriedly and read the message.

                “Hey there, how you doing?” it was Maddy, my childhood friend.

                “Hey, I’m well. You?” I replied quickly.

                “Ummm not really ok, because of you. I mean, are you sure you’re not coming with us this weekend? I can’t get over about you-saying-no yesterday” I could feel the sadness in her text.

                “I’m really sorry about it bessy. I thought we’re already done with it. Yesterday, you know you said okay.”

                “yeah, but I’ve changed my mind. I really want you to come. Please bessy.” She pleaded.

                Our groups of friends were planning to have a reunion in the island of Bohol. It takes us two rides by plane to get there. Or via bus and then OceanJet.

            I am perfectly sure Mum won’t let me go that far away. It’s just a reunion; you can do it here, why you really need to go somewhere far away?! I can’t see the point, besides whatever happens to you out there is not worth it! Either your sisters won’t let you come. These is going to be the line I’m gonna hear if I mention this to mum. I don’t want hear it, so what is the purpose of me telling this to her?!

After 5 years since we graduated in high school our classmates wants to reunite. Annie one of my best friends told me about this plan a month ago, as they are the officials during their senior years. We never graduated in the same school because I transferred to other school, but we are classmates since first year to third year.

                “I can’t promise, but let me see what I can do. Okay?” That’s all I can say for now, I thought. I hit the send button and started thinking what should I do to make my sister and mum allows me to go for one long trip.

                “Okay, Please please find a way. I really want you to be with us bess. It’s really exciting and fun and we all are excited.” She replied.

            “Let’s just hope my mum would let me bess, trust me I’d really love to come.” I just said to comfort her.

                I put down my phone after our conversation, then my thoughts running randomly to my strict mum and over protective sisters.

                I felt so hot and my whole body seemed like sweating. I opened my eyes and the light of the sun blinded me. I was flattered, I thought it was night but it was so light. Against the will of my lazy body I stood up and reached the ON button of the air condition. I threw back my whole body back to bed, and then the room started to get cool. That’s when I realized I was on myself now.

                I took my phone to check the message but I got zero messages. I rechecked my inbox instead and there I read Maddy’s text messages again.

As much as I don’t want to hear my mum’s sermon, I still manage to tell her.

It took me a lot of explanations and promises. And in the end out of my expectations she let me. It is such a big relief in my part to make my mum allow me.

I can’t explain the excitement that I felt. And I can’t wait to tell it to everybody that I’m coming. I’m pretty sure it would make them happy of my presence.

“Hey Maddy, guess what! Mum let me come with you guys this weekend.” I wrote with excitement.

“Really? That’s great! You really make my happy!” She replied in just a minute.

“Yeah I know, I did talk to her and convinced her so freaking bad and luckily she was convinced. Thank God!” I exclaimed happily.

“You are very lucky! Oh wait, did we talk earlier?” She replied greatly with a little awkwardness on the last part.

“hello??? Didn’t you just pleading over me, begging even to do something to make my ass come with you guys?” I said shaking my head in confusion. What is going on with you bessy. I thought.

It took a while before she could reply. I’ve even done brushing my teeth and applying some moisturizer on my face.

“Oh yeah! God I’m sorry I’m just...I don’t know... maybe I’m just out of myself in a moment hahaha. Crazy me! Anyways, start packing your stuff ‘cause it’s going to be a long and exciting trip. Make sure you bring important things with you.” A long message appeared on my screen. Wow! It is not obvious that Maddy is way too excited for the trip. I just thought.

“haha, you’re acting weird bessy. I think it has something to do with over excitement. I understand that! *winks*” I just said.

“Sure thing! I still have the whole day tomorrow for the packing. Thanks again.” I continued.

 

 

Saturday morning, I was in my room checking up all my stuff when I heard a horn outside. I went to peek through my window “They’re here” I told to myself.

“Ariane! I think it’s your friend outside.” I heard mum calling while I was on my way downstairs.

“Coming” I replied almost a yelled while half running to the door.

At the front door, I saw mum at the gate already– opening it for them. Then one by one all the familiar faces started to jump off the back of the black 4x4 pick-up.

“Hi Tita!...Hello Tita... I missed you Tita...” It’s almost a chorus that I can’t identify who are saying it, plus a kiss and a hug to my mum.

Seeing them make me felt sad and happy. It’s a mixed emotion. After so many years, I’ve never thought we could still do the same stuff we used to do before, back in high school.

It’s not obvious to hear those words from them to my mum, because they used to go here in our house when we’re still in high school. Especially, when we have a project or group study. Even during my birthdays.

Mum is really good to them ever since, she always welcomed them in our house that’s why my classmates really like her too. Maybe that’s one of the reason why she let me in this adventure. It’s just that mum ain’t really a big fan of me going with the friends all the time. She rather let them come to my place than me coming over their places. She’s a biased parent but I totally love her and very thankful she’s my mum.

“Hey guys!” I said surprisingly. And they seemed all pleased to see me.

I hugged each of them, and then I saw everyone in the car started to get out and headed to us as soon as they saw me.

“Oh my God! I’ve missed you all so much guys!” I said to them tearfully.

I am still hugging Annie while I was fronting the pick-up and noticed that there’s still someone’s left in the car. The driver’s door opened and wallah! Someone so familiar face is heading towards us. I looked down as soon as I know he didn’t see me looking at him. I act as if I never saw him.

“Hi!” Said the familiar voice.

Again I act like as if I was startled. I looked up and meet his eyes. We’re staring at each other for a moment then we both smile. I felt bizarre and I don’t know what to do. I’m no good at this thingy.

He came closer to me and gave me a hug, I hugged him back like an idiot but I know it was just a friendly hug just like I do and he does to our friends. From that very moment, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. I don’t know exactly what I feel.

            His name is Jay, my high school crush. He is so tall now and masculine and more handsome than before.

           

            At the plane, Annie and I seated next to each other. I started to count us all in my mind.

            Me, Annie, Maddy, Marrie, Ruby, Dannielle, Cherry, Sarah, Girlan , Juliet, Jay, Fredd, Gary, Marc, John, Seth, Jun, Micheal and josh. We’re all nineteen.

            I can’t keep the excitement, besides this also my first time to be in the place. They booked the whole property; with private swimming it is located at the top of the hill where you can see the chocolate hills.

            The house is so big, and looks luxury. The Living area is my favorite one, it’s very open, and the windows are glass from top to the bottom where you can see the swimming pool. I’m really in love with the place. In fact I was imagining, I would love to have a house like that.

            There are eight rooms and four bathrooms. The three rooms are occupied by the boys while the five others are for girls. The boys are gentlemen enough to give up the one room as we are more than them.

            It was already five in the afternoon when we all finished arranging our stuff.

            “Okay guys, it’s already five what are we going to have for dinner?!” Gary asks from the kitchen.

            “The market is a little bit far away from here, I don’t think we have enough time to go there and get some foods.” Dannielle answered.

            “Guys, don’t worry! I’ve already ask the cook to prepare us dinner for tonight.” Marrie called out from outside.

            “You’re a life saver Marrie! That’s why you are not so worried.” Jay told to Marrie in relief as he walked towards her.

            Marrie is our first honor since first year to fourth year. She is smart and talented girl I know in school. She’s the one who plan this reunion up to the booking and stuff.

            “Great! So we have nothing to worry about! How about let’s swim, I’m sure the pool is pretty tired of waiting us.” John teased. He is such a jolly guy ever. He’d never changed.

            I was just leaning on the wall laughing at their craziness.

           

 

           
To be continued.......

About the stories I wrote

Unfortunately, I'm not gonna finish all my writings the "First book-writing attempt" and the other one. So don't read it guys, you will just end up disappointed, the story doesn't has an ending. I decided to stop it 'cause I don't have any inspiration anymore. My inspiration for this story was gone already, it is frustrating to realize but I don't want to think sad memories from now on. I'm still on the process of letting go of that person. It's hard for me to do it now.


This is just a note. God Bless us all.

First book-writing attempt

Characters name:
Kristen : main character Jayden/warners
Fred : main character (loves kristen but in a relationship with Marrisa)Jayden
Robert : Third party (Loves Kristen) Warners
Michelle : Third party (loves Rob) warners
Jay : Friends/classmate jayden (kristen’s crush)
Kate : Friends/classmate jayden
Marrisa : Friends/ classmate jayden
Miss Julia : Social studies teacher (jayden)
Ariane : Kristen’s close friend jayden
Magie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Rubie : Kristen’s close friend Jayden
Elmer : Classmate/link to Ariane jayden
Marc : classmate/ link to magie jayden


Schools name: Jayden high school & Warners high school
Table of contents:
1. About how the girl and the boy lived
2. How they met
3. Courtship
4. In a relationship
5. Relationship consequences
6. Broke up
7. Back together
8. Engagement
9. Work
10. Wedding
11. The new life
12. Pregnant
13. Giving birth
14. Happy family

Status: Unfinished

1. Kristen’s life (KPOV)

I was sitting on the bench beside the river near my house. It was a lonely afternoon and I have no one to talk, but I like this way – being alone. If you ask my friends about me, they will definitely tell you I’m a silent type of girl. I won’t argue on that matter because I know it was true.

I love starring at the fresh streaming water all the time. It was very refreshing and peaceful, especially during hot afternoon. I really love the breath taking cold air from the river.

After school you can’t see me anywhere, just like most kids do. My mother is pretty strict and don’t allow me to play and go to my friends’ houses after class. All I have to do is to answer my homework and help her do the house work. I didn’t argue with my mom most of the time because I’m too afraid of her sermons.

After a half an hour of sitting on the bench, I felt the butterflies in my stomach. I’m starving – so I walked fast to the Kitchen and find something to eat. I made two sandwiches and a juice, one for me and one for my mom. I got back to the bench and started to eat my snack.

“Now I’m full” I said to myself while tapping my stomach.
It was almost end of the school year and I was so excited to graduate from elementary. Next school year I’ll be in high school, and so I have to think and decide where school to go.

I have a no permanent school since grade one. Our family used to transfer from one place to another because we have two houses one is in Melbourne the other is in Queensland. I am now in Queensland with my mother and my other sisters are living in Melbourne. I have been in 4 schools until I came here in Queensland and stay here for two years now.

My sisters want me to transfer in Melbourne for High School but I kind of liked the Queensland already. Aside from I was born in here, most of my relatives are also living here and in two years I’ve already gained many friends in my neighbourhood.

I decided to continue my high school in Jayden high school here in Queensland.

Graduation has past and high school year has just started. New faces, new teachers, new uniforms & stuff and most of all new environment.


2. Fred’s life (FPOV)

I was excited as I ironing my White toga for my graduation next day but what excites me most is that I’m going to high school. It’s going to be a new life and a new environment. I’m going to Jayden High School because it’s the only school that near my house. It takes twenty minutes to get their by bus, not bad at all.
Two months later after graduation, my life has begun.

“I can’t believe this, I’m high School now.” I said very slowly to myself, just enough that no one could hear.
As I look around the campus, I could see different faces and new people.
“This is different. This is something new to me.” I said slowly again, and I was nervous because those students seems smart.
“I can do this.” I said and then sighed. I’m just trying to make myself calm.

Jayden High School is only composed of 268 students from first year to fourth year. It’s a small school, enough for a small town.

I continued walking to the room where my first class is going to be. As I entered, I was shocked when I saw my classmates because most of them were my classmates too back in Elementary while some were my school mates.

Our teacher made us stood one by one in front of the classroom to introduce ourselves. It made me sink into a tiny little pea. This is not my thing; I hate standing in front of so many people. I was nervous and my hands were shaking while doing my turn. But I’m glad I managed to do my part and it seemed that no one noticed me shaking.

After a month I’ve already memorized my classmates’ names. And month after month we’re all comfortable with each other. Most of the guys used to tease the girls. I also love teasing some of my girl classmates but not too much like some guys do.

In my five days a week spending with my classmates, I’ve knew them better and better. I know who cheats a lot, who’s smart, who’s nice and who’s stupid.

We’re in second year already and it feels so great that all of my classmates in first year are still my classmates this year. We’re already closed to each other and know each other very well, so there’s no more intense inside the classroom.

In my two years in High School there were numerous of events that happened. Cheer dance, intramurals and sports fest to mention a few. I’m a terrible dancer and not sporty, so I just let my part to other people who enjoy stuff like that.

I enjoyed my high school life, had some crushes and secret love. Of so many pretty girls in the campus, this girl caught my attention. Her name is Kristen, Kristen Scott. She’s very nice and polite and smart. She’s different compare to other girls in the campus. She’s a quiet type of girl, and I do really think we had a lot in common.

I want to impress her, but that time I was young about love. I mean I didn’t have any girlfriend before. I was so shy and I don’t know how to make a move to get her attention.

“Okay, not now. I’ll do it later.” I always said to myself when I felt coward to tell what I felt for her.

Most of the time when I think about this girl, I always thought what if she’s not going to like me? Is she going to talk to me, still? It’s hard to decide. Afraid of making her upset I decided to keep it for myself first.

“Good morning Class, we’re not going to discuss today but I want you to copy this.” Miss Julia said when she reached her front table, pointing the book she is holding.
“It’s a long topic so I guess it will consume our whole time. Marrisa please come here and copy this on the blackboard. Class, get your notebooks and copy this silently.” Miss Julia said and then gets out of the room to the office.
“Yes! I love this part. I mean I hate copying the whole blackboard but this is better than discussing. Hahaha” My classmate Jay said to his seatmate behind me.
The xerox machine in our school is broken, so we’re like this always – copying for an hour and discuss it the next day.
“Look, my right hand is shaking.” I heard Kristen saying to Ariane in two rows from me.
“Mine too, it hurts.” Ariane replied showing her right hand and then shake it while saying the second part.
I was thinking what to do. If I ask her to let me write for her, will my classmates tease us? So many thoughts in my mind, but then I stood up and sit on the blank seat next to her.
“Hi Kristen, would you like me to write in your notebook for you?” I said shyly with a bit smile.
Thank God no one even bother to tease me. Some of my classmates are talking while writing so it’s a bit noisy inside our classroom.
“Are you sure? How about yours? I mean how could you copy your notes?” She smiled pleased, but worrying about my notes.
“Yeah, my hand is not hurting yet. I will just borrow your notebook and make a copy of mine at home. I’ll bring it back to you tomorrow, if that’s okay.” I said willingly.
“That’s okay, thanks. Here.” She nodded and put her notebook on the table of my desk.

I went home straight after our last subject. As soon as I got home I just grabbed some bread and a can of coke from the Kitchen and went upstairs to my room. I then started to copy our lessons from Kristen’s notebook to mine. I finished it early, and so I have a little time to watch volleyball on TV. I sat there for an hour till mom called me for dinner. I run downstairs and help mom prepare the table. After the dinner I just cleaned up the table and let my younger sister do the dishes.

Inside my room I grabbed my towel and took a bath. It was a very hot night, so my shower took thirty minutes. I jumped on my bed and lie there for a moment. As I looked up the ceiling I think about Kristen. That was the first time I’ve ever get closer to her. What I did is a small thing, but it means a lot to me. The flashback of us kept coming into my mind till everything went black. I fell asleep.






3. Kristen POV

I can’t forget my freshmen year; I met a lot of new people and gained close friends. I used to spend my break time with my friend Magie. During break time we went to the bench around the big tree inside the school campus; just talking about each other’s life, crushes, love, sometimes we teased each to the guy in school. My other classmates are nice too but I’m not close to them because they also have their own group.

Magie, Ariane and Rubie are my closes friend. I trust nobody except these three girls, I tell them everything about me and so they are.
We’re in second year already and it happens that we’re all still classmates. It’s great.

Most of the girls in school are wild. Not totally wild like you think, I mean they love being near to boys and I’m not that kind of girl.

It was noon and we were waiting for our first class in the afternoon. We’re in the bench chatting.
“Aine, how’s you and Elmer?” Magie asked to start the conversation with a bit smile on her face. We all look to Ariane curious to know her answer.
“Nothing, we’re just friends you know.” She replied shocked and shy when she saw all the eyes on her, and then she smiled.
“what!” she added raising her eyebrows.
“hmmm you’re lying, we know there’s something between you two.” Magie continued teasing her.
“Agree. Maybe you guys are together now, what do you think Ten” Rubie added agreeing to Magie and she nodded to me when our eyes met.
“We’re not, seriously. Don’t worry I’ll tell you when there’s an improvement, for now we’re still in stage of courtship.” She explained quickly not giving me a chance speaks.
“I think Elmer is a good guy. He is short but he’s smart.” I said humorsely.
No one dare to continue the topic, it means they were satisfied by her explanation.
“You guys already know I have a crush on Marc. But let’s keep this to ourselves okay? I don’t want him to know my feelings for him.” Magie assured us.
“I don’t have any crushes, I promise.” Rubie said quickly before anyone could ask her.
“How about you Kristen. Who’s that lucky guy you have a crush on?” Ariane asked me smiling.
“Here you go, I tell you who my crush is but first of all don’t let anyone know about this.” I said shyly.
“Sure thing!” They said at the same time.
“I have a crush on Jay. I think he looks good, but I’m not sure about my feelings. I mean, I’m not really wanting him to be my boyfriend.” I said not able to explain my feelings, and that’s all I could say.
“What? That’s weird. If ever he’s going to court you, you will let him down?” Rubie asked me confused.
“You’re right Rubie. I don’t want to have a boyfriend, not now and not him. I just LIKE him not LOVE him, okay?” I answered.
“It’s two minutes before one, let’s go to class?” I continued not waiting for their answers.

They checked their clock and grabbed their bags and we hurried to our classroom.
Miss Julia is not yet in our classroom. I sat to my chair looking around, my classmates were busy chatting to each other. When I looked at my back unintentionally; I caught Fred’s eyes. He was looking at me friendly, so I smiled at him and turned my head back to the door to check whether Miss Julia is there.
Not once or twice but many times I caught Fred eyes’ on me, but it doesn’t affect me at all. He and my other classmates teased me all the time.

“Ten, Elmer wants to walk you home after class.” Fred said smiling.
“Don’t believe in him ten, he’s the one who wants to walk you home. He’s just shy to ask you.” Elmer disagreed, teasing him back.

I just smiled at them while they’re teasing each other. They do this all the time, but I didn’t mind them at all.

Five minutes after the bell was rang Miss Julia appeared on the door. She pointed Marrisa to write on the blackboard, since she has a good handwriting.
It was a decade ago and our school has only one xerox machine. Too bad it was broken since a month ago. From then, we have no choice but to write every topic in our notebook.

I wrote too much and feel the pain on my fingers. Not just me ‘cause everyone were reacting too.

Thank to Fred for taking my notebook and write them for myself. He’s so nice and a life saver.

When I finished my third year in high school, my sisters want me to transfer to Warners High School in Melbourne.

Note: This is *Unfinished* I'm not sure if I can able to finish the story, my enthusiasm about the story is very low these few months:(

A sad story

A Sad Story by Arlene

Edward and Bella were classmates since first year to third year high school. Edward used to impress Bella, anything that could make her near to him. Even teasing her with other guys, he did it. Bella was very innocent about his feeling she thought it was just natural and normal for a classmates to do it, since most of her classmates tease her too. She's like used to that kind of stuff.

That was 2 decades ago, there was no xerox copier at their school at that time, so the students were forced to copy everything from the blackboard through their hands. The teacher will copy it on blackboard and so do students to their notebooks. They copy four to five pages most of the time.

Since the teacher was not checking the notebooks whether the students were really copying or not. Edward always took Bella's notebook and copied the notes on the blackboard for her. Four to five pages or so can be hurt to your hand, so maybe he wants to help her. He used to borrow her notebook after school and copy it again to his notebook so that later on, on the next day he has a notes when the teacher discuss what they've copied.

Edward is very gentleman, decent, brilliant, handsome, quiet type of guy and smart. While Bella is plain, not pretty not ugly either just okay. She's decent too, brilliant, quiet and serious to her study. They have so much similarities.

Everyday they were the same, no courting or whatever just to let Bella knows what he feel. Bella has really no idea that she is hurting his feeling, but he can't blame her because he is coward to tell her the truth.

Well, she is his first love that's why he really has no idea what to do. He is very shy and coward to court her, he prefers to keep it to himself until Bella decides to transfer to other school and left him heart broken. Bella still have no idea about what he felt for her.

Since then they have no more communication.

While they were away from each other, Bella started to think about him. And started to appreciate what he did to her. Copying everything on the blackboard for her, but when their other classmates asked him to copy for them he didn't took it. He treated her so special. That's when she realized that Edward has a special feeling for her but of course she's not sure about it. Maybe it was just her who think that way.

She really wants to see him, have his number but she has no one ask about him. He's always in her mind, he makes her smile when she remember their past. Until she think she's falling with him too, but it's too late.

After a decade, one of their classmates text Bella. Just saying hi and hello and they talked about their lives till they reached the topic about love life. Jessica - their classmate's name, told her about herself and Edward. She told her that they've been together before but they're already broke up.

Bella's heart was racing so fast, she asked Jessica where he is, why they broke up and where is he working.

Jessica gave her a news about him. Edward is a Marine now, she said he is handsome and very tall. Bella was so happy to hear it, but then Jessica told her they broke up because he already has a wife and the girl is already having their baby. They don't have formal break up, since they were away from each other because of his work. They were just broke up through cellphone.

Bella was like too weak when she heard about it, she has no more reason to think about him or to wait for him. He is already has a family and being with him is not gonna happen anymore.

On their last conversation Jessica told her "you know what? he used to talk about you all the time" that's when she realized how Edward loved her before or maybe till now but he is also have no news about her. Remembering her the way she does about him is an answer to her question and a confirmation they are both in love with each other.

She was so happy to hear about it, at the same time she was heart broken that her wish to be with him won't ever happen anymore.

She thinks that when they only have a communication maybe Edward is still single or maybe they are together. How she wish Edward has a news about her, for that maybe he didn't decide to get married for other girl.

Until now Edward and Bella still have no communication. Bella starts to accept it and be thankful for that memories she have of him. Such a great memories that will treasure as long as she lives. He's part of her life and she knows she's been part of his life too.

They are physically away from each other but in their minds and in their hearts they are always together and in love to each other no matter what will happen. She is his first love and he is her first love too. First love never dies right??? the love between them will always be in their heart and no one could ever take that away from them.

What a sad story isn't it? Honestly, this makes me wanna cry. Wish the part two is coming soon LOL. Wish the characters will meet on the next part.

Lesson???? always learn to appreciate every single and big thing that others have done unto you.

My dream!!!

I woke up late this morning with a big smile on my face. I dreamt about Bella Swan and Edward Cullen cheeesy LMAO! The story was different from the movie or twilight books. It's kind of I am the one inside Bella’s body. It’s one of my favourite dream and I don’t want to forget it, so I’ll write the story below ;D This is a dream.... :)

I wrote it as a fanfiction.

Edward and Bella - My FanFiction

Fan Fiction
By: Arlene


Edward is a teacher and Bella is his student. Every day they meet and get to know each other. Bella fell in love with him since the very first day she saw Edward, but she has no idea if Edward cares for her too. She always get hurt whenever Edward didn’t talk to her and just passing through in front of her without any hi or hello to her. But that doesn’t stop her from loving him, even if her heart is bleeding because of him.

In Edward’s perspective, yes he cares so much with this girl but he’s trying to avoid her because he knows exactly that Bella will only get hurt. He is not human, he is a vampire and he thinks that Bella won’t love him if he will tell her about his kind. That’s why he prefers to stay out of her life by avoiding her all the time.

Edward knows that Bella get hurts every time he did that, he could feel that pain too – in fact that drives him crazy and makes him think how stupid he is for letting that girl he loves hurt because of him.
Edward decided to talk to her, they become friends and they both let that feelings go. Edward told her about his kind, but Bella’s feeling for him doesn’t change even a bit; instead, that makes her love him even more. They were irrevocably and unconditionally in love with each other.

Edward is very protective of her.

Every time their class ends Edward helps her with her stuff and carries them himself. They always did this, till his student and other school staffs noticed what he is doing. It is strictly not allowed for teachers to date their student. But Edward didn’t stop doing all that stuff, though they were both caught kissing not just one time but many times.

They are both aware that it is not allowed to do that inside their school campus. But it’s like if one of them starts to kiss, the other can’t say “NO” they can’t resist the temptation because that’s how they love each other.

One day, Bella is helping her stuff off the table after their class; she saw Edward’s face was blank and so empty. As if he saw something in his mind, Edward has the ability of reading minds aside from Bella. Bella asked him, what’s happening but he didn’t answer it – he’s just like “no, that’s nothing” to her.

They both heading out after school, on their way to his car, Bella saw her friend walking toward them but her friend just only says hi to her and turn to face Edward. That girl starts to talk to Edward in low voice; just enough so Bella can’t hear them.

Bella was confused what they were talking about. After a short talk Edward grabbed her to the rooftop of their school building. When they reached the floor before the rooftop there’s a girl – a witch girl saying something to Edward. Bella can’t understand what they were talking, she’s about to ask Edward but when she turned to face him, Edward already disappeared on her side.

Bella runs upstairs quickly to find Edward, but when she got there she saw Edward leaning on the wall so weak and there’s a blood on his mouth – a blood belong to someone he just sucked – someone who was attempting to kill her. Bella looks so pity when she saw him; she runs closer to him and holds his face to comfort him. She wiped the blood off his mouth and kisses him passionately, he kisses her back.

Next day at school, the principal caught them talking closer to each other at Edward’s room alone. The principal told him if he won’t stop doing it they will fire him from school. Bella’s face was very anxious about Edward being fired from his work because of her. But Edward looked at her eyes saying “It’s okay, it’s okay if they will fire me. But to stay away from you – I can’t let them do that.” Bella bends her body to kiss him satisfied of what he said and he kisses her back. Bella thinks that Edward was right, he is so smart, he knows everything that others can’t, if they fired him, it is easy to find another job again.
~The end~

Second time around

This is my first attempt to write a fanfic :) it sounds boring so I'd better not to finish this one :(



Chapter 1


My name is Shaira Kinsley and my family is living in a small town in England, my mother Clarice Kinsley is working as a manager in a bank. Lately, the company where she working offers her to transfer to their other branch in London, Mom was very happy at the same time sad. Happy because working in London will give her high salary, better than she is gaining here in town because the salary rate in the city centre is higher compare to those in small town. What makes her sad is that London is 6 hours away from our place now and Dad is working here, there’s no doubt that dad won’t come in London. I know how complicated that was for my mom and I myself can’t even decide which to choose.

Mom opens the talk about the offers during our dinner. “That’s good news, go for it!” dad said as soon as mom finished, it was a surprised to hear that from dad. “Plenty of people out there begging to have that opportunity, now that you have it” dad continued thinking what the best word to say next to his sentence. “...go take it! I mean I think that’s the best way. Shaira is almost done with her high school, we need to prepare for her college tuition”.

Mom sighed, relieved for what my dad's reaction, but still she did not comment.

“Yes I know how lucky I am to have this opportunity, but what I’m worrying about is you and Shaira” mom said as she looked at dad and then looked at me when she spoke my name.
“You should take Shaira with you, I won’t let you stay there alone anyway” Dad said in a concern way. “It’s not that I like you both to stay away from me, but we have a house there besides one more year to go then Shaira will graduate on high school. It’s better for her to adjust in a new environment early and it’s easy for her to get some information with regard to her college schools and courses” dad said while looking back and forth between mom and I. He seemed sure about his decisions and what brought him decide to let mom go is because of me, my school, my college, my future.

I’ve been studying in London since nursery till 3rd grader. We only moved from London when my dad reassigned in this town, but we’re originally live in London.

After our dinner, I helped mom to clean the table up. “Mom, just leave the plate in the sink and I’ll do the dishes” I called as I gather the glass off the table. As soon as I’m done doing the dishes, I went straight to my room leaving mom and dad in the living room. Perhaps they were still talking about mom’s work.

“Goodnight mom, dad” I called as I went upstairs.
“Goodnight too honey” mom called after me.
“Goodnight” dad said.


CHAPTER 2

Dad dropped us off to the airport. And they hug and kissed, I kissed him goodbye after mom.
“Bye dad, hope you visit us there in the weekend” I said with a little smile, so he won’t be that sad.
“Yes I will honey if I’m not busy at work of course” he answered a little bit sad. I can see it through his eyes and the way he said the phrase. He put his arm over mom’s shoulder “Call me when you get there” he said looking at mom’s eyes.


As we reached our house, mom took the key from her bag while I’m standing behind her looking up and down and across the garden. I missed this place so much.

As the door opened mom grabbed her bag one by one, I left mine in the porch and help her bag get in first and then she helped me with mine. We stopped in the living room first and we both examining the house. “The house is still the same, isn't it?” she said as she looked at the ceiling. “yeah, it's still looks new” I said.

“Okay, go and check your room see if it’s okay” mom told to me and went to the kitchen to perhaps check if everything’s fine or if there’s any broken or anything that would need a repair. I went upstairs heading to my old room which is my new room now. I opened the door and saw all my stuff; everything is in place aside from the dust. Though the dust is not that thick because mom, dad and I went here 2 months ago and dad paid someone to clean up the whole house. I think it will only take a day to remove all the dust off and fix all my stuff.

After a week of cleaning, I feel relieved though honestly my whole body is paining. It’s already 7:30 in the morning but I don’t want to get up yet, I’m too tired to move. I yawned many times but I can’t sleep again either.

“Hey honey, are you awake?” mom called knocking the door.
“Come in” I answered and then I sat down.
“Good morning honey, ohh I know how tired you are, your breakfast is ready I left it on the table” mom said concerned, she seems noticed how tired I am.
“Oh mom, thank you. I’m okay, so are you going now?” I asked when I saw her wearing formal dress.
“Yeah honey, I have an orientation for my new job, I’ll be out the whole day, are you okay being alone here?” she said and sat down on my bed. I could see how sorry she is living me alone in this big house.
“yeah of course mom, don’t worry about that” I lied, honestly I don’t want her to go at the moment, but it will only make her more sad and worried.
“Okay, I have to go now the taxi is waiting outside” she said and then she kissed my forehead and closed the door.

I got up and went to the bathroom while tying my hair. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I went back to my room and changed my clothes and then went downstairs for breakfast. As soon as I’m done with my breakfast, I watched movie in the living room and then when I get bored I turned on my ipod or find a good book on the shelve. This is what I’m doing the whole week alone without mom.

In the morning I went to school and enrolled myself as a senior student at Harlbor High School.

I’m just finished helping myself when I heard the horn, that was mom, couple of hours ago she called me to prepare myself because she will going to pick me up after her work for dinner.

I gathered my things with me and run downstairs. Mom was sitting inside the taxi. I opened the door and joined her.
“How’s your day?” mom asked after I kissed her.
“It’s good, I went to the school this morning and I’m done with everything. I mean I’m enrolled and I’m only waiting till the class will be started” I said greatly.
“That’s great honey, so when will your classes start?” She said proudly and excited about my new school.
“On June seven, that will be next week” I said.

As we ate, mom and I talked about school stuff, her new work, things to buy and things to do and all that.

From the restaurant mom and I stopped at the supermarket to buy some foods to stock in our house. In our way home, the rain is so heavy and the wind is blowing the tress hardly. I wondered if the driver can even see the road ‘cause all I can see is fog I can’t see the road. But instead of asking him, I preferred to keep it to myself and sit still at the backseat.

Mom and I were both wet and so I took a shower right away and dry my hair and curled up on my bed as the lightning flash through the glass of my window. It’s very cold and it’s so nice to sleep having this weather.



CHAPTER 3

This is it, my first day of school. Mom dropped me off in front of my school on her way to office. I went straight to the information to ask ‘where’s the room 301’ that’s my first subject. When I reached the room 301, I sat on the available seat right at the middle. I sat very still, quiet, shy and nervous. I can’t explain my feeling ‘cause at the same time I am excited, excited to know new people and have new friends.

Most of my classmates knew each other, as they were studying here since freshmen. When I turn my side, my classmate smiled at me, I smiled back.

“Hi, are you new here? Haven’t seen your face before” the girl on my right side asked me.
“Hi, yeah I’m new student here. I’m Shaira by the way” I answered her, bit shy.
“That’s cool, I’m Katherine. Nice to meet you Shaira” She said offering her hand to shake with me.
“Nice to meet you too Katherine” I shake with her and give her a smile.

The teacher appeared at the door and so we stopped talking.
“Good morning class, I am Mr. Wickfrey your English teacher” he said and then smiled. He turned to write his name to the blackboard, for us to know the right spelling of his last name, I think.

Each of us stands in front of the room one by one to introduce ourselves. Some of my classmates are giggling, and teasing each other. I think they were also classmates last year that’s why.

The bell rang and my classmates stood up and walked to the door at the same time. I stood up as soon as I saw a space to get out. I went to my next subject and most of my classmates in English are also my classmates in Science and almost all my subjects. We ended up into introducing ourselves in our first day of school in each subject. It’s pretty boring but this is expectable to happen. I mean this is what we always do in our first day right?


I went straight to house as soon as my class ended. I was tired the whole day at school. I came up alone in the house, mom is not here yet. I headed to my room, put my bag on the study table and changed my clothes. I sat there for a moment and then I went to the kitchen to open the refrigerator to look what meal to cook for dinner. I took the pork chop and put it in the bowl and wait to till it was defrost so I can start cooking. I yanked the oven and put the sliced bread in and then turn it on. I took a bottle of lemonade inside the refrigerator and opened it. I’m about the drink when the telephone rang. I put it down on the table and run to the living room where the telephone is placed.

“Hello?” I asked.
“Shai, it’s mom. Just wanna tell you not to cook; I’ll buy cooked food for dinner tonight”. She said, directly. I know she’s in a rush as she is still in the office.
“Okay mom, take care”. I said after her.
“Thank you. Bye honey” she said and then hung up the phone.

I went back to the kitchen and yanked the oven door open. I took the bread and put it on the plate and turn to the sink to take the pork chop back to the refrigerator. Perhaps mom knows that I’m tired on my first day of school that’s why she let me free from cooking tonight. I don’t mind cooking though, I’m tired but I’m okay I can still cook.

When I opened my eyes I saw the light coming in through my window, I thought I was late already. I took my mobile and check the time, it was 6:50am I am not late. I had my alarm at 7am, it means I woke up early than my alarm; I got up and went to the bathroom.

On the second day of school, I got Katherine and Jeanna and Mitch as my new friends. I shared my lunch with them.

As days passed by I got to know all my classmates better and better.



NOTE: I will continue this story later :P
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