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6/24/11

Music mood

I heard about this band "Lady Antebellum" and saw them several times on different music awards. Since then I've thought Lady Antebellum is a great band because they won many awards. I mean winning an awards in the world of hollywood is bloody hard. There's a lot of famous artist and band out there competiting against each other in every awarding.

Lady Antebellum is composed of three persons - the girl and the two boys. I don't know why they named it Lady Antebellum, I don't really care about the name at all and I have no idea when this band started their career.

Despite of those awards they've got, they didn't hit me. I mean, going online... search for their songs, listening to it, downloading it like the way I do when I heard about Bruno mars and paramore. Lady Antebellum is simply great, that's all.

Until yesterday when I saw someone's post about Lady Antebellum song called "need you now" and she puts the lyrics into its caption before the music video. As I read the lyrics, this one caught my attention "...and I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." the line caught me, it seems a great song so I youtube the song and google its lyrics and there you come... I really like the lyrics. And the beat and the tempo are simply amazing. I love the whole song, it's perfect.

From then I've also tried to search their other songs and again it sound incredible. I just love their music. I downloaded many of their songs right away and copy it to my phone.

I could say Lady Antebellum is one of my favourite band now. I'm looking forward to hear their next song.

6/2/11

Something I want to do

I have nothing to write on my previous post. I supposed to make it a bit longer but in a tick of a clock my mind changed that quick. For now I have something in my mind, something different that would make my blog a bit alive. I have no idea if there is someone who are reading my blogs, but anyway, I don't really care as long as you don't give shit on my page. Don't ever dare to tease me about my writings or things like that, that's gonna make me insane. If you accidentally read this, atleast try to keep it to yourself as if you never read LOL.

Seriously, I want to write different stuff. It's hard to explain, coz what I'm thinking is still about craziness. I just got this idea from a blog og someone I didn't know. I just love her blog, it's funny, there are drama and swears but it's honestly true. I truly adore her idea of doing it, it make sense and it hit people's bones when they read it, especially those haters of her topic.

I'm too late to do this kind of stuff, or I should say to be engaged on this type of hobbies. I just realized how awesome and fun to become a writer. I want to be a writer these days. The problem is I have a big problem in english, I can't fully express what I want to say due to luck of vocabulary. I could feel it I have something in me that could take people's attention I'm just fear and just what I say I have a problem in english. Anyway, I will just do it for myself instead. I'll do it even if I know no one could read it. This is a private profile, not really private...I mean no one knows my site so no one could read it.

About the idea that I'm talking about, I don't know if I can do it. Maybe I could but it takes time for me to make one. Another problem I could see is that, I'm afraid people who knows that unknown blog would say I am copycut. That site is famous and twifans love that site. Anyway, let us just see what's gonna happen to my blog in the next few weeks.

It would be ashmed if I can't do one of it. Not a surprise I know coz even a simple blog I can't do, coz I'm that lazy haha.

Rainy days

It’s june finally. What I love about this month is that, it’s the start of rainy season. It means we have to say goodbye to summer and say hello to rain...more more rains.
Most of the people I know love summer, they love the heat of the sun, they love beach and out of town trip. Not that I don’t like traveling with them, I just don’t like being under the sun. It’s very hot during summer, it means you are sweating all day all night. I can’t stand on that kind of climate even in a month.
I’m glad our summer this year here in the Philippines was quite short and not very hot compare to last year’s. This year, there’s a typhoon between the summer – it helps a lot to reduce the hotness of the summer.

3/7/11

happiness is always accompanied by sadness

I really believe that happiness is accompanied by sadness. But the good thing is there is no sadness without happiness.

As much as I hate the fact that happiness is always accompanied by sadness, I truly believe in it. In my life or in my family for instance, when there is happiness - sadness will follow. What the heck??? But life goes this way and we have nothing to do with it, life is not easy as everyone say...because it truly is... only the strong survive! but hey! no one has reached the finish line alive, put that in mind! We all die, so live life to the fullest no matter how hard it is. Don;t ever lost your faith and even dare to think of giving up. Why don;t we just enjoy life while we're here, right??? I know it's easy to say this, but sometimes frustration, disappointment, dissatifaction, poverty, loneliness to mention the few -can make us weak and helpless. These are the things that pull us down and lead us to think negative ones. I know everyone of us suffer in this kind of life, but just be strong and always have faith in God. He is the only one who could undstand us, the one who will make us feel being loved. Once a thing occur or happen to us, God is always involve coz everything that comes to us - God has always a reason to it! All we have to do is to face it confidently and show others we can do it!!!!

OMG! I'm so happy that I am so positive right now! yay!!! I used to write rant blog before, now it's so inspiring but I can't assure you on not to write negative things in the future hahaha. Remember in every positive, comes the negative. And for now I would like to say...I don't care...negative things are just fuck! right peeps???! bwahahaha! til then...

First blog after 2 months

January..February...March..OMG! it's already March!!! Time went so fast that I didn't noticed I missed two months without writing. It means I have to keep up and fill those missing days that I had missed. Anyway, here I am.. starting my task before it's getting too late to do it. For now I could say, I'm not that late coz I have so many things in my mind to write.

Now I learned that writing isn't just writing anything you want. In my case, I used to think that writing is just my way of learning and of improving my English. But now it seems like there is more about writing.

Writing can help you change things suround you. For instance, through writing I could feel peaceful. I mean, if you have something inside you that you want to spit out before it intoxicate your soul. Something that it need to be said but there is nobody to be told or nobody could understand no matter how you explain it. In short, Writing is the key to let you out those negative things inside you and make you empty, peaceful and better.

Have you ever felt that sometimes in our lives there are things that no one could understand except yourself??? and you want to share it but explanation or words is not enough for others to undestand the whole thing??? I'm sure you felt that coz I did.

In our lives there are so many small things that bother us. It's just small things but if those small things combine it will become big, right? those small things is not really important to be told to anyone closed to you or even to your family. What I'm saying here is, everyone of us is unique... nobody knew us better than ourselves.

It's up for us on how to handle each circumstances that happens into ourlives. In my case, Writing is my way...I think my best way to let negative things go and positive things to share. I think it is healthy to do it, coz after letting it go you will feel better. That's why I started using this therapy for how many months now and I could say it helps a lot. If you hate someone to death, like you want to kill her for saying something against you - you don't really have to attack her/him back. That's probably will make things even worse. Why don't you attack her/him through writing?? but hey! make sure nobody could read it, or at least no one could read it that knows you both. Spitting it out makes you feel better and I do think it's a good way than confronting her/him straight to their faces.

I'm telling you this because I once in this situation before. I mean confronting someone personally and it only ends up worser, that's why I'm giving you a hint. Don't want you guys to experince what I have experinced before. The most important now is I learned from them and I know now how to handle things like that.

what a long blog after 2 months:) I should have leave some of it for the next one. Have a good night!

12/18/10

It's English comment time :)

It's been awhile since I'm joining English lessons online. And it's been so long that I didn't bother to write something in my blog. It's depressing to realise that I wasted so much of my time instead of studying English. I could feel the negative effect of it, as I remember I can write faster before. I mean my mind is working quickly that I don't need to stop for a while to think what to write next. Before I wrote continuously and quickly but now I could feel the slow-typing. My mind is not that active, I don't know but that's how I feel about it.

I used to write so many blogs before and that helps me a lot to excercise my mind. To think quickly and write continuously. I mean my mind worked pretty well before, maybe I just need to do this stuff again. Writing blogs all the time to excercise my mind and waking up my dead genes :) I mean I need to work this out again. Aging can make your mind work slowly, I'm near to reach 30s and I could feel that my mind is not that so active like before. So I really need to make it work before anything goes hard to bring back.

I used to learn new slangs before but now I kind of lose my apetite on that site. My learning was declined and so does my English vocabulary. I need to keep this up, keep studying hard again.

Misa de gallo

It's December and Misa de gallo plays big part as we celebrate Christmas. It's a 9 mornings' mas before christmas eve or the born of Jesus Christ. Some people say, you need to complete the 9 mornings so that your wish will come true. I used to believe in this saying before and been attending misa de gallo for many times but I didn't get a chance to complete the 9 mornings. Not until last year, that was my first to make it perfect and it was a nice experienced. Waking up early in the morning for 9 consecutive days is kind of tired but it's really a nice feeling when you are sucrificing for God. To show him that he is remembered.

The true spirit of Christmas is not by receiving gifts but to visit him in the church and praise him for what his done to us. Celebrating his birthday is the main reason why we have this so called christmas. It's his day, the day when he came out from the womb of Virgin Mary and later on saved us from the sins. We musn't forget that, we owe him. He saved us because he loves us more than his own life.

Some people ask me, are you attending misa de gallo??? and I was like yes. They ask me, what is your wish??? and I answer them, I have so many wish but I don't really need to wish at all. I mean, I don't want to go to church for 9 consecutive mornings because I have a wish to ask. That is so unfair, you only go to church because of your wish??? because you want God to return your sacrifice by answering your wish?? I mean come'on! This life is too much to ask for more. I mean saving our lives and giving us an opportunity to live, use and enjoy his other creations is too much.

Why don't we go to church, listen to his words and be inspired instead of going there just for the sake of your wish??!

Today is December 18th and I was attending 3 mornings' mas. I still have 6 mornings till the day when Jesus Christ was born. May our Christmas be filled with love and happiness. Merry Christmas to everyone.

I am so dependent - I hate it

It's been a while since I last visited my blog. I was kinda busy since it's December, lots of stuff to do and family visits. I spend most of my time visiting my families from other places, I'm the only one who can drive so I have no choice to be left at home. My family really needs my service so why not??

I know my life is just easy for anybody else, but for me it's kind of tough. I can't find a job because I need to stay at home all the time.I mean people can't live without me, in case of emergency no one could be there to drive for them. To take money from the bank or any other responsibilities that needs my present.

I used to complain about this, but I know I have no reason to do so. My family needs my help, how could I reject it?! I'm so glad my sisters understand my situation. But until when I could keep myself believe that everything is okay? I mean, I need myself to be improved too. I'm too old to be dependent with my sisters help.

Being free is good, but I feel so limited to reach my goals. I really needed to get out of this situation and start reaching my goal all by myself. Fight against the fears and learn how to accept things.