RObsten is so "ON"

Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart are officially together!!! This is great news yet. The duo who are known as Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan in the phenomenon vampire romance Twilight saga by Stephenie Meyer. The romance started on screen, it blossom and blossom till finally they fell in love in real life. Thanks to millions of fans from all over the world for the undying support and prayer for these two. So now Robsten fans our prayer has been answered! yay!!

Fans from every part of the world including me:) are begging and praying that Robsten will be together forever. The "together" has been answered already, hope the "forever" will be heard too *fingers crossed* I really like them, this is my first time to be obsessed like this, like crazy in love with Robsten. Sounds weird but I'm not ashamed to tell the world about my obsession. They inspired me and changed my life to a better one maybe more exciting one, so how could I be shy right?

Actually, there wasn't really a verbal confirmation from Kristen and Rob that they are dating. The confirmation I'm talking about here is the picture taken by the paparazzi. Robsten caught off guard smooching at the house party, so isn't that enough to say that they are dating? These two are very private, they don't need to shout to tell the world "yes we are dating". That picture is the answer to everybody's question.

Those people who still think that Robsten are just friends are stupid, I mean com'on open your eyes and just accept the fact that these two are in love with each other. If you are one of those nonstens then that's none of my/our freakin' business.

I am enjoying my life now, and in love with Robsten. I really hope they will stay together forever coz they are meant for each other, they are perfect for each other. I just can't imagine Rob with someone else and so does Kristen. They created for each other!!!

I missed blogging

It's been ages since I last posted a blog, I'm just too lazy and was hooked up at other sites especially twitter and facebook. Those sites are just simply awesome, I get a kick out of staying there all the time. There's nothing special there though, it's just my online friends who keeps me stay there. Once I entered at that two sites I find hard to get out. Especially when my best buds are online.

Tweeting and facebooking are the awesomeness job ever LOL. I just wish there's a job like that, haha. Anyways, I really have nothing to say in this post. This is just a warm up so i could I start blogging the coolest thing which I'm still thinking what should that be LOL.

OMG I missed the whole month of August, I just noticed it when I saw my blog archive. It's a big evidence that I was here for so long grrrrr! I need to wrote more blogs so I could fill up those absences.

Anyway, Pollene..bitch where are you? are you still interested to continue your blogspot?? well, I think not. That's okay though. You don't need to have one, your english is already good and besides you have foreign friends who you can talk with. Just continue talking to them bitch and you will notice how excellent your english are one day.

I learned from life

Sometimes we realize we're in the middle of nowhere. We don't know who we are, what we like, who we want to be with and where we should go. We want to fix our life but we don't know where to start, we freak out, lose our way, we give up and end up to a miserable life.

Being unknown to yourself is I think natural to us - people. Don't give up, don't think negative, be optimistic instead. If you think you are too late to do things, why don't you start it now "it's better late than never" remember??!

In this world, not all of us are lucky to receive glory in early age, although I confess there are lots of people who are lucky enough to have them early. So what?! instead of wasting your time thinking negative things why don't you start doing stuff that would lead you to your glory?

Let them be happy for what they received, just be happy for them. Have a good heart and work hard then you will notice how the glory comes into your hand.

Negative attitude

I used to not believe in what they so called black sheep of the family, but due to what's happening with my family sometimes I really want to believe that in every family....well, not all family I mean has this black sheep.

I know, this is unacceptable when one of your siblings heard you saying "you are the black sheep of our family" coz no matter how bad they are or how extremely wrong they did they are still part of my family and anyhow they've done something good. It's not worth to tell them that phrase, although sometimes they go beyond the limit.

One of my sibling is you know something like this, I tried not to think her this way but sometimes when you are angry and overloaded by those crap you've heard you can't think any excuses.

My sister is like understandable, like you don't know what makes her happy and sad, thankful and angry. She's like uneasy to talk and to be with. Sometimes, I ask myself why is she like this? why do people having this kind of attitude exist in this world?

I understand what she feel, I've been in this kind of situation before and I know how tough to fight against your will and how to find a way to control yourself. I think our blood line plays a big reason why we react this way. That's unavoidable and tough to handle. But I strongly believe we can pass this attitude if we know how to control ourselves.

My quotes

Not all the time....explaining or reasoning is the solution to a problem, sometimes being silent can give you both peace in mind. Reasoning doesn't mean you win and being silent doesn't mean you loss either.

Every problem that comes into our lives are meant to be happened for us to learn and become stronger.

facebooking till 2am :)

WTF! I went to bed last night at half past 2 in the morning. It made me feel dizzy now. My talkative friend caught me online on facebook at 12 midnight, I think, hehe. This friend of mine got this good sense of humor, we talked tons of topic and all of it were non sense lmao! imagine he told me about his funny dreams, I tell you it sounds crazy. It makes me rolls on the floor laughing! He's teasing me about my obsession with twilight saga and robsten; while I'm teasing him about his chicks! haha. He is so fucking bitchy! And I wanna poke him all the time. He is old enough to have that effing child brain lmao! but I kinda enjoying talking stuff like that as long as there's no rude topics.

That's already morning but I don't mind staying awake the whole night, I'm a nocturnal remember? :) As long as I am enjoying I won't step back on the track. haha!

My dream!!!

I woke up late this morning with a big smile on my face. I dreamt about Bella Swan and Edward Cullen cheeesy LMAO! The story was different from the movie or twilight books. It's kind of I am the one inside Bella’s body. It’s one of my favourite dream and I don’t want to forget it, so I’ll write the story below ;D This is a dream.... :)

I wrote it as a fanfiction.

Edward and Bella - My FanFiction

Fan Fiction
By: Arlene


Edward is a teacher and Bella is his student. Every day they meet and get to know each other. Bella fell in love with him since the very first day she saw Edward, but she has no idea if Edward cares for her too. She always get hurt whenever Edward didn’t talk to her and just passing through in front of her without any hi or hello to her. But that doesn’t stop her from loving him, even if her heart is bleeding because of him.

In Edward’s perspective, yes he cares so much with this girl but he’s trying to avoid her because he knows exactly that Bella will only get hurt. He is not human, he is a vampire and he thinks that Bella won’t love him if he will tell her about his kind. That’s why he prefers to stay out of her life by avoiding her all the time.

Edward knows that Bella get hurts every time he did that, he could feel that pain too – in fact that drives him crazy and makes him think how stupid he is for letting that girl he loves hurt because of him.
Edward decided to talk to her, they become friends and they both let that feelings go. Edward told her about his kind, but Bella’s feeling for him doesn’t change even a bit; instead, that makes her love him even more. They were irrevocably and unconditionally in love with each other.

Edward is very protective of her.

Every time their class ends Edward helps her with her stuff and carries them himself. They always did this, till his student and other school staffs noticed what he is doing. It is strictly not allowed for teachers to date their student. But Edward didn’t stop doing all that stuff, though they were both caught kissing not just one time but many times.

They are both aware that it is not allowed to do that inside their school campus. But it’s like if one of them starts to kiss, the other can’t say “NO” they can’t resist the temptation because that’s how they love each other.

One day, Bella is helping her stuff off the table after their class; she saw Edward’s face was blank and so empty. As if he saw something in his mind, Edward has the ability of reading minds aside from Bella. Bella asked him, what’s happening but he didn’t answer it – he’s just like “no, that’s nothing” to her.

They both heading out after school, on their way to his car, Bella saw her friend walking toward them but her friend just only says hi to her and turn to face Edward. That girl starts to talk to Edward in low voice; just enough so Bella can’t hear them.

Bella was confused what they were talking about. After a short talk Edward grabbed her to the rooftop of their school building. When they reached the floor before the rooftop there’s a girl – a witch girl saying something to Edward. Bella can’t understand what they were talking, she’s about to ask Edward but when she turned to face him, Edward already disappeared on her side.

Bella runs upstairs quickly to find Edward, but when she got there she saw Edward leaning on the wall so weak and there’s a blood on his mouth – a blood belong to someone he just sucked – someone who was attempting to kill her. Bella looks so pity when she saw him; she runs closer to him and holds his face to comfort him. She wiped the blood off his mouth and kisses him passionately, he kisses her back.

Next day at school, the principal caught them talking closer to each other at Edward’s room alone. The principal told him if he won’t stop doing it they will fire him from school. Bella’s face was very anxious about Edward being fired from his work because of her. But Edward looked at her eyes saying “It’s okay, it’s okay if they will fire me. But to stay away from you – I can’t let them do that.” Bella bends her body to kiss him satisfied of what he said and he kisses her back. Bella thinks that Edward was right, he is so smart, he knows everything that others can’t, if they fired him, it is easy to find another job again.
~The end~